emotions

[DeliciousMaiden]

Tamara

He holds me close.
My mind clears slightly.
I'm safe... as long as I'm here with him.

He moves and helps me to stand.
I stand close to him, not wanting to break the contact.
He puts a hand on my arm, as if telling me to stand still.

I watch with a growing horror as he walks towards the windows.
The dark windows. I want to call him away from them.
I tremble as he steps close to them.
He takes the curtain and pulls it across.
It's shut out.
The curtains will keep us safe.
I'm ok.. as long as I stay in here.. behind the curtains..


"dont worry,youre safe here,ill make sure your ok"

His voice whipsers to me as he crosses back towards where I was standing alone.
So alone.
So needing him with me.
He holds me.
Yes.. he is the one.. the one to keep me safe.
I raise my eyes to him... open trusting.

"yes.. it's you... you will keep me safe.. "
I murmur softly, my voice muffled as i move to bury my face in his shoulder.
I shut out the world, shut out the fear... there is only him.

His voice murmurs comfort.
I love that voice... I need to hear it .. over and over again..

The tension leaves my body...
He is all I need...

 

[tilted soul]

I hold her,feeling her relax.Her murmered words shocked me slightly.I must have put to much fear into her.She was terrified.utterly terrified.I rubbed her back softly and kissed the top of her head from my shoulder.I decided she needs to relax more.I led her to the bathroom,wich had a large,wide bathtub.I filled it with warm water and waited until it filled.I turned back to her.She was standing there,looking like a lost little girl.I felt saddened that i had done this to her,but also felt a growing need to protect her.I started to help her out of her clothes,she was very pretty,and it was hard to concentrate.I decided to just set the emotions in her mind.I stood still for a moment,and ingrained the emotions as they were now on to her brain.She would be affected like this for the rest of the night and part of the day tommorow.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Tamara

I sigh softly. I relax. His hand on my back is soothing.
The kiss is light on my head. I smile. This feels nice.

He takes my hand and I walk with him.
I don't know where and I don't mind.
We're not going outside.
we move away from the windows.

He moves away from me.
The taps and the water.
I watch the water level getting higher.
I watch. Standing still... waiting...

He turns.
His eyes move to mine.
I simply smile at him.
I don't know what to do, not until he tells me.

His hands are gentle as he starts to remove my clothes.
My hands feel clumsy, but he helps me.
One by one my garments are removed until I stand naked.
I'm unself-conscious... this is natural.. right.. it must be...
My eyes still on his.
Needing guidance, feeling peaceful, but confused.

He speaks gently and tells me to get into the bath.
It will make me feel good.. safe.
I nod and slip into the water.
So warm.. so soft.. I close my eyes...
I'm happy to let him take care of me.
To do as he says..

 

[tilted soul]

I smile and help her slide into the warm bath water.I pulled my shirt off and tossed it on top of her clothes.I took a cloth wet from the warm water and a soft bath sponge,and lathered soap on to the sponge.I put an inflateable bath pillow and put it on the edge of the tub,and leaned her back on it.I took the spong and lifted her right leg,and started rubbing slowly,moving up to her knee,soaping it all,before setting the sponge down and picking up the cloth and washing the soap off,knowing the cloth was a counterpoint to the sponge.I did the same with the other leg,then higher up on her thighs and hips,only giving a quick pass over her most intimate spot.I looked up and smiled at her,asking if she was liking it so far as i started washing her stomach and back,having her sit up a little to reach.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Tamara

I smile and sigh with enjoyment.
The bath is warm and I watch the water run through my fingers.
Luke has taken off his shirt and puts an inflatable pillow behind my head.
It's so comfortable; he's so considerate.
I can't think how I could have forgotten him.
It's like he's always been here.

I lean back against the pillow and feel him raise my right leg.
The soap is aromatic, the feeling on my skin soothing and cleansing.
The cloth rinses me
Now he raises my left leg.
He repeats his actions.

I feel cared for. I smile up at him.
I feel a sense of belonging, like that of child to parent.
I do not pause to make sense of it.
I relax as he washes me, my thighs, my hips, the smooth soapy sponge and more abrasive touch of the cloth.

"Are you enjoying your bath, Tamara..?"

His gentle voice asks me.

"MMmmmmm yess.. feels soo good."
I murmur.

He guides me to sit up.
He washes my stomach and my back.
The light circular strokes of the sponge lull me.
They seem to massage deeply.
I sigh breathlessly.

The water trickles over and between my breasts as I sit calmly in the bath. My expression is placid, contented.
I watch Luke.
In one way I feel detached as if all this is happening to someone else, and yet in another way each touch has heightened intimacy... but.. I feel no need to work it out.
I'm accepting.

I look up at Luke with childish trust, and speak softly;

"..thank you for taking care of me, Luke..."

My eyes show my assumption that whatever he does, it will be for my best...

 

[tilted soul]

I smile warmly at her,and wash the rest of her body,making sure i spend a few extra seconds on her breasts,seeing them hardened partly.I put away the sponge and cloth and have Tamara tilt her head back.I took a dry cloth and had her hold it over her eyes so that no soap would get in her eyes as i grab the shampoo and pour some into my hands.I rub it gently into her hair,massaging her scalp slightly.I continued doing this for a minute or two before taking the shower head down and directing it over her hair.I turned it on and washed the shampoo out.I repeated the process with the conditioner.I then picked her up carefully out of the bath and set her on her feet(i took off the cloth over her eyes of course).I took my large,soft towel and dried her off,spinning her around slightly to get every part of her dry.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Tamara Simmons

Luke's smile wams me as he washes me.
The sponge moves across my breasts. Washing them throroughly.

He speaks gently to me and I move my head backwards.
I smile as the cloth is laid across my eyes.
I lay my mind accepting, not knowing what he intends.

The water is poured over my head and then his hands rub the lather, which cleanses my hair. For along time it seems his hands massage my hair. I sigh softly, enjoying the feeling of his gently caresses.
The water sprays over my sud-filled hair cleansing and rinsing.
The curtain of warmth envelops my scalp and leaves it tingling.
Again Luke repeats the process... massaging, working in and raising the suds, then the jet of water which refreshes and cleanses.
I give a murmur of contentment.
I could lay here forever having my hair washed..

The cloth is removed and as I blink upwards, his arms move round me and lift me out of the warm water.
I stand and before my body can cool, Luke surrounds me with a comforting softness.
He rubs every part of my body.
I turn compliantly as his hands guide me and travel over my damp body until he leaves me dry and pinkly shining.

I smile softly as I stand in fresh nudity before the man who I know is sent to care for me.
His eyes on me, he smiles back and all is well with the world.

 

[tilted soul]

I smile at her,letting my eyes travel over her for a second or two.I then take her hand, and lead her to my bedroom,adding a large amount of passion,love,trust,and a new emotion:lust.I make the amounts larger than others so that they will be what is affecting her most.I sit her down at the edge of the bed,before turning and walking over to my closet,where i start to undress,my back to her.

 

[tilted soul]

I strip my clothes off and put them in the laundry basket in the closet,reminding myself to go and pick up the other clothes piled in the bathroom later.I turned and walked bacl over to teh bed,sitting down next to her and putting an arm reassuringly across her shoulders and pulling her close.She leaned into me,her body soft,warm,and comfortable next to mine.
"what would you like to do now Tamara?,I want to make you as comfortable as i can",I asked her.smiling at her warmly.

 

[DeliciousMaiden]

Tamara Simmons

His smile is on me and then he takes my hand.
We walk. I do not see where he takes me, do not notice which rooms we pass.
He leads me to the bed and I sit.
He turns and walks away.
My hands stroke at the covers of the bed.. his bed..
My mind is filled with images of him.
Luke in bed... between the covers.. naked.. I shiver with unaccustomed awareness.
I raise my eyes back to him.
I watch intently as he begins to remove his clothes.
My interest is frustrated as he is turned away from me.
My eyes run over his naked back, the outline of his body.
Mmmmmm... I bite back a sigh...

I watch as he tidies the clothes.
My body is filled with such a warm glow.
I look up at him and at last he moves towards me.
His arm is about my shoulder and I press my body close to him, wanting to be near him.
I'm breathless.
Emotions pour into me.
My cheeks pink and I look up adoringly into his eyes.

"What would you like to do now Tamara?,I want to make you as comfortable as i can,"

His words, his voice, soo sexy.. God.. I can hardly think straight.
My voice when I answer is husky.

"I want to go to bed, Luke... I want you to hold me.. touch me.."

I move forward and kiss him deeply, with a need I cannot understand.

 

[tilted soul]

I return the kiss softly,pulling her into a tighter embrace.i rub her back and sides lightly,before running them up to her breasts and lightly rubbing them also.I smile warmly at her as her head leans backwards and she closes her eyes and sigh.I make a line of kisses from her mouth,down her neck,shoulder,and across the top of her right breast before softly suckling on her nipple,my tongue flicking it softly from within my mouth.She moans softly and presses her chest forward more.I smile,knowing the emotions i can put into her will make thi a very pleasureable experience.I had found out(much by accident really),that any emotions i am feeling greatly can be shared with people around me.I smiled again before moving over to her other breast and repeating the same thing.

 

[tilted soul]

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[DeliciousMaiden]

OOC:

Apologies to anyone reading, but I'm withdrawing from this thread.

(Have explained to Tilted Soul via PM)

I'm sure anyone interested in taking over as Tamara or being a "victim" to these powers will be welcome to post here.


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