Fnally following my desire to suck cocks

[OceanviewFtLaud]

When I finally gave in to my desire to suck, a desire I had fought for years and years, I would go to a local denim gay bar that had a very dark room full of guys looking for intimate contact in an anonymous room. Most guys had their pants open with their cocks out, and a lot of mutual stroking would be going on. I'd stoke a few until I felt a nice thick one that I wanted to try. I'd get on my knees and slid it right into my mouth.

As I got more relaxed, I would take it deeper and deeper, sometimes holding my breath when I took it so deep that it closed off my windpipe. With practice, I good do that longer and longer. I remember thinking that some of the guys there might be straight, and just wanted a good sucking. One time I was sucking this guy, with very muscular thighs and ass, from what I could feel while I was sucking him. He had a big thick cock that I was enjoying practicing on, and he seemed to enjoy it a lot. There was a guy kneeling next to me who wanted to suck him to, and pushed me away. Well, the guy I was sucking didn't like that, and pushed HIM away, and pulled my head back to his crotch to keep sucking him! I guessed I was doing it right! Lol...

Funny thing was, I don't ever remember a guy cumming there, and I'm not sure I would have been ready for that yet.

One time, I met a guy out in the bar there, and took him back to his place. He sucked me a lot, and I turned him around and fucked him good, and I remember him squealing like a little girl when I entered him, and I unloaded my cum into him. A few nights later, I took him back to that bar with the dark back room, and I wanted him to get down on his knees to suck me. He was a cute petite guy, and I wanted to watch all the other guys in there watching him suck me. Other guys got next to me, wanting him to suck them too, but he only wanted to suck me. I wish I would have stayed in touch with him....he would have been a fun boy toy to take to Key West with me.

After my self training at sucking, I was another step closer to being comfortable with a gay guy. Now when I got naked with a guy, I could play, stroke, AND suck. Still more to go, but I was slowly getting there.

 

[yukonnights]

Hi Oceanview, Sounds like a great beginning for a story...you should consider expanding this and posting so more folks can find it.

 

[mtsnowrider]

My first encounter with guys was in a gay movie in NYC. I sat in the theater watching the movie and guys would come and sit next to me, put their hand in my thigh and rub my crotch - but none of them really turned me on. I noticed that guys were going upstairs so I decided to check out what was there. It was a large dark room and as my eyes adjusted I could make out men walking around. I went in, walked towards the middle of the room and guys were feeling me up as I walked by. I stopped and reached out to touch the guy nearest to me and was surprised to find that he had his cock out of his pants. So that's what's going on ! I thought. Unzipped and kept walking around, feeling all kinds of hard and soft cocks and getting mine stroked in return. I realized that I didn't care what the guy looked like. I couldn't see him. I could just enjoy feeling his cock! After a while I walked over and leaned against the wall. Guess that was a signal. Because immediately two guys had their hands all over me, my shirt pulled up and my pants at my ankles. They sucked on my nips, stroked my dick, fondled my ass while I stroked both their cocks until I couldn't hold off and i came.
One of them then leaned in and whispered " suck me" . I didn't. But if he'd asked me that 5 minutes earlier I probably would have done it. I put myself back together and left. Ten minutes later I wished kid gone back into the theater to recover and then tried the darkroom again.
I'm not a random hook up person but the anonimity and the idea of all those hard cocks was a huge turn on

 

[HomerSimpson123]

My first encounter with guys was in a gay movie in NYC. I sat in the theater watching the movie and guys would come and sit next to me, put their hand in my thigh and rub my crotch - but none of them really turned me on. I noticed that guys were going upstairs so I decided to check out what was there. It was a large dark room and as my eyes adjusted I could make out men walking around. I went in, walked towards the middle of the room and guys were feeling me up as I walked by. I stopped and reached out to touch the guy nearest to me and was surprised to find that he had his cock out of his pants. So that's what's going on ! I thought. Unzipped and kept walking around, feeling all kinds of hard and soft cocks and getting mine stroked in return. I realized that I didn't care what the guy looked like. I couldn't see him. I could just enjoy feeling his cock! After a while I walked over and leaned against the wall. Guess that was a signal. Because immediately two guys had their hands all over me, my shirt pulled up and my pants at my ankles. They sucked on my nips, stroked my dick, fondled my ass while I stroked both their cocks until I couldn't hold off and i came.
One of them then leaned in and whispered " suck me" . I didn't. But if he'd asked me that 5 minutes earlier I probably would have done it. I put myself back together and left. Ten minutes later I wished kid gone back into the theater to recover and then tried the darkroom again.
I'm not a random hook up person but the anonimity and the idea of all those hard cocks was a huge turn on

What a scene!