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knot_sweet
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Dear x
I adored you utterly for years. I'm sorry for so much. There will always be a place in my life for you. Even if we don't speak for a couple of years at a time, it's still important to me that you're happy.
Dear asshole
When my son comes looking for me, and he will, I will be living a life he can be proud of. And I will spend the rest of my life trying to make up for the piss poor excuse of a human being you are. Right before you die, I am quite literally going to spit in your face.
Dear X
You know how much I love You and what it took for me to say that. But I don't feel like part of Your life at all. You don't talk to me, I mean really talk to me about anything or anyone important in Your life. I know I am one of many, and I'm trying to understand Your need to protect our little bubble of time together. But it's making me feel isolated and alone and jealous.
Dear x
You could be really important to me, but if you keep treating me like some kind wind up toy I don't want to play with you any more. And by the way, just because I don't call you on your bullshit doesn't mean I believe any of it.
I adored you utterly for years. I'm sorry for so much. There will always be a place in my life for you. Even if we don't speak for a couple of years at a time, it's still important to me that you're happy.
Dear asshole
When my son comes looking for me, and he will, I will be living a life he can be proud of. And I will spend the rest of my life trying to make up for the piss poor excuse of a human being you are. Right before you die, I am quite literally going to spit in your face.
Dear X
You know how much I love You and what it took for me to say that. But I don't feel like part of Your life at all. You don't talk to me, I mean really talk to me about anything or anyone important in Your life. I know I am one of many, and I'm trying to understand Your need to protect our little bubble of time together. But it's making me feel isolated and alone and jealous.
Dear x
You could be really important to me, but if you keep treating me like some kind wind up toy I don't want to play with you any more. And by the way, just because I don't call you on your bullshit doesn't mean I believe any of it.
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Happy Birthday~ In all honesty, I am not sure if it is today or tomorrow. I see your facebook note from last year but it could have been written the day after. Either way, I hope you choke on the birthday wishes!
I posted a prayer for you daughter as you requested. I know it’s been a few years but you should keep an eye on those things. Your hypocrisy is sickening.
I posted a prayer for you daughter as you requested. I know it’s been a few years but you should keep an eye on those things. Your hypocrisy is sickening.
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Dear Dad
God how I wish things ended differently for us. I wish i hadnt run back to mom when i was 9, though to be fair you did ground me for something I didnt do. I wish you werent so judgemental when I seen you again at 16. I missed you so bad, needed you so bad but all you seen were things you didnt like. My hair, my shoes, the fact that mom let me homeschool. So I went away again and didnt see you.
I wish when I was 21 and seen you that you would have talked to me. I didnt care that we were in a bar, i was your daughter and you turned away. Then for you to die a month later killed me. I never got to say that i loved you. I never heard you say it to me. I'll never hear you say that you are proud of me and the woman I've become. You'll never get the chance to walk me down the aisle or see your grandbabies be born.
I went to your funeral, not for anyone else but for myself. We both know I not close to your side of the family but I needed the closure. Its been almost 8 years and I still dont feel like I have that thought. Too many questions going through my mind. Why did you walk away that night? Why didnt you try to see me?
I dont pin all the blame on you, I was just as much in the wrong, but in the end i DID try to talk to you, and you walked away. Now im left with regrets, wondering what was wrong with me that you didnt want me, yet you raised some other man's child as you own.
I know i'll never get the answers i seek, part of me is fine with it as i probably wouldnt like what i hear anyways, but the other part is mad/sad that I wont ever know, even if i dont like, at least i would know.
God how I wish things ended differently for us. I wish i hadnt run back to mom when i was 9, though to be fair you did ground me for something I didnt do. I wish you werent so judgemental when I seen you again at 16. I missed you so bad, needed you so bad but all you seen were things you didnt like. My hair, my shoes, the fact that mom let me homeschool. So I went away again and didnt see you.
I wish when I was 21 and seen you that you would have talked to me. I didnt care that we were in a bar, i was your daughter and you turned away. Then for you to die a month later killed me. I never got to say that i loved you. I never heard you say it to me. I'll never hear you say that you are proud of me and the woman I've become. You'll never get the chance to walk me down the aisle or see your grandbabies be born.
I went to your funeral, not for anyone else but for myself. We both know I not close to your side of the family but I needed the closure. Its been almost 8 years and I still dont feel like I have that thought. Too many questions going through my mind. Why did you walk away that night? Why didnt you try to see me?
I dont pin all the blame on you, I was just as much in the wrong, but in the end i DID try to talk to you, and you walked away. Now im left with regrets, wondering what was wrong with me that you didnt want me, yet you raised some other man's child as you own.
I know i'll never get the answers i seek, part of me is fine with it as i probably wouldnt like what i hear anyways, but the other part is mad/sad that I wont ever know, even if i dont like, at least i would know.
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Dear Grandpa
Its coming up on 6 years now that you've been gone. This family has gone to hell without you. No one cares anymore about everyone else, only what the situation does/means for them and what they get out of it. We still do sunday dinners, but it feels like more often than not someone starts a argument.
Im sure you're able to look down at all of us and what we're doing, and it saddens me to reaize how ashamed of us you probably are. Im trying to better myself, and my life, but it feels like no one realizes that im an adult now, and while i dont always make decisions that they agree with, the decision might be whats best for me. So i still get treated likea 15 yr old kid. Just because I dont have the life experience that they do, doesnt mean i dont know what im talking about/ or cant have a better solution to the problem.
Just know that I love you, im trying to make you proud, and that I miss you.
Its coming up on 6 years now that you've been gone. This family has gone to hell without you. No one cares anymore about everyone else, only what the situation does/means for them and what they get out of it. We still do sunday dinners, but it feels like more often than not someone starts a argument.
Im sure you're able to look down at all of us and what we're doing, and it saddens me to reaize how ashamed of us you probably are. Im trying to better myself, and my life, but it feels like no one realizes that im an adult now, and while i dont always make decisions that they agree with, the decision might be whats best for me. So i still get treated likea 15 yr old kid. Just because I dont have the life experience that they do, doesnt mean i dont know what im talking about/ or cant have a better solution to the problem.
Just know that I love you, im trying to make you proud, and that I miss you.
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Dear x:
Do you feel like a man? Well, you are NOT! You are nothing but an insecure mother fucking douche bag. Real men do not treat women the way you are treating her.
There are some things you should know. I have been down this road before with another friend. Between that experience and some training on domestic abuse, I know how to deal with this. Every time you rip her apart, I will be telling her ten things to build her back up. I will listen to her, I will dry her tears and I will continue to support her until the day I die.
Remember fuck face, I have over 30 years in her life. You only have 1 year. Nothing or nobody has ever or will ever break up our friendship. So go ahead and continue telling her that she can't trust anyone and that no one is her real friend. Do you know we laugh about that comment.
I hope you realize what you have with her and change your behavior, but I won't hold my breath.
I promise you, I will be standing next to her in the end. Will you be standing on the other side of her. It's your choice.
Do you feel like a man? Well, you are NOT! You are nothing but an insecure mother fucking douche bag. Real men do not treat women the way you are treating her.
There are some things you should know. I have been down this road before with another friend. Between that experience and some training on domestic abuse, I know how to deal with this. Every time you rip her apart, I will be telling her ten things to build her back up. I will listen to her, I will dry her tears and I will continue to support her until the day I die.
Remember fuck face, I have over 30 years in her life. You only have 1 year. Nothing or nobody has ever or will ever break up our friendship. So go ahead and continue telling her that she can't trust anyone and that no one is her real friend. Do you know we laugh about that comment.
I hope you realize what you have with her and change your behavior, but I won't hold my breath.
I promise you, I will be standing next to her in the end. Will you be standing on the other side of her. It's your choice.
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Dear x
I see you sitting on that same seat every day, in your lovely, never white business shirt and no tie, with your groomed stubble.
I almost never notice men, but you are yummy.
I wonder what puts that look of concentration on your face and imagine what you would be like if I shattered your control into a hot flood of cum in my mouth.
I see you sitting on that same seat every day, in your lovely, never white business shirt and no tie, with your groomed stubble.
I almost never notice men, but you are yummy.
I wonder what puts that look of concentration on your face and imagine what you would be like if I shattered your control into a hot flood of cum in my mouth.
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Dear X,
I couldn't help but stare while I passed you in the gym today. I think I may have even let out a small *purrrrrrrrr* under my breath.
--Meow!
I couldn't help but stare while I passed you in the gym today. I think I may have even let out a small *purrrrrrrrr* under my breath.
--Meow!
the captians wench
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Dearest Love,
In exactly 4 weeks 2 hours and 35 minutes I will be on a plane, trying to work myself into a comfortable spot to try to sleep the hours away before I am there with you again. There. With you. No computer, no phone, actually there in the flesh.
In exactly 4 weeks 8 hours and 33 minutes I will be sleeply walking through customs, answering questions about why I am there, listening to the worker laugh at my blushing and stamering (and I'm sure the bit of drool over his accent). I'll be pondering if I missed my chance to freshen up before I see you again, and trying to decide how much I care. I suspect, as before, I just want to feel you so badly that I won't care, I won't look for another bathroom, I won't run a brush through my hair or pop in a mint. I'll grab my bags and push my exhausted self to the gate.
In less than 4 weeks and 9 hours from now, I will feel your kiss again. Your touch. The way you hold me. The way I have to look up and get on my tip toes to make my lips meet yours. The way you cup my face with your hand to help me meet your lips. The way you smell. The way you feel in my arms. The way you will be all mine for 9 days, and I'll be completely yours.
In 4 weeks and 14 hours, we will be checking into our home for the next 9 days, and this wait now will seem like nothing.
Until then my Love, I'll be counting the weeks, the days, the hours, the minutes, and the heart beats until your FAC is home again.
Yours
In exactly 4 weeks 2 hours and 35 minutes I will be on a plane, trying to work myself into a comfortable spot to try to sleep the hours away before I am there with you again. There. With you. No computer, no phone, actually there in the flesh.
In exactly 4 weeks 8 hours and 33 minutes I will be sleeply walking through customs, answering questions about why I am there, listening to the worker laugh at my blushing and stamering (and I'm sure the bit of drool over his accent). I'll be pondering if I missed my chance to freshen up before I see you again, and trying to decide how much I care. I suspect, as before, I just want to feel you so badly that I won't care, I won't look for another bathroom, I won't run a brush through my hair or pop in a mint. I'll grab my bags and push my exhausted self to the gate.
In less than 4 weeks and 9 hours from now, I will feel your kiss again. Your touch. The way you hold me. The way I have to look up and get on my tip toes to make my lips meet yours. The way you cup my face with your hand to help me meet your lips. The way you smell. The way you feel in my arms. The way you will be all mine for 9 days, and I'll be completely yours.
In 4 weeks and 14 hours, we will be checking into our home for the next 9 days, and this wait now will seem like nothing.
Until then my Love, I'll be counting the weeks, the days, the hours, the minutes, and the heart beats until your FAC is home again.
Yours
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God how I miss you. When we first started dating and only saw one another for a few hours once or twice a week I thought that was hell.
But you have been gone from us for three weeks now, and we still have a week to go before we see you again.
I miss you. I miss your playful swats on my ass while I make dinner. I miss the boobie squeezes and their accompanying kiss on the forehead. I miss my goodnight kiss.
I miss your strong body pressed against mine. I miss your hands in my hair. And everything else that follows your hands in my hair.
Saturday will not come fast enough. I love you and I miss you.
God how I miss you. When we first started dating and only saw one another for a few hours once or twice a week I thought that was hell.
But you have been gone from us for three weeks now, and we still have a week to go before we see you again.
I miss you. I miss your playful swats on my ass while I make dinner. I miss the boobie squeezes and their accompanying kiss on the forehead. I miss my goodnight kiss.
I miss your strong body pressed against mine. I miss your hands in my hair. And everything else that follows your hands in my hair.
Saturday will not come fast enough. I love you and I miss you.
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Dear Long-Ago;
Thanks for recently giving me the opportunity to tell you exactly what I should have said long ago. Even if I never hear from you again, I appreciated getting all of it off my chest.
Me
Thanks for recently giving me the opportunity to tell you exactly what I should have said long ago. Even if I never hear from you again, I appreciated getting all of it off my chest.
Me
Dear X
How very very frustratiing. I but a new toy for us to play with and I cant get any pleasure out of it because i'm not allowed to cum for another 2 weeks until we meet.
Mind you I should be horny as hell by then and begging for realease.
the sweetest torture
xxx
How very very frustratiing. I but a new toy for us to play with and I cant get any pleasure out of it because i'm not allowed to cum for another 2 weeks until we meet.
Mind you I should be horny as hell by then and begging for realease.
the sweetest torture
xxx
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Dear X,
I am so disappointed.
I am so disappointed.
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Dear X,
I wish it really was you and not just my imagination playing tricks on me. I still miss you.
I wish it really was you and not just my imagination playing tricks on me. I still miss you.
the captians wench
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Dearest Love,
I think I miss you more now than I did when we didn't have a date set (and flight booked!). I feel like we haven't talked in weeks, but it's only been a few days, which is really quite normal for us. Why does it seem so much harder?
Missing you, and counting the minutes.
yours
I think I miss you more now than I did when we didn't have a date set (and flight booked!). I feel like we haven't talked in weeks, but it's only been a few days, which is really quite normal for us. Why does it seem so much harder?
Missing you, and counting the minutes.
yours
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Dear X,
You know, i am the first to admit that I am not intelligent. I really don't have any issues with that at all. I have never been one for pretending to be someone or something I am not.
I can take mum pointing out how stupid I am on an almost daily basis but you really hurt me and I have no idea why it hurt.
You know, i am the first to admit that I am not intelligent. I really don't have any issues with that at all. I have never been one for pretending to be someone or something I am not.
I can take mum pointing out how stupid I am on an almost daily basis but you really hurt me and I have no idea why it hurt.
Dear X
So this time you got in a minor fender bender in a wallmart carpark, punched some guy out and are awaiting the cops, as far as excuses go its a pretty good one, but dammit, I was so ready for you today, everytime your due to visit theres always a reason you dont. I go through the ritual of preparing myself and its always a dissapointment. Funny how when I say I'll be there, I'm there, even though I don't drive and its a train journey and a hotel room for me.....
Of course maybe you just have the worst luck in the world
I hate that I can't tell if your lying anymore
So this time you got in a minor fender bender in a wallmart carpark, punched some guy out and are awaiting the cops, as far as excuses go its a pretty good one, but dammit, I was so ready for you today, everytime your due to visit theres always a reason you dont. I go through the ritual of preparing myself and its always a dissapointment. Funny how when I say I'll be there, I'm there, even though I don't drive and its a train journey and a hotel room for me.....
Of course maybe you just have the worst luck in the world
I hate that I can't tell if your lying anymore
We played on cam with it and he allowed me to cum twice *giggles*. My wonderful man *sighs*. 12 days and I'll be his to play with flesh to fleshI'm jealous...a fun time awaits you!!!
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Dear X,
I have my fingers, eyes, toes and legs crossed for you. I have even managed to plait my hair so surely that has to count as extra good luck for you.
I will be thinking of you and hope that everything goes well.
Nervous me
I have my fingers, eyes, toes and legs crossed for you. I have even managed to plait my hair so surely that has to count as extra good luck for you.
I will be thinking of you and hope that everything goes well.
Nervous me
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