Feeling Empty

[shy slave]

For me, it was the other way around. I was the limb that was lost from its body. The visual image that is always in front of my eyes is of a newly-severed hand, twitching on the ground, blood rapidly pouring out its wrist. It still looks alive, but that's only because it hasn't figured out it's dead yet.

Great Imagery Tainted.

Ever thought of taking the photos, as well as collecting them?

The inside of your mind scares me, but thats a good thing

 

[Seduce]

I think it's normal for any 18 year old to feel empty if they want to be in a relationship and aren't. Regardless where they fit on the nilla-kink scale.

It is normal for anyone to feel empty if they want to be in relationship and they are not.
Sometimes you can feel empty being in relationship with someone who does not understand or appreciate you.

 

[Betticus]

I feel lost when I'm not with someone. It can be very confusing since I am naturally dominant. I tend to surrogate a little with my female friends.

 

[TaintedB]

Great Imagery Tainted.

Ever thought of taking the photos, as well as collecting them?

The inside of your mind scares me, but thats a good thing

It scares me too. Unfortunately for me, this isn't usually a good thing. :/

Thank you for the compliment. I don't like to take photos unless it's of people I know (love doing portrait work where I make them look really good) but I do put these images into words at times.

 

[DVS]

Is it normal for a submissive to feel empty when she has no person to control or take care of her? Also, would not having any restrictions make a person feel like she is missing part of herself?

I'm trying to figure out if this is just psychological or if I am just doing something stupid emotionally.

Everybody here is giving you good advice. Well, the bloody hand thing is a bit vivid for me.

Not knowing what you want is one form of being lost. Knowing what you want and not being able to have it is another. Knowing and having, then losing it is yet another. They are all part of life.

There's nothing unusual about any of these empty feelings. If you can say you feel any of these feelings, you can say you are more in touch with your inner self than a lot of people. Of course, that doesn't help any, when you feel one of these empty feelings.

Just know it's not unusual to feel this way. You are of course not the first and not the last. But, because you know what you want, you are far ahead of many people. The emptiness you feel is a sign that you are on the right path to finding what you desire.

Don't expect your desires to be fufulled tomorrow. It just makes the emty feeling worse, when they aren't. Express yourself to those who understand. Learn from those who have experienced what you feel. And, keep your eyes open for that special someone to come along...then, at just the right time, pounce.

 

[DVS]

It is normal for anyone to feel empty if they want to be in relationship and they are not.
Sometimes you can feel empty being in relationship with someone who does not understand or appreciate you.

I should add this second sentence to my list. It was one emptiness I forgot.

 

[TaintedB]

Everybody here is giving you good advice. Well, the bloody hand thing is a bit vivid for me.

Let us hope then, that you never experience anything which makes such imagery arise naturally and also seem like the realest expression of what you are.

 

[TaintedB]

Ew.

Tainted, have I mentioned before how very creepy you are sometimes (you may consider that to be one of my highest compliments, by the way... )

Believe it or not, I didn't used to be that way.

It's a pretty natural mental progression, though, for someone in my circumstances, I think.