I'm looking to be directed. Before I got married, I lived in a ground level apartment. I used to masterbate on my sofa, with the lights on. My vertical blinds often moved with the wind, I would imagine someone in another unit watching me. Well as circumstances would have it, I think I was being watched. I ran into a female tenant with her kids, coming and going, and she would look at me kind of funny and smile. After thinking about this, I started doing this several times a week, finding the risk intoxicating. I still think about the fun I had, and the excitement it generated. I tried playing online, using a cam, but it was less intense. Sometimes I'd get carried away and accidentally show my face, I was lucky to not get recognized, or have anyone discover my name or address. I don't think I'm some sort of sick pervert, just a person who's horniness gets the best of me at times. I consider myself to be well endowed (who doesn't lol). I did get these comments when I was single, meeting various women and even sometimes at the gym. Am I an exhibitionist? What should I do about this? I would really love to hear back from readers. Peace.

JF
