For bluemuse, a poem! TONIGHT....

[plasticman33]

Tonight will be the last night........

The last night I will relive our last time together....

Tonight will be the last night that I beg God to send you back to me....

The last night that I will criticize myself for not being what you wanted.....

Tonight will be the last night that I wonder how you are.........

what you are doing and who you are with.........

The last night I will torment myself of thoughts of you in anothers arms.........

Tonight will be the last night I wonder why you are unable to love me........

The last night that I will think of myself as unlovable.....

Tonight will be the last night I cry like a wounded animal till I fall asleep.........

The last night that I toss and turn with thoughts of you........

Tonight I will free myself of you.........

YOU who turned and walked away without so much as a glance....

Tonight I let you go......

(It helped me, bluemuse, I hope it helps you )

 

[MissTaken]

I like that and wish I had the poem about a year ago.

Thanks, plastic man.

 

[bluemuse]

Thank you Plasticman....

I don't know that I'm ever going to get there.....I'm looking out at the horizon and I don't see an end to the pain.

 

[plasticman33]

Re: Thank you Plasticman....

I don't know that I'm ever going to get there.....I'm looking out at the horizon and I don't see an end to the pain.

Time will heal, hon! And you know I'm here!

 

[DéjàNu]

Thats beautiful Plasticman bluemuse is lucky to have you as a friend




Vraiment

 

[Tantanah]

Thats beautiful Plasticman bluemuse is lucky to have you as a friend




Vraiment

My thoughts exactly.

 

[MissTaken]

At the risk of being rude and invasive

It will be better.

Someday, the pain will seem a dull throb.

Then, it will move to a distant ache.

Eventually, you will be able to move forward and only occasionally feel the hurt that has been done you.

You will heal and be stronger, in time.

I promise.

Wishing you well, bluemuse.

 

[plasticman33]

Thanks Miss T, My thoughts exactly!

 

[bluemuse]

It hurts so much. I can't take it.

 

[MissTaken]

It hurts so much. I can't take it.

I wish there were something I could do or say to ease your pain.

I can only offer hope.

What seems eternal now, today is only temporary.

hugs, bluemuse

 

[Tantanah]

It hurts so much. I can't take it.

Just take it one day at a time. Remember to breathe and put one foot in front the other and keep going.

Everything passes with time. Use the opportunity to refine your character and rediscover yourself.

*hugs*

Tantanah

 

[bluemuse]

Thank You

.....Tantanah and MissTaken for you kind words.

Right now I feel like a completely broken women.

 

[Tantanah]

Re: Thank You

.....Tantanah and MissTaken for you kind words.

Right now I feel like a completely broken women.

But just know that you will survive. You won't die from this, no matter how much it feels like it.