Lady_Prowless
*The Dyslexic Word Demon*
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- Dec 11, 2005
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i have just had the overwhelming urge to have a discreet encounter with a woman.i know this goes against everything i have built upon for the past few years,but i have to be freed... i need to let loose.It has become an addiction almost looking for pictures on the internet..and my fantasies have jumped from daydreaming to night time dream bed hunching.ugh...i m not all that facinated with the bottom as i am the top.i love to have my breasts played with even during intercourse.. and even when im alone i rub my nipples and imagine that they are not my own.i am just so obsessed with breasts.i think i have a sickness that only another woman can cure,but im still torn by the fact im married and still want to keep my relationship pure.OMFG what am i gonna do?it is driving me nuts,but still i go on masterbating to pictures of boobs...having my fantasies and maintaining day by day.
i had a dream the other night there was this red haired girl in the tub and her brother was kneeling down infront of the sink sucking off his guy friend in the bathroom so i crawled in the tub with her and she mounted me and we started to make out.not happy when i heard the alarm go off and it was time to get up for work.
i wondered just maybe if i did it once it would get the monkey off my back,but then i realized that it would only make things worse and id feel indifferent to my husband because he couldnt fulfill that part of my fantasy,and id want to do it again and again.
All i would want is to lay around all day massaging each others breasts and rubbing each other off....i know this is cheating, is that bad??
i had a dream the other night there was this red haired girl in the tub and her brother was kneeling down infront of the sink sucking off his guy friend in the bathroom so i crawled in the tub with her and she mounted me and we started to make out.not happy when i heard the alarm go off and it was time to get up for work.
i wondered just maybe if i did it once it would get the monkey off my back,but then i realized that it would only make things worse and id feel indifferent to my husband because he couldnt fulfill that part of my fantasy,and id want to do it again and again.
All i would want is to lay around all day massaging each others breasts and rubbing each other off....i know this is cheating, is that bad??