Forbidden Love

[dan44762000]

where to begin ? well i live in a communal block of flats theres 6 flats in one block and the boy who lives directly under me is too put it mildly sexc.
i am led to believe that he is straight he talks about girls all the time and when wer,e out he points out the good looking girls.
but i amso in love with him he sends me crazy i pine for us to be alone together even if its just for a hour or two.
i want him so much but i dont know if he feels the same way.
yes i know tell him how i feel and see what he says but it isnt that easy (it never is),i don,t even want to have wild passionate sex with him (well i do but) i just want to feel his lips on mine while we kiss. he rubbed up against me yesterday and i was so turned on i made my excuses and went for a wank.
i guess i am fucked in the head or something but i don,t know what to do.if i did tell him and it went bad i,d loose my best friend and i dont think i could handle that. i just want him so bad . what the hell can i do ? ? ? ? ?

 

[Little Bird]

Maybe just wait and see what happens...?

At least things probably won't get even more complicated and if they do, that most probably means things go well for you...

 

[chrk1]

a suggestion. maybe good or bad. if he comes to your place, maybe you could pick up a gay or transexual video, whether you watch it or not, and leave it out where he can see it. if he has a negative reaction, you can say it was just a curiosity thing. who knows? maybe he has thoughts that he won't display around anyone. he might want to watch it, and maybe it would get things moving.