Did it again.

[Renegade]

Yep, I just hurt another friend right now without meaning too. FUCK!!! I've said it in a few thread already, but obviously you guys aren't getting it. No matter how much I try to be a good friend, I keep end up hurting people without meaning too. It's already happened twice in one day that I know of. SO JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! It's over, done with, I'm hurting a lot of people without meaning too.

Someone writes asking what happened, I tell her about it, then they practicly bite my head off through email after I was starting to feel a LITTLE fucking better. Trolls are one thing, but people who I THOUGHT were my friends are getting on me now. Screw this, I'm tired of trying to be nice just to be yelled at left and right. You can only push someone so far before they can't take it anymore.

 

[Starfish]

Nice.Thanks.

 

[Renegade]

You're welcome.

 

[SweetCherry]

*walks in cautiously and hugs Ren*

It'll get better. Things happen sometimes and we all hurt those we care about once in a while. It's just a matter of if we are going to dwell on it or learn from it.

 

[Ally C]

Oops I ...

... posted again?

 

[Renegade]

SweetCherry, I'm trying not to dwell on it but it's hard when I end up hurting someone else just after I started to get used to having hurt the other person. Thanks for the concern though. I mean that.

 

[SweetCherry]

Ren, I've been there before myself. I've tried severral times to push everyone away to keep from hurting them and myself, in the longrun. I learned tho, that it doesn't work. I also find that by pushing everyone away, I would have missed out on some really wonderful people.

Just remember it's one of those things in life that either kills us or makes us stronger. And I get the impression that it would take more than that to kill you, Ren.

 

[Cheyenne]

There's a huge difference between hurting someone accidently and hurting someone on purpose, sometimes just for the fun of it. We have people who do both on this board.

If you did hurt someone by accident, try a very simple "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." Then it is up to them whether to accept your explanation and apology.

 

[CelestialBody]

Ren