I'm not religious in the least, but nothing else seems to be working, and I'm literally in tears here. Here's what's going on....
Dec 5 I adopted a kitten from our local animal shelter. I couldn't pick him up when I wanted to because he was on medication for kennel cough. For those of you who don't know what it is, it's more often that dogs get it...maybe you saw it and don't know what it was. It more or less makes a dog, and in this case a cat, "cough" like they're trying to bring up a hairball. They get a stuffy, runny nose, too. In dogs it usually goes away on its own. It can be really bad in cats.
So anyway, I took the little guy to the vet the day I got him because they give you a free physical when you adopt a new pet. He still was sick, so they continued his medication. I decided to name the little guy Darwin, and he spent the rest of the night asleep in the chair next to me. He seemed worse about 4 days later, so I took him back. They switched him to a different antibiotic, and he seemed to be getting better until Friday. His nose nose, though still stuffy, has dried up, but he's coughing worse than he has been since I started him on the new medication.
I plan to take him back to the vet tomorrow and see what she has to say. When she last saw him, she gave him a 90% chance of survival, because he's otherwise healthy and acts like a normal kitten. Maybe it's just my pessimistic attitude, but I don't have a good feeling about it. With him getting worse and all....
My friends have told me that no matter what, love him until he can barely stand it, and if he gets better, he'll be my companion for the rest of his life, and if he doesn't, at least he'll pass away with someone loving him...but I can't even stand to think about that.
I just feel so terrible. I love him so damn much and I can't help him. I think losing him right now would kill me. Even if you hate me, please, can you pray for him? Whatever you think I've done, he hasn't done anything and deserves to have a long, healthy happy life, which I would gladly give him, but he's got to get well. I'd do anything right now to wake up tomorrow and find him better, literally almost anything....
Dec 5 I adopted a kitten from our local animal shelter. I couldn't pick him up when I wanted to because he was on medication for kennel cough. For those of you who don't know what it is, it's more often that dogs get it...maybe you saw it and don't know what it was. It more or less makes a dog, and in this case a cat, "cough" like they're trying to bring up a hairball. They get a stuffy, runny nose, too. In dogs it usually goes away on its own. It can be really bad in cats.
So anyway, I took the little guy to the vet the day I got him because they give you a free physical when you adopt a new pet. He still was sick, so they continued his medication. I decided to name the little guy Darwin, and he spent the rest of the night asleep in the chair next to me. He seemed worse about 4 days later, so I took him back. They switched him to a different antibiotic, and he seemed to be getting better until Friday. His nose nose, though still stuffy, has dried up, but he's coughing worse than he has been since I started him on the new medication.
I plan to take him back to the vet tomorrow and see what she has to say. When she last saw him, she gave him a 90% chance of survival, because he's otherwise healthy and acts like a normal kitten. Maybe it's just my pessimistic attitude, but I don't have a good feeling about it. With him getting worse and all....
My friends have told me that no matter what, love him until he can barely stand it, and if he gets better, he'll be my companion for the rest of his life, and if he doesn't, at least he'll pass away with someone loving him...but I can't even stand to think about that.
I just feel so terrible. I love him so damn much and I can't help him. I think losing him right now would kill me. Even if you hate me, please, can you pray for him? Whatever you think I've done, he hasn't done anything and deserves to have a long, healthy happy life, which I would gladly give him, but he's got to get well. I'd do anything right now to wake up tomorrow and find him better, literally almost anything....