StephenJames
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A bright dot floats in nothingness like a single star in an empty black sky. Nothing exists but it and it alone
Slowly the dot grows larger. It starts to shimmer as though looking through tears at a lightbulb, creating shards of light unevenly around it. Suddenly I realise that's what's happening. I exist. That's my first thought. I'm lying on my back, staring at the moon above me, hard ground beneath. That's my second thought. Then feeling comes upon me. Suddenly, as though waking from a dream, or rather oblivion, I can feel my arms and legs, streched out on the ground. A burning ache in my legs gets its turn to be recognized in my brain next as I automatically shift my weight, flexing my muscles as if to test they are really there.
I struggle to sit up. My whole body trembles as though I've just run ten marathons in a row and couldn't take another step before it gave up. But I do sit up eventually, only to experience an almost blinding, dizzying, excruciating pain in my head that almost throws me unconscious. It's several minutes before I am able to see clearly again and concentrate on what's around me. Then I can tale stock of what's around me
I find I'm sitting in a sprawling, empty field at night. A quick scan of the horizen, brightly illuminated by the full moon above, shows me I'm alone. But how did I get here? I ask myself. Where is here? What happened to me? Why am I alone here? Why is there blood on my forehead? What is my name? Why can't I remember anything? So many questions flood my brain all at once its impossible to focus on any one at a time. But in the midst of a chaotic moment of thought, lost amid confusion and the stinging pain in my skull pulsing along with the beat of my heart, I amazingly find a moment of clarity. Instincts push the mass of worries aside and within a heartbeat I've listed my priorities. 'Where did I learn to have that strength of mind allowing me to that?' Is another question that gets ignored for now as I clamber to my feet and take a thorough look at myself.
My hands are large and strong. My body tall and my shoulders wide. No wrinkles on my skin tells me I must be fairly young. Splatters of dried blood come off on my hands as I feel my face. Not too much though. Just a minor wound. My clothes are all black with thick practical layers, many pockets, and tough black leather boots muddied and suitable for the environment I find myself in.
I take some time to rifle through every pocket and lining of all my clothing but come up empty handed. Nothing... not even a wallet or phone or a pen on me. Then I see something on the ground. Not far from were I lay there is a small black briefcase lying almost completely obscured by the dark. It's heavy, and a quick examination shows its locked tight with a numberpad entry system on it, and looks robust enough to withstand a small truck! I'm not going to be able to open this anyone soon so I don't bother.
Logic tells me to shout out for help, or find the nearest road and hope somebody drives past, then find the local authorities for help, but instinct dismisses it straight away. I don't know why... It's like every thought I've had since regaining consciousness has been evaluated by those two forces, logic and instinct. So far instinct always wins. It tells me to find the nearest and biggest crowd and blend in. It tells me not to stand out. It tells me the faint orange glow over the hill nearby is a large bustling town and I should head for it and hide.
All night I walk through the wilderness of this countryside, legs aching at first with every step but soon settling into a practised rythum and I make suprisingly good time. Dawn is just breaking as I start passing through farmyards and the sounds of roads in the distance meet my ears. A small river serves to supply me with a much needed clean drink and I wash off, looking hopefully fairly respectable and appropriately average before heading into the city outskirts and into people
The journey gave me plenty of time to think. I need to find food first. Then a place to lay low, avoid attention, then I need to find a way to open this briefcase. This is my only clue. The only thing that gives me direction right now. The hope of answers to burning questions could be inside. Again, I wonder why I automatically reject the idea of simply explaining myself to the first policeman I find and getting help. I consider it, but my mind immediately tells me its a bad idea. As though programed. It would be the obvious thing to do and I don't know why I don't. All I know is that I shouldn't...
A street sign appears around a corner up ahead. Eagerly I look at it. It's in French! I'm in France?! And apparently this is Bolonge. And I can read French? But I'm thinking in English. Another question. Another blank response.
There's a sign to a large grocery store just behind it, telling me to go left. I go left and soon find myself walking through the automatic doors, surrounded by the nourishment I so desperately need. My stomach is growling and I have no guilt whatsoever at stealing what I need. Interestingly no difficulty either. It was remarkably easy, in fact, watching all the other people and staff at once and rapidly seizing on an oppurtunity to leave without attracting notice. Delving into the spoils hungrily, the area gets more and more urban as the growing crowds of the town swallow me up.
Slowly the dot grows larger. It starts to shimmer as though looking through tears at a lightbulb, creating shards of light unevenly around it. Suddenly I realise that's what's happening. I exist. That's my first thought. I'm lying on my back, staring at the moon above me, hard ground beneath. That's my second thought. Then feeling comes upon me. Suddenly, as though waking from a dream, or rather oblivion, I can feel my arms and legs, streched out on the ground. A burning ache in my legs gets its turn to be recognized in my brain next as I automatically shift my weight, flexing my muscles as if to test they are really there.
I struggle to sit up. My whole body trembles as though I've just run ten marathons in a row and couldn't take another step before it gave up. But I do sit up eventually, only to experience an almost blinding, dizzying, excruciating pain in my head that almost throws me unconscious. It's several minutes before I am able to see clearly again and concentrate on what's around me. Then I can tale stock of what's around me
I find I'm sitting in a sprawling, empty field at night. A quick scan of the horizen, brightly illuminated by the full moon above, shows me I'm alone. But how did I get here? I ask myself. Where is here? What happened to me? Why am I alone here? Why is there blood on my forehead? What is my name? Why can't I remember anything? So many questions flood my brain all at once its impossible to focus on any one at a time. But in the midst of a chaotic moment of thought, lost amid confusion and the stinging pain in my skull pulsing along with the beat of my heart, I amazingly find a moment of clarity. Instincts push the mass of worries aside and within a heartbeat I've listed my priorities. 'Where did I learn to have that strength of mind allowing me to that?' Is another question that gets ignored for now as I clamber to my feet and take a thorough look at myself.
My hands are large and strong. My body tall and my shoulders wide. No wrinkles on my skin tells me I must be fairly young. Splatters of dried blood come off on my hands as I feel my face. Not too much though. Just a minor wound. My clothes are all black with thick practical layers, many pockets, and tough black leather boots muddied and suitable for the environment I find myself in.
I take some time to rifle through every pocket and lining of all my clothing but come up empty handed. Nothing... not even a wallet or phone or a pen on me. Then I see something on the ground. Not far from were I lay there is a small black briefcase lying almost completely obscured by the dark. It's heavy, and a quick examination shows its locked tight with a numberpad entry system on it, and looks robust enough to withstand a small truck! I'm not going to be able to open this anyone soon so I don't bother.
Logic tells me to shout out for help, or find the nearest road and hope somebody drives past, then find the local authorities for help, but instinct dismisses it straight away. I don't know why... It's like every thought I've had since regaining consciousness has been evaluated by those two forces, logic and instinct. So far instinct always wins. It tells me to find the nearest and biggest crowd and blend in. It tells me not to stand out. It tells me the faint orange glow over the hill nearby is a large bustling town and I should head for it and hide.
All night I walk through the wilderness of this countryside, legs aching at first with every step but soon settling into a practised rythum and I make suprisingly good time. Dawn is just breaking as I start passing through farmyards and the sounds of roads in the distance meet my ears. A small river serves to supply me with a much needed clean drink and I wash off, looking hopefully fairly respectable and appropriately average before heading into the city outskirts and into people
The journey gave me plenty of time to think. I need to find food first. Then a place to lay low, avoid attention, then I need to find a way to open this briefcase. This is my only clue. The only thing that gives me direction right now. The hope of answers to burning questions could be inside. Again, I wonder why I automatically reject the idea of simply explaining myself to the first policeman I find and getting help. I consider it, but my mind immediately tells me its a bad idea. As though programed. It would be the obvious thing to do and I don't know why I don't. All I know is that I shouldn't...
A street sign appears around a corner up ahead. Eagerly I look at it. It's in French! I'm in France?! And apparently this is Bolonge. And I can read French? But I'm thinking in English. Another question. Another blank response.
There's a sign to a large grocery store just behind it, telling me to go left. I go left and soon find myself walking through the automatic doors, surrounded by the nourishment I so desperately need. My stomach is growling and I have no guilt whatsoever at stealing what I need. Interestingly no difficulty either. It was remarkably easy, in fact, watching all the other people and staff at once and rapidly seizing on an oppurtunity to leave without attracting notice. Delving into the spoils hungrily, the area gets more and more urban as the growing crowds of the town swallow me up.