YDB95
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There's a comment on my story American Lavender that's been making me wonder if I did a poor job on a fairly important plot point.
Here's the comment (or at least the relevant portion of it): "I also found it odd that Tom had no reaction at all when Renee essentially offered to sleep with him. She said something about "if you want to explore anything while you are here"... And he had 0 reaction instead he brought up Penny."
Here's the portion of the story the comment refers to (on page 4, in case you want to read the whole thing):
("Dave" was a misprint - that should say "Tom".)
Now, to me, it was - and still is - perfectly clear why Tom is not interested in jumping in bed with Renee at that moment. But it obviously went completely over the reviewer's head. I'd love to hear other people's take on the scene and whether or not they can see why he reacted the way he did. Was I too subtle with it?
Here's the comment (or at least the relevant portion of it): "I also found it odd that Tom had no reaction at all when Renee essentially offered to sleep with him. She said something about "if you want to explore anything while you are here"... And he had 0 reaction instead he brought up Penny."
Here's the portion of the story the comment refers to (on page 4, in case you want to read the whole thing):
Soon we were settled at the freshly cleaned booth in the corner. "Well, this is cozy," I said. "I love it."
"Become a romantic in your old age, have you?" Renee asked.
"I always was! Don't you remember the other guys would never send me on a video run alone because I'd rent something sappy?"
"Hmm, no," Renee said. "I remember Steve always choosing the cheesiest blockbuster every time, and then of course he and I usually snuck off before the movie was over. I hope no one noticed."
"We did," I said. "But we all kind of expected it."
"Fair enough," Renee admitted. "Anyway, Tom, I never had you pegged as the romantic type. Maybe that's just as well, since I did think Steve was and look how wrong I was."
"You thought Steve was a romantic?! Why?"
"Oh, you know, little things he said now and then. Like, I don't know, well, remember that time we went out for pizza in town and it was snowing? On the way back he stopped right in the middle of 4th and High Street -- remember how it hadn't been plowed yet and there were no cars anywhere -- and he said how he just wanted to curl up by a fireplace and snuggle with someone. How cute, you know?"
"That was me, Renee."
"It was?"
I kept my irritation under wraps -- what good would that do now? "Yes, I was the one who said that, and Steve told me to grow a dick already."
Renee burst out laughing, then stopped just as quickly when she saw I wasn't amused. "I'm sorry, Tom. Yeah, that was rude of him. But it's funny, I was sure he was the one who'd said it! All these years, that was one of the things I reached back to when I was tempted to give up on Steve. I guess that's another reason why I should've walked away long ago." An awkward pause went by, and she continued, "Mind if I ask you, Tom, when did you first think. I ought to ditch him? Don't worry about hurting me, just be honest here."
"That's easy," I said. "In fact, I was just thinking about it last night." No need to tell her I had actually told Julia all about it. "That time at the library."
"What time at the library?"
"Senior year, when you'd broken up with him." I was sure that would jog her memory.
To my dismay, it didn't. "Our senior year? I broke up with him then? Strange, I don't remember that. So what did we do at the library?"
"Had one of the most soul-baring conversations we ever had, and went back to your room, and..." I couldn't remind her of her crying and my holding her if she couldn't remember it on her own. I just couldn't do it.
"Hmm, I wish I could remember!" She did look contrite, but that didn't help. "Well, I'm sure you were wonderful, whatever we said that night."
I focused on my glass of ice water rather than bother trying to respond to that.
"Anyway," Renee declared, "Enough of all that. Today is the day I'm back to being me on my own. And I'm curious about you, Tom. Are you going to move back over here? Maybe head up the company in New York?"
"Awfully early to say," I said. "Right now I just want to see how things go with the meetings while I'm here. I will say you get tired of Singapore, so button-down and so hot and humid all the time."
"And you can't chew gum!"
"I have never once missed that," I said. "That just means you won't step in it on the sidewalk."
"Always the optimist!" Renee said. "See, that's what I missed about you, not the imaginary bitterness."
"Thank you." I smiled and resolved to let bygones be bygones with the hurtful revelation of what she'd forgotten.
"So..." She gave me the same flirtatious smile and tilted head she always used to use with Steve. "What did you miss about me?"
"All the talking," I said.
"All the talking?"
"The way we used to be able to talk for hours about anything. Anything except Steve, of course. Freshman year, when everyone else was off drinking, the way we used to bond in the hallway outside your room...some of my favorite memories there."
"Mmm, yeah, that was nice," Renee said, though I had to wonder did she remember it at all. But I didn't pry. "Tell me, and again please be honest here, nothing to lose now, Tom, did you ever imagine us ending up together?"
"Not really," I lied.
"No?"
"Well, you were in love with Steve from so early on. And even then, we were friends for a year. I guess I figured if it were ever going to happen, it would've happened then."
"Oh my God, Tom, don't tell me you believe in the friend-zone!"
"I didn't say that."
"Okay, I guess you didn't. I just want you to know, if you'd like to explore anything while you're here..."
"We'll see if Penny leaves me alone," I said with a grin, hoping that would scare her off.
"Oh, don't tell me you heard about that!"
"I didn't just hear about it, Renee."
"Wait, are you saying it's true? She visited you? Come on, Dave!"
I smiled and nodded, but said nothing.
("Dave" was a misprint - that should say "Tom".)
Now, to me, it was - and still is - perfectly clear why Tom is not interested in jumping in bed with Renee at that moment. But it obviously went completely over the reviewer's head. I'd love to hear other people's take on the scene and whether or not they can see why he reacted the way he did. Was I too subtle with it?