sad_molly
Loves Spam
- Joined
- Aug 21, 2012
- Posts
- 438
And to think I was almost happy again. My thoughts are scattered as I wonder how the decisions I am making are going to affect the rest of my life. You have chosen not to respond; but you have seen the words I have written for you...
I guess I fantasize about an apology that I will never get. I am not going to be chasing you around like a puppy dog. One day you will turn around and see that there is no sad puppy dog begging for your affection...
I know your secret; and I wish you would tell me so we could both stop hiding; yet I have so much to tell you. I want to do more than simply exist; and I was not prepared for how cruel the world could be...
I am sorry if I hurt you; but you taught me how...
It
is
a
gradual
descent
into
a
life
I
never
meant.
~Always~
Your Molly
I guess I fantasize about an apology that I will never get. I am not going to be chasing you around like a puppy dog. One day you will turn around and see that there is no sad puppy dog begging for your affection...
I know your secret; and I wish you would tell me so we could both stop hiding; yet I have so much to tell you. I want to do more than simply exist; and I was not prepared for how cruel the world could be...
I am sorry if I hurt you; but you taught me how...
It
is
a
gradual
descent
into
a
life
I
never
meant.
~Always~
Your Molly