Developing humiliation fetish

[MetalMaestro212]

Hey,

I'm new to posting on the forum, and am just getting adjusted to the way Literotica works, What I've found out recently through exploring sites like this and others is that I find its very hot when someone I'm writing knows my darker secrets and eiether makes fun of me, teases, or humiliates me for my weirder kinks and things that get me off. If this sounds like something you're willing to explore, or write about me, write me and we can get to talking.

MetalMaestro212

 

[wellworn]

I also find myself recently getting more turned on by humiliation fetish themes. I'm aware that in my situation this is currently a bottom lead idealization to find seek sexual release as I've been coping with a dead bedroom for some time.

I'm finding SPH and friendly femdom stories have been really turning me on recently. I also guess my own stories show I've always had some tendency in this direction but I had always attributed that to seeking an equality based sharing perspective.

I like girls and I'm jealous of them sometimes which makes me feel like playing/being a sub may actually be enjoyable.

I'm not sure where to turn now to explore these feelings further, obviously principaly for my own benefit initially, but also to perhaps explore more in depth long term with an interested female.

I'm aware the numbers are not on my side here, but maybe even being flamed by feminiztzs here might work some magic.

Anybody got any ideas where to turn next?