Getting back with ex

[betamale30]

Was in a long term relationship of 5 years with girlfriend that eventually ended.. We were broken up for quite a while & during our separation she was on 2 dating sites Match & Plentyoffish.. We eventually reconnected and decided to give It another try, but now that we are back together i cant stop thinking about what she was up to while we were broken up.. Thinking about all the dates she went on with guys she met from those sites & wondering how they ended. Its confusing to me because i dont get angry and jealous about It but instead have found myself being turned on.. Is this just normal feelings & thoughts people would have or am i in beginning stages of wanting to be a cuck? She's not really the type that opens up about her sexual past so I'm scared to mention that her being on those sites turns me on. Is this just something i should bury & ignore and just work on my relationship with her? Or do I try and explore this more? Ive been really confused trying to process all these thoughts and feelings could use some advice.

 

[Ramone45]

Was in a long term relationship of 5 years with girlfriend that eventually ended.. We were broken up for quite a while & during our separation she was on 2 dating sites Match & Plentyoffish.. We eventually reconnected and decided to give It another try, but now that we are back together i cant stop thinking about what she was up to while we were broken up.. Thinking about all the dates she went on with guys she met from those sites & wondering how they ended. Its confusing to me because i dont get angry and jealous about It but instead have found myself being turned on.. Is this just normal feelings & thoughts people would have or am i in beginning stages of wanting to be a cuck? She's not really the type that opens up about her sexual past so I'm scared to mention that her being on those sites turns me on. Is this just something i should bury & ignore and just work on my relationship with her? Or do I try and explore this more? Ive been really confused trying to process all these thoughts and feelings could use some advice.

My wife seemed comfortable telling me about her past lovers, then suddenly told me it was a huge turn off for her. It's probably best to just focus on your relationship since you said she's not that open about her sexual past. Give it time.She might open up as you build trust and intimacy. It's hard to say if you are on the path to being a cuckold. The fact that it excites you that she has been with other lovers makes me think you might be. It wouldn't be the worst thing in the world.