Ever feel like screaming until the walls bleed?

Ravenloft

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I think I am having my monthly 'insane' time...

Or... Maybe this is just how I deal with dead relationships...

Hmph.
 
Ravenloft

Hope you're feeling better soon bud.
 
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Ravenloft said:
I think I am having my monthly 'insane' time...

Or... Maybe this is just how I deal with dead relationships...

Hmph.


hm.. the madness is getting to you.. Ravie, baby, you're not the right kind of human to get the Monthly Insanity. Trust me, you're better of without it.
 
ever wish you could....

Just get in your car and drive for days. Heading nowhere, caring to see nobody, to hear nothing; just you, the gas pedal and a wallet full of money for gas.

Too many days I just feel like not taking the exit ramp leading to the house. I wonder what it would be like not to have to go home for once.

Where would you go if you had no responsibilities for the next few days? Who would you call? Where would you finally stop before you decided it was time to turn around?
 
This is a bad time of year for me & I would love to be able to get in the car & just go. I don't know where I would go, but it would be far away from Texas. I wish that all I had to deal with was the monthly insanity, that only lasts for a few days. The other stuff will never go away.
 
That was funny Nitelight.

Hi right back at you Tabby.

Thanks Ren.

Always, I was talking about' throwing yourself against the wall of a padded cell' kind of insanity... Heh.

Kymberley, I really liked your post, alot!

I hear ya Teresa.

Mistress... Thats alot of fucking babe...

Ren... OUCH!!!!
 
My next trip......

So it was another one of those days again today. I spent the night arguing with contractors and the morning with the idiot upper manangement who sleep through all the nightly events then come in bright and smiley as though they have had some profound vision in their lovely eight hours of restful sleep. Fuck, I would give anything to have eight straight hours of sleep in one night rather than a few hours here and a few hours there.

So on the way home today, I thought about this post from last night. Ravenloft, I really do think I understand where you were when you posted this thread. As I drove my car over the interchange to join the highway full of drones headed to their 9-5 jobs, I was so tempted to turn my car around and head West on 44.

Not sure where I was going, just knew it was west. For a few moments, I was not worried about my kids or my job or fighting with "the gnome from hell" as I foundly call my boss daily. I have said for years, small men should not be allowed to open their mouths to speak. They all seem to have some type of Napolean syndrome going on that makes them think that since they are so short, they can literally say anything that comes to mind, too bad their mind is not working as fast as their mouth do.

So back to my trip. I was headed west. The kids were going to wake up and call me and I was going to lie and tell them I was off working in West County and would not be home til later, and they would understand as they always do. They would spend the day fighting, watching tv, fighting, playing games on the net, fighting, eating, fighting, and ignoring their chores.

At some point just before I reached the border of Oklahoma I would pull off the highway for coffee, then after a few long drags on my cigarette, gulp down the last few sips of caffeine, I would turn back around, and head East.

An entire afternoon of silence. A world of thoughts where only I was present inside my head. NO ONE screaming, whining, bitching, moaning or groaning, until the car pulled up in front of the house.

FUCK I Just want a day alone. 24 hours with nobody but me.
 
Sure...i've had a shitty day, lets scream to the wall and make it bleed.
 
Ravenloft said:
I think I am having my monthly 'insane' time...

Or... Maybe this is just how I deal with dead relationships...

Hmph.
I was asked once if I wanted to scream at the ceiling.. Not sure its the same thing..lol
 
Re: My next trip......

Kymberley said:
FUCK I Just want a day alone. 24 hours with nobody but me.
Your angst is reverberating around my skull.

I know that for me it's the time of year, mostly, and the weather, partly, and my place in my monthly cycle, a bit.
I want my kids to go back to school now, please.
I am tired of sweating, thank you.
And if my period would just fucking get here, i'd be feeling WAY better, dammit.

But i want 24 hours, too.
All to myself.
I want the food i want, regardless of who doesn't like what.
I want the TV all to myself, regardless of whether i choose to turn it on or not.
The quiet.
The silence.
The peace.

I think i know how you're feeling, Kymberley, and i share your pain.
 
I am very seriously floored by what you have posted Kymberley, I certainly could sence the feelings behind it.

Bee Bee... You're only supposed to burp when I squeeze your boobs babe... Yeesh... Some women just DON'T know how to turn a guy off... Heheh!

Xander gets me. Thanks Xan-man.

Screaming at the ceiling is a BAD idea... It might cave in, or if you actually get it to start bleeding, it will start dripping down on your head, the whole point to making a wall bleed is to watch the blood slowly bead up, and glide down along the surface of a wall, like the sweat on a beer bottle... Duh!
 
Ravenloft said:
I think I am having my monthly 'insane' time...

I've always thought sex was a great way to relieve stress :D My "insane" time comes about bi-daily haha.... wanna help me get rid of some stress? :p
 
Oh Savage, you KNOW I would LOVE to relieve your stress! And what a wonderful way to do it too! I'm thinking something like having you on a low seated chair, me on my hands an knees, prowling toward you like a wild maned, rampant lion, eyes full of dark intent, lips parted. Once I reach you, I'd lower my head, reach out, and clasp my hands in the crook of your knees to push your legs open and draw you forward. Reveling in your little gasp of frightened surprise, flashing a wicked smile, only to bow my head against your inner thigh, nipping at your soft creamy skin, only to lath the lightly nipped skin with my tongue to sooth it. Nipping and soothing every inch up until my tongue moistened lips made contact with your pussy...

Then? Then it would be all over and you would be a puddle of goo, albeit an EXTREMELY tasty puddle of goo. ;)

Or... Am I overstating my own abilities?

...Don't answer that!
 
Oh Ren... *Waving my hand at you.*

I can make you cum too... Just ask Poor Deluded Joe...
 
Ravenloft said:
Nipping and soothing every inch up until my tongue moistened lips made contact with your pussy...

Then? Then it would be all over

my dear dear sweet Ravey.... a Lion would never put himself in a position he wasn't sure he could get out of *weg* Once you made your way into my valley of milk and honey... it wouldn't be "all over" until you were able to pry my legs from around your neck :D :p
 
Jaws of life = Safe sex...

I have LEARNED!

Kymberley, why so sad? You too can become an orgasmic puddle of goo if you like...

I'm better than a nine hundred number, I don't charge. ;)
 
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