Comshaw
VAGITARIAN
- Joined
- Nov 9, 2000
- Posts
- 12,254
Why is seventeen the lucky number?
still a child,
a flirty kind of innocence;
one foot firmly planted in childhood
the other testing the art of being woman
dreams to seek
secrets to unlock
a life to live.
Still director of the play.
Enter violence and suddenly the script has been rewritten:
touching,
bruising,
hitting,
tearing,
stripping,
laughing,
choking.
the timeframe stolen
dreams lost
secrets learned
life dead.
You threatened to kill me.
why didn't you?
i know that you don't think about it
everyday 25 years later.
i do.
you still enter my bed at night
you crawl up and down my body
i know i could see the imprints of your hands if i looked.
i can't.
you stalk me
waiting for someone to say the words that will call you back again.
then the dance starts all over again
leave me alone.
i can't get past me to be there for those i care about
egotistical and selfish
i can't stand what i have become and i don't know how to change
I AM AFRAID THERE WILL BE NO ONE LEFT BUT ME AND YOU
I AM AFRAID THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY TO GET RID OF YOU.
still a child,
a flirty kind of innocence;
one foot firmly planted in childhood
the other testing the art of being woman
dreams to seek
secrets to unlock
a life to live.
Still director of the play.
Enter violence and suddenly the script has been rewritten:
touching,
bruising,
hitting,
tearing,
stripping,
laughing,
choking.
the timeframe stolen
dreams lost
secrets learned
life dead.
You threatened to kill me.
why didn't you?
i know that you don't think about it
everyday 25 years later.
i do.
you still enter my bed at night
you crawl up and down my body
i know i could see the imprints of your hands if i looked.
i can't.
you stalk me
waiting for someone to say the words that will call you back again.
then the dance starts all over again
leave me alone.
i can't get past me to be there for those i care about
egotistical and selfish
i can't stand what i have become and i don't know how to change
I AM AFRAID THERE WILL BE NO ONE LEFT BUT ME AND YOU
I AM AFRAID THERE IS ONLY ONE WAY TO GET RID OF YOU.