do you feel invisible and unwanted

[muycurioso]

As someome who's currently going through chemotherapy for colon cancer get your head out of your a**!

I dont want to die but when life gets to the point, well IDK I d not think I would do that. It would be up to GOD if I survive. That cure is worse than the disease.

 

[muycurioso]

Get some help. I know it seems impossible to feel better but you can. Be proactive. It's hard to do when you're so hopeless.
Confide in someone and see if they can help you find a mental health Dr. You need support.

I will be at the V. A. on Monday talking to people that do not have a clue what I am telling them. But they try and listen. I take meds as well. Makes it hard to work full time.

 

[muycurioso]

Don’t do yourself in because you feel worthless, you can always be helpful or even just kind to someone, even yourself.

A touch of kindness or even a smile can go a long way and it often attracts the same back to you.

people dont know how much it means to me when they do the smallest thing

 

[muycurioso]

Many have mentioned it, I do go to therapy and I am on meds. It is the lonliness that kills me. It is so hard to met and connect with someone. I have not called the suicide hotline BUT 3 times people who know me called the V. A. and said I was suicidal. So then I talk to a (nice) person for like an hour so they know I am not gonna kill myself and I dont have to worry about the cops looking for me to take me to the 8 th floor. but that begs the question....why didnt they call me. Thanks for the kind comments.