Fury's Vacation.

DVS said:
Careful, EG. Your heart! :heart:

Oh, by the way...have you um...tested it with some burning BDSM fun yet, since you got the all clear? :p

Sorry for the wee hijack, FurryFury. I think it's sometihng we all should know...that life does continue, and sex does continue, after bypass surgery. :nana:

Not really DVS... I've taken a few swings with the floggers, slowly loosening up my shoulders but I'm nowhere near close to being ready for a full scene yet. Turns out I'm not quite in the clear yet. My heart surgeon is tickled with my recovery so far, but my cardiologist was like "WHAT? Are you NUTS? No you can't go back to work yet!" *sighs* Dueling doctors...

Anyway, I go in for a cardiac rehab orientation and evaluation tomorrow, have some kind of god-awful 4 - 6 hour "Nuclear Stress Test" and evaluation Friday. After _that_ the heart doc might clear me to return to work. We'll see how it goes.

And any sex is going to have to be me on the bottom (or side to side) for a while... NO PUSHUPS for at _least_ 12 weeks post - surgery, could be as long as 6 months! A cracked sternum apparently takes a while to heal...

But I was able to give the car a tune-up today! *BIG GRIN*
 
I am mentally exhausted but my brain is positively teaming with creativity that I am too tired to put into use. *smiles*

I am physically sore, so tired that my bones feel like they are soft and bending, my flesh heavy and liquid, my muscles hard and sore.

But . . .

It does NOT suck to me because I just had a fantasticly long weekend with two of my favorite friends. Friends with whom I can breathe and be totally accepted, just as I love and accept them. I also had my daugther there. In spite of serveral serious communication problems and difficulties, we did not yell, argue, stomp or do anything but fix the problems as best we could with what we had, deal with the situation and love each other with respect.

And . . .

I got to see some Incredibly talented, funny, warm, thoughtful storytellers. These are stars in my profession. I consider myself a simple journeyman in my profession. To be very honest, I doubt I'd like to be a star of that calibre. I am quite sure I'd hate traveling as much as I suspect they do for any amount of money. Still the draw of the power exchange with audiences, that additive thing might be enough to compensate but it was a joy to see them, be inspired by them and feel that energy, that power exchange flowing back and forth from the different perspective of the audience.

I am very silly right now. I may not be making much sense. I may be using prepositions in ways I am not supposed to. I may be using a lot of run on sentences. That's gonna have to be okay. I feel as if I am drunk, sleep deprived and a few other words or conditions that hover outside my brain but which I cannot catch atm. In this lassitude of feeling utterly exhausted but full of ideas and plans, life feels very, very good to me. If you have every worked so physically hard that you were utterly sore and exhausted after a long day, then had the pleasure of a sunset with a cool drink and felt both useful and blessed, then you know what I am feeling right now.

Okay, I must get back to work now. *sighs and smiles*


Fury :rose:
 
I'm leaving tomorrow morning! This will be a short romantic trip (three nights) for two. While I'm gone, y'all play nice now, ya hear?

Fury :rose:
 
FurryFury said:
I'm leaving tomorrow morning! This will be a short romantic trip (three nights) for two. While I'm gone, y'all play nice now, ya hear?

Fury :rose:

*sigh*

just a tad green here. :eek:

But have fun. :kiss:
 
FurryFury said:
I'm leaving tomorrow morning! This will be a short romantic trip (three nights) for two. While I'm gone, y'all play nice now, ya hear?

Fury :rose:
Romantic, huh? Ya'll takin' toys, or maybe some ginger?
 
FurryFury said:
I'm leaving tomorrow morning! This will be a short romantic trip (three nights) for two. While I'm gone, y'all play nice now, ya hear?

Fury :rose:
Have fun, you two crazy kids! *lol*
 
FurryFury said:
I'm leaving tomorrow morning! This will be a short romantic trip (three nights) for two. While I'm gone, y'all play nice now, ya hear?

Fury :rose:

We will play nice as long as you have lots of play and fun.

Have a great time and come back full of stories ;)
 
shy slave said:
We will play nice as long as you have lots of play and fun.

Have a great time and come back full of stories ;)

:kiss:

I'll do my level best!

*smiles*

Fury :rose:
 
So, I'll be off on vacation tomorrow. So play nice. I'll check in from time to time.

*waves*
 
Netzach said:
Oh I almost missed this...enjoy!!!!

:rose:

Thanks so much!

I will!

I look forward to this particular week ALL year! The whole family does.

Last year at this time I was so stressed out I felt like I was about to break but this year I'm doing much, much better! Yay!
 
SubKekiLee said:
Have a great time FURRY.. =0)

Thanks! The beach is beautiful. The skies are clear.

*smiles*

The sunrise was lovely!

*serene sigh*
 
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FurryFury said:
Thanks! The beach is beautiful. The skies are clear. WTF am I doing up?

Um, Godiva Coffee. Thank GOD!

*smiles*

The sunrise was lovely!

*serene sigh*

I'm in 109 if you can get away for a few hours.
 
WriterDom said:
I'm in 109 if you can get away for a few hours.

Darlin' I am lost, what does "in 109" mean?

*scratches head*

It's probably obvious and lack of sleep is making me loopy.
 
I stand in the surf, feeling the water crash white and rough at my ankles, tickling my toes as it withdraws to fling itself at me again, over and over. The day is beautiful and clear. The sun is fever bright. The sky a pure blue that film can never cleanly capture but which some paintings can give the flavor of. Fiction and non fictions can be so alike and so different.

I close my eyes to better enjoy the sensations I desire to focus on. The water sounds are constantly changing. I try to guess which wave sound heralds what I seek while the sun turns red beneath my eye lids and dark motes dance with in it.

That sound makes me think it might be the ONE. It's a fierce roar. But no, it isn't the one. That trickle, almost like a mountain stream is also not it. Then it comes pulling and shifting the sand beneath my feet. I'm on a ride, natures ride. Eyes closed, head slightly tilted up, focusing on keeping my balance now, I smile. Lips curling a little deeper I worship the experience and meditate waiting for more.
 
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Strangely, I got completely blotto tonight - on one drink. I'm guessing it was more lack of sleep issues that did me in. God I'm silly when I'm that out of it. Hell, I'm silly period.

I'm back from my little trip to blotto land now though.
 
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