fantasy or freak?

[angel_of_havock]

Hi there,

I'm very new to the whole "sex" thing, but ever since i can remember i've had a fantasy of being "raped".

I'm only 21 and have never had anyone i can talk to about these type of things and i really want to know if there's something wrong with me. Is it a sick fantasy or am i not alone?

 

[Azwed]

no not a freak

Here are a couple of threads that might help you some.




http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?threadid=30037


http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?threadid=15469


http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?threadid=15888

http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?threadid=15302

Hope those help they should give you a wide range of information.

 

[Ally C]

I saw a late night TV show that dealt with people who enact rape fantasies. They use 'codewords' which they agree upon in advance, and which are said if and when one person in the situation finds that the act is getting too painful and out of control [and the other person or people involved know to immediately stop]. This is just one element of the whole idea of a rape fantasy: it is possible to play out a "non consent" fantasy in an adult and consensual manner. This relies on extreme trust between the parties involved however.

There's nothing wrong with your fantasy at all, but I'm sure that you can distinguish between a 'desire' which you have, and an actual event which has no place in society. Enjoy your fantasy. I haven't checked out the links provided by the previous poster on this thread, but I seem to remember that this issue has been covered in some detail already. There are stories which may appeal to you here also, if you want to look for them.