Dreams

[SweetCherry]

Well, I'm doing much better today than I was yesterday. I credit some of it to advice from sme of you on the board, some with chats with friends, and partly to a wonderful dream I had last night.

I was quite upset when I fell asleep last night again, wondering why I was even alive. (Damn that PMS anyhow!) Well, while I was asleep, I dreamed of my grandfather who died when I was in my early teens. I loved him dearly and was devastated when he died. Well, anyhow, I dreamed he was there, and looking like he did when I was 6 years old. He smiled at me, and in his rough/gentle way, he picked me (I was an adult in my dream) and swung me around and just hugged me. I haven't felt that safe and loved in years.

I woke from this dream with tears on my cheeks, but they were not the normal tears of feeling alone. They were tears of relief and comfort. I honestly think he knew how badly I was feeling and sent me that dream to let me know that I am now and always loved.

So my question is.......Have any of you had a similar experience? Where someone who meant a lot to you in the past seems to help you in a dark hour?

 

[Ally C]

So you tried some vodka after all?

 

[SweetCherry]

Nope, just a BIG dose of Midol!

 

[Ally C]

LOL

Pass the firewater, when the bottle's empty we can use it for a dreamcatcher ...