Embarrassed but still want BBC

For many years, my wife stated that black men just didn’t appeal to her. I’ve always wanted to see her take a huge black cock, but even in our role-play and fantasy talk, she never was interested.

As we all know, times change and preferences do also. Eventually, she was ok with my including a black guy into our fantasy talk, but never initiated it.

After many years together she still wouldn’t fuck another man, even though I begged her to (much less a black guy), but I was persistent! Once she was ok with including “him” into our fantasy talk, I purchased her a 8” long, semi-thick black dildo that resembled every aspect of a real cock (veins and all). It was not too big, but significantly bigger than me and she really enjoyed it.

After 15 years she finally fucked 2 separate guys (once with one, twice with the other). Both were white. I tried to convince her to fuck a black guy, but she refused to fuck anyone else again.

A couple years later I noticed that she would get mad if she heard someone making racists comments about black man and she began watching more of those black themed reality shows (Basketball Wives, RHWOA, etc.) I also noticed her attraction to everyday black men.

Our sex life had gone down to once every few months (due to me working out of town) and I encouraged her to take on a lover to fill her sexual needs, but she refused (at least she said so).

Then her cellphone screen shattered and I had to have it fixed. I took it to the shop, had it fixed, then (as most husbands would probably do), I checked her texts, pics, internet history, and files.

Although there were no sign of her cheating in her text, phone log, or emails, I found a “hidden” file that had 3 recent pics in it.

One pic was of a black cock (semi erect). It looked to be about the same size as her black dildo. I also found 2 pics of her bare breasts as she lay in a bubble bath.

My first thought was that either they were exchanging pics or maybe they were actually lovers. In one of the pics, it looked as if there was a small pinkish area, that I assumed was a partial hickey.

There was no other pics or sign that they were lovers, but I convinced myself that they were and still jack off to that thought.

She claimed that the dick pic was just a random internet pic, but why did she have it, why was it hidden, and why were her boob pics hidden in the same folder. She couldn’t explain.

You tell me.

Here are the pics:

https://ibb.co/PMgbr41

https://ibb.co/nPdXZZ0

https://ibb.co/QfNcbWv
 
For many years, my wife stated that black men just didn’t appeal to her. I’ve always wanted to see her take a huge black cock, but even in our role-play and fantasy talk, she never was interested.

As we all know, times change and preferences do also. Eventually, she was ok with my including a black guy into our fantasy talk, but never initiated it.

After many years together she still wouldn’t fuck another man, even though I begged her to (much less a black guy), but I was persistent! Once she was ok with including “him” into our fantasy talk, I purchased her a 8” long, semi-thick black dildo that resembled every aspect of a real cock (veins and all). It was not too big, but significantly bigger than me and she really enjoyed it.

After 15 years she finally fucked 2 separate guys (once with one, twice with the other). Both were white. I tried to convince her to fuck a black guy, but she refused to fuck anyone else again.

A couple years later I noticed that she would get mad if she heard someone making racists comments about black man and she began watching more of those black themed reality shows (Basketball Wives, RHWOA, etc.) I also noticed her attraction to everyday black men.

Our sex life had gone down to once every few months (due to me working out of town) and I encouraged her to take on a lover to fill her sexual needs, but she refused (at least she said so).

Then her cellphone screen shattered and I had to have it fixed. I took it to the shop, had it fixed, then (as most husbands would probably do), I checked her texts, pics, internet history, and files.

Although there were no sign of her cheating in her text, phone log, or emails, I found a “hidden” file that had 3 recent pics in it.

One pic was of a black cock (semi erect). It looked to be about the same size as her black dildo. I also found 2 pics of her bare breasts as she lay in a bubble bath.

My first thought was that either they were exchanging pics or maybe they were actually lovers. In one of the pics, it looked as if there was a small pinkish area, that I assumed was a partial hickey.

There was no other pics or sign that they were lovers, but I convinced myself that they were and still jack off to that thought.

She claimed that the dick pic was just a random internet pic, but why did she have it, why was it hidden, and why were her boob pics hidden in the same folder. She couldn’t explain.

You tell me.

Here are the pics:

https://ibb.co/PMgbr41

https://ibb.co/nPdXZZ0

https://ibb.co/QfNcbWv
At the very least seems like an online affair. She probably told him she wanted to stroke it, lick his pre-cum, swallow his hot load. Then take his seed deep into her womb while he pounds her hard.
That kind of talk might have pushed her over the edge to have a real affair…
 
Back in the nineties I worked for an airline,took my sister on a trip to Tobago,as she was going through her first divorce…..ended up with a guy selling aloe Vera on the beach ,who’s cock had to be seen to be believed,he thought I was her husband,for safety reasons I played along ,so we went to his cove workshop,watched my sexy sister get her first black cock ….an amazing experience for all three of us
That is so hot.
 
They are and they fit, filling me tight like no other… if I have enough time to stretch around their girth. And seeing the contrast of our skin, seeing black cock pumping my pussy or ass is a thrill, even when it isn’t supposed to be a factor. Can’t help it… want to get fucked by a black man. And yes, in my sample size, they have beautiful, larger cocks and excellent staying power!
 
They are and they fit, filling me tight like no other… if I have enough time to stretch around their girth. And seeing the contrast of our skin, seeing black cock pumping my pussy or ass is a thrill, even when it isn’t supposed to be a factor. Can’t help it… want to get fucked by a black man. And yes, in my sample size, they have beautiful, larger cocks and excellent staying power!
That’s so hot!
 
As a black man I've always wanted to see one of these conversations
It feels so racist and wrong but that doesn’t keep me from getting wet thinking about being with hung black guys. Guilty but so horny!
I'm curious why you feel like it's racist? No judgement at all. Is it like ... you're only sexually attracted to that one part of our bodies but not interested in the rest of us? Do you feel some sort of negative feelings about black culture but want us for a single purpose? I'm not judging you, I just notice the conflict in the feelings you're expressing and I'm interested in the why.

For the record, I'm very kinky and it's kinda a fantasy of mine to be "used" in that way but I'm also dominating who is using me. I personally don't mind it at all so you can be honest with me. I guess it's a desire to feel "prized," sexually, in a more intense/primal way.

That said, I've noticed some of the other comments and it really has me questioning how common of a thought/attraction it is. I'm from Detroit, and it's actually not very common to see IR pairings there. Don't get me wrong, you see it, but I grew up a few blocks from Grosse Pointe (one of the wealthiest communities in the country, my neighborhood relatively middle class, GP is one of the oldest "old money" spots in the country) and our communities were intensely segregated (I'm 38).

That said, I've moved to River Oaks, in Houston, and I see A LOT of baddies but I don't ever really get the sense that they see me. I'm 6'4", in great shape, and conventionally attractive (I've never had a hard time pulling who I want to pull).
 
As a black man I've always wanted to see one of these conversations

I'm curious why you feel like it's racist? No judgement at all. Is it like ... you're only sexually attracted to that one part of our bodies but not interested in the rest of us? Do you feel some sort of negative feelings about black culture but want us for a single purpose? I'm not judging you, I just notice the conflict in the feelings you're expressing and I'm interested in the why.

For the record, I'm very kinky and it's kinda a fantasy of mine to be "used" in that way but I'm also dominating who is using me. I personally don't mind it at all so you can be honest with me. I guess it's a desire to feel "prized," sexually, in a more intense/primal way.

That said, I've noticed some of the other comments and it really has me questioning how common of a thought/attraction it is. I'm from Detroit, and it's actually not very common to see IR pairings there. Don't get me wrong, you see it, but I grew up a few blocks from Grosse Pointe (one of the wealthiest communities in the country, my neighborhood relatively middle class, GP is one of the oldest "old money" spots in the country) and our communities were intensely segregated (I'm 38).

That said, I've moved to River Oaks, in Houston, and I see A LOT of baddies but I don't ever really get the sense that they see me. I'm 6'4", in great shape, and conventionally attractive (I've never had a hard time pulling who I want to pull).
I don’t think it’s racist either, it’s more feeding into the stereotype that black men are the apex sexual males, with bigger thicker cocks and great stamina. From a male point of view, it would be quite erotic to watch a wife fuck a black man or a white man with a big cock…
 
As a black man I've always wanted to see one of these conversations

I'm curious why you feel like it's racist? No judgement at all. Is it like ... you're only sexually attracted to that one part of our bodies but not interested in the rest of us? Do you feel some sort of negative feelings about black culture but want us for a single purpose? I'm not judging you, I just notice the conflict in the feelings you're expressing and I'm interested in the why.

For the record, I'm very kinky and it's kinda a fantasy of mine to be "used" in that way but I'm also dominating who is using me. I personally don't mind it at all so you can be honest with me. I guess it's a desire to feel "prized," sexually, in a more intense/primal way.

That said, I've noticed some of the other comments and it really has me questioning how common of a thought/attraction it is. I'm from Detroit, and it's actually not very common to see IR pairings there. Don't get me wrong, you see it, but I grew up a few blocks from Grosse Pointe (one of the wealthiest communities in the country, my neighborhood relatively middle class, GP is one of the oldest "old money" spots in the country) and our communities were intensely segregated (I'm 38).

That said, I've moved to River Oaks, in Houston, and I see A LOT of baddies but I don't ever really get the sense that they see me. I'm 6'4", in great shape, and conventionally attractive (I've never had a hard time pulling who I want to pull).
Interesting question. I don’t remember any specific thing when I was growing up but I “got” the message that “white girls” like needed to be scared of black guys. Its at a subconscious level maybe because I don’t have more gut fear getting on to an elevator alone with a black male stranger than a white male stranger. Both situations make me nervous but that’s life for women.

I suppose there is the stereotype of physical strength and large cocks which find their way into my fantasies. The thought of submitting to a black man is just more arousing than submitting to a white, Asian, etc guy.

I guess on reflection I don’t think I’m racist. I don’t actively think bad stereotypes of black men.

Damn, now I really wish I had a nice black friend to drill me bareback tonight…
 
Interesting question. I don’t remember any specific thing when I was growing up but I “got” the message that “white girls” like needed to be scared of black guys. Its at a subconscious level maybe because I don’t have more gut fear getting on to an elevator alone with a black male stranger than a white male stranger. Both situations make me nervous but that’s life for women.

I suppose there is the stereotype of physical strength and large cocks which find their way into my fantasies. The thought of submitting to a black man is just more arousing than submitting to a white, Asian, etc guy.

I guess on reflection I don’t think I’m racist. I don’t actively think bad stereotypes of black men.

Damn, now I really wish I had a nice black friend to drill me bareback tonight…
You gotta get you a me, lol

I'll never forget one of my first professional jobs I worked in this bank HQ. A lot more secure than a regular building, so if you are in there it's because you belonged. I got on the elevator with this white woman and she nearly jumped out of her skin. If actually hurt my feelings. I'm just going about my day, working, not really paying her any attention and my existence just caused *that* kind of a reaction. It's frustrating. So I definitely appreciate the honesty about being raised to fear us.
 
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