Fear

[LadyDarkFire]

What is your worst fear? Is it something physical like spiders? Is it something that could happen like failure? What do you think caused your fear? What do you do about living/dealing with your fear?

 

[luv2tvl69]

My biggest fears are:
lightning & thunderstorms: I am not too sure where it came from, but are there. I kinda get anxiety attacks when really bad storms come thru...sweaty palms, heart racing, kinda hyperventilate...it can be embarrassing if in public. I try to face them, force myself to not run and hide. Sometimes I do ok, others its hiding in the basement away from all the window we have.

having my heart broken again: Comes from choosing the wrong men in my life. Being cheated on, lied to, hurt. My heart has so many footprints...its weary. The hardest thing for me to accept is I let it happen. I allowed someone to treat me badly and it makes me very untrusting and insecure in relationships. Its like the minute it seems a relationship is gonna go somewhere I start thinking he wants to be with someone else, that he's lying to me, cheating on me. A vicious cycle. I havent really overcome it...I just avoid relationships, dont allow my heart to feel, abstain from closeness. I have lots of male friends and companions, just no "love of my life" . It kinda makes me nervous that in the past month WC my cyberboyfriend, has opened my heart, makes me feel again, desire someone, want to be close, trust....scares me and excites all at the same time.

Arent ya glad ya asked.....LOL

 

[Chuckus]

Dying with any regrets or simply having regrets.

 

[lavender]