Forgive Me

[sirhugs]

for doing a thread that is not a Story Idea when I can be a Nazi about that.

But I need to say this.In case anybody cares. And don't know where else in this community to say it.

I need to take a break because my life is a living hell.

I can't share details because anonymity is important to me.

But at least it isn't a recurrence of the cancer. It is just my soul that is dying.

If you pray, please pray for me.

 

[Zeb_Carter]

Good luck, buddy. I don't pray, but I will be wishing everything turns out okay for you.

 

[Magineer]

Forgiven!

Pretty sure that "souls" don't exist but, whatever it is, everyone here will wish you well.

These are hard times for many - depression is no laughing matter and easy to slip into - so we have to try to stay strong together.

 

[SimonDoom]

Best wishes to you. I hope you get through what you're going through and get back as soon as you can.

 

[Carnevil9]

Best of luck, good Sir. Prayers will commence from this end for sure. Take your time, do what you need to do, take care of your own self. Your soul will not die, but it probably does need some attention. We'll be here when you are ready to return.

 

[bettiezyx]

Asking for help when you're in a mentally troubled space is a sign of strength.

 

[vanmyers86]

Keep putting one trembling foot in front of the other and don't stop, no matter how slowly you have to go.

Remember: you are loved.

I've said a prayer and am sending you a big virtual hug.

PM me if you need an ear.

 

[CuttingEdge]

The same here...PM me if you need to.

I go to church if that is any comfort to you, and your mention of reoccuring cancer also strikes a cord: this is my third round with it, so I know full-well how life can kick you sometimes.

 

[sirhugs]

The same here...PM me if you need to.

I go to church if that is any comfort to you, and your mention of reoccuring cancer also strikes a cord: this is my third round with it, so I know full-well how life can kick you sometimes.

It is not a recurrence of the cancer. Different sort of crisis. Has started to abate. I will still be silent mostly for a while, but I feel like I'm in a lesser hell.

Thank you.

 

[sirhugs]

Thank you to all.

Maybe at the end of the road I will get a Story Idea out f this. I doubt it, but I have gotten ideas in weirder ways.

I will still be mostly silent for a bit but will pop in when I am up to it.

 

[DarkPleasures]

for doing a thread that is not a Story Idea when I can be a Nazi about that.

But I need to say this.In case anybody cares. And don't know where else in this community to say it.

I need to take a break because my life is a living hell.

I can't share details because anonymity is important to me.

But at least it isn't a recurrence of the cancer. It is just my soul that is dying.

If you pray, please pray for me.

B, we've been online friends since 2002 and I am fond of you. Take care of you. Reach out to me if you want (I know we're connected in at least two ways, and I'll give you my cell number if you want it). *hugs*

I'll light a candle and have a word with my Goddess today.

 

[SteelPoint]

Prayers I'll leave to others but all best wishes to get through whatever the crisis is, hopefully complete with mega story idea! We need enthusiasts like you.

 

[subliminalmassage]

Forgiven!

Pretty sure that "souls" don't exist but, whatever it is, everyone here will wish you well.

These are hard times for many - depression is no laughing matter and easy to slip into - so we have to try to stay strong together.

If souls don't exist I seriously ripped off some guy at the crossroads

 

[Carnevil9]

If souls don't exist I seriously ripped off some guy at the crossroads

 

[drouter]

Just adding my sincerest and deepest wishes to you at this time in your life....I know it is just words.....but i hope you can take from this.... that there are those of us who have you in their thoughts and prayers...and know that you will persevere

 

[sirhugs]

If souls don't exist I seriously ripped off some guy at the crossroads

demons deserve it.

 

[sirhugs]

Just adding my sincerest and deepest wishes to you at this time in your life....I know it is just words.....but i hope you can take from this.... that there are those of us who have you in their thoughts and prayers...and know that you will persevere

Thank you. I am humbled by all the support.

 

[sirhugs]

Prayers I'll leave to others but all best wishes to get through whatever the crisis is, hopefully complete with mega story idea! We need enthusiasts like you.

Thank you. No promises on the story Idea though. At least not based on this experience. But never say "never".

Hey- that might be the kernel of an idea- a blowhard who is infamous for saying "never say never" gets his/her bluff called with a challenge to try a banquet of the most extreme sex that Lit will permit!

See... I knew I could get an idea into this thread.

 

[sirhugs]

sirhugs you will be in my prayers good luck.

Don't you mean you're gunning for me to get better?

 

[sirhugs]

B, we've been online friends since 2002 and I am fond of you. Take care of you. Reach out to me if you want (I know we're connected in at least two ways, and I'll give you my cell number if you want it). *hugs*

I'll light a candle and have a word with my Goddess today.

Let me know what the Goddess says

and I think that has a Story Idea in it too...maybe the woman prays to the Goddess and the Goddess sends her sex as a remedy to what makes her soul ache, because it is really a broken heart? Which might be even more interesting if she is what in the old days my parents generation called "frigid"... and the Goddess sends a spell that thaws her out?

Yeah, I like that idea. Not one I'd write, but I like it.

 

[SisterJezabel]

Let me know what the Goddess says

and I think that has a Story Idea in it too...maybe the woman prays to the Goddess and the Goddess sends her sex as a remedy to what makes her soul ache, because it is really a broken heart? Which might be even more interesting if she is what in the old days my parents generation called "frigid"... and the Goddess sends a spell that thaws her out?

Yeah, I like that idea. Not one I'd write, but I like it.

I'm glad you are sorta back with some story ideas- Lit would be a better place filled with most of yours!

 

[Magineer]

Thank you. No promises on the story Idea though. At least not based on this experience. But never say "never".

Hey- that might be the kernel of an idea- a blowhard who is infamous for saying "never say never" gets his/her bluff called with a challenge to try a banquet of the most extreme sex that Lit will permit!

See... I knew I could get an idea into this thread.

Why not? Do it. Build on it and let us have the results!

 

[sirhugs]

Why not? Do it. Build on it and let us have the results!

Don't think I'm up to it right now.

 

[SteelPoint]

Don't think I'm up to it right now.

Whenever you're ready, we'll sit up and take notice.

 

[lovecraft68]

for doing a thread that is not a Story Idea when I can be a Nazi about that.

But I need to say this.In case anybody cares. And don't know where else in this community to say it.

I need to take a break because my life is a living hell.

I can't share details because anonymity is important to me.

But at least it isn't a recurrence of the cancer. It is just my soul that is dying.

If you pray, please pray for me.

There has been a lot of that going around. There is so much negativity and hate throughout this society plus covid and other issues.

I feel it grating on me at times, and my wife's cousin recently committed suicide, he was only 44 but he was sensitive and this world became too much for him.

Hang in there, buddy, time moves on, things sort themselves out, and you'll get back to where you were.