Fantasize about rape

I am a 20 year old female and I feel like I am fucked up in the head because I CONSTANTLY fantasize about being raped. For as long as I can remember I have thought about this, I know if it were to really happen I would be mortified but it seems it's become an obsession for me. I came on here and found some rape stories and even wrote one myself, describing pretty much how I would want it to happen. Does this make me sick? Anyone else think of this stuff, raping or being raped?

It's a very common fantasy in females, kinked or not. Don't worry about it. You are normal.

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Oh hun no not at all I fantasize about it all the time horrible thing is is that it happend to me but it turns me on quiet a bit so don't feel bad ;)
 
I heard it best said like this...

As women and girls we love the idea of a man so over come with lust and desire, we takes what he wants, be him a close friend or stranger... taken with pleasure and innocence or force...

I had this fantasy...

Then I was raped.

Its the intentions and the actual nightmare of being out of control that kill you. You trust no one, especially after a gang rape (me).

Its not the adrenaline rush, high you may think it would be in dreamland... its a sickly heartattack.

When you realize there's no escape, its panic, fear and desperation, and cheast pain... alltogether...

Its not a rape fantasy you have, its a fairytale fantasy...

Rape isn't a fairy tale, you don't choose the man, or the circumstances, there's no body doubles to take the shit they do to you because they are sick fucks...

They don't always just rape you either.
 
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