Dear X:

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Dear H,

It is not that I don't care. I just do not known what to say anymore.
It is not that I don't care. I just cannot promise what you want.
It is not that I don't care. I just have to care more for something else.

I wish you would understand that I'm doing the best I can and would support me instead of putting me down.
I wish you would understand that it is not easy for me either.
I wish you would understand that I cannot follow you to the end of the world.

I love you. No matter what, I love you.
But I cannot put you above everything.

Love,

your w
 
Dear X

Depression and severe back pain and tired, so very very tired. Happy Christmas :(
 
Dear Zac Brown,

I'm sure you hear this all the time, but...please have sex with me. No big hurry. Just, you know, whenever you happen to be passing through. I mean, you're basically the embodiment of my physical type ('cept I wouldn't mind if you trimmed your beard some more), and you've got a certain gleam in your eye that makes me think you're probably one sadistic motherfucker.

I'll be waiting.

Sincerely,
Bunny
 
Dear SWG

Yep, I am back on LIT, but it is different this time....
I need to write again and the other place isn't getting me there.
I know we'll never talk again, but I still think of you from time to time.
Besos,
Snags
 
Dear "Bro".

It's just a bit more than sad that something you've done has me so shaken up that I have to pick an online forum as a venting point.
Today never should have happened. We both already knew you're a vagabond, that you'll always want to travel. You've been from Tennessee to Washington too many times to count, and you're probably just gonna keep making the jump until you hit a one in a million chance that lets you settle down, or worse. I am okay with this.
You drink and you smoke a bit of weed. I am okay with this. Hell, even after today, I still believe you about having "stopped drinking" forever.
You confessed that you also sell, without specifying what's being sold. Shit happens, drifters have to keep alive somehow.
And you find your way back to my doorstep, get offered a fairly reliable roof over your head by someone who's dealt with worse than you, and finally get a chance to stabilize.

In return, you end up using the living room as an area to talk loudly about your deals enough to get caught, potentially lie about asking my friend to keep the nature of your calls a secret, call my friend a "snitch" with a shout across the parking lot for telling me the contents of your mis-shipped package of weed, and treat the fiasco as "not a big deal to get upset over". When my best friend of fifteen years tries to pull the first grader excuse of "I didn't call her a snitch, I said "Where I come from, we call that SNITCH!", I facepalm. When you do that and proceed to try to tell me my friend insulted you rapidly during the short time you were together, solemnly swore to keep your information a secret, put yourself on a higher pedestal than my friend due to the nature of your vices, blow off my anger as trivial, and say almost everything to me during the ride in your tone of "I'm exaggerating to make my story sound more heroic", I get enraged. Fifteen years, "bro", I can recognize when you aren't telling the damned truth, and it's far more than insulting to be told I shouldn't be upset over you getting mad at my friend for something I can clearly recognize as your fault. When you're acting uncharacteristically suspicious and claim she's acting uncharacteristically offensive, it doesn't add up.
And by the way, yes, you did beg for that ride back down to my home. Twenty minutes of trying to guilt trip me, spamming "Please", "I'll do anything", "I'll never ask you to drive anywhere after this" is begging. You knew for a god damned fact I was pissed off at being your personal taxi well before I arrived, so trying to say "See, I earned you cuddle time" and "You didn't have to come" before the departure and our chat. And yet my car still was the basis for your calling around to cut deals with your cut of your crap.

Fifteen years of having a best friend, only for him to end up a drug dealer who, and I quote, is going to "just keep doubling up" with his dirty assets. Needless to say, I'm shaken up. And if you have a chapter for me in your autobiography, at this rate? It's probably going to end with a punch right between your eyes.

Going onto the Internet and complaining about it (as suggested by Family Guy),
Your "Best friend ever since the first grade who you've known your whole life and is the only person you can like really depend on for absolutely anything"... until this happens again.
 
Dear cricket living in my bedroom air conditioner vent,

Stop chirping or I shall remove you. Via poison. In your lungs.

Love, Kuro
 
Dear Daddies,
I dont know how but you always know what to do. The past two weeks have been hell and the ex is back to his bs.
Thank you Daddy J for reminding me that you can stand proud and continue to do the right thing even when you really dont want to.
Thank you Daddy E for just being Daddy and knowing things were getting to be too much. Picking me up brushing me off and holding me tight is just what I needed.
I love you both more than words can ever express and I am so lost in both of you that I feel like "he" can no longer effect me. Realizing that was the best christmas present ever.
Your girl
 
Dear x,
This is truly crazy... must...connect...with...you...soon...

Where is that whistle that only subs can hear?
 
Dear X,

Thanks for the apology. It was appreciated, even if a long time coming. Wish you well.

Me.
 
Dear X~

Not feeling very owned lately. The message today was sent in a fit of pique and was self indulgent. However, it is where I am right now. The ball is in your court. Of course, it pretty much always is. *sigh*

me
 
Dear X

I'm worried about you, my friend. I know of all the things you and your family are dealing with right now. And I know how frustrating it is for you to not be able to fix any of them. Things happen as they do, and you can't make it better. You can only be there, and offer support. And take each day at a time. And you must remember that I, and so many others are with you during this difficult time. We luv ya, bro. :heart::kiss::rose:
 
Dear X.

How fitting, dear EX is the title of this thread? I wish I could express to you the pain you have caused me the last few days. With everything else going on in my world, receiving multiple messages from your fiance was too much. You need to keep a tighter rein on that one.

You're getting married in a few short months, that she has doubts about your honesty astounds me. That she questions your answers, at this late date? I worry, honestly. I told you that when you asked my opinion, long ago, when we were still 'allowed', by her to be friends.

That she demanded you give up all your female friends and aquaintances. That you had to find a new dental hygenist, a new barber, a new pediatrician for your children. But you did. What came next? She nixed the continuation of your darts league, your annual boys-only camping trip, your guy weekend spent whitewater rafting. I told you then, if you acquiesed to those demands, there would be more, much more. And I began to see that you weren't the man I knew you to be. Thought you to be. Wished you to be.

That she chose to come to me demanding answers? Intolerable. It's not my problem that she doubts the information you've shared with her. And it is not my concern, nor my place to share details of OUR relationship, nor your relationships prior to, or after we were over. The friendship that we were able to maintain after we split up meant a lot to me, and it was good, for us both. I was shocked when you told me that it must end. But, you agreed to her demand. I accepted that, wanting you to be happy. That's what we wished for each other, yes? For each of us to find what would make us happy.
(Are you happy?)

Sadly, the respect and regard that I had for you disappeared when I received her first e-mail. Whether you handed her my address, or she found it on her own matters not. I politely declined to answer her questions, to feed her thirst for details that in my mind were too personal, and not for me to share. Our relationship, what we shared together with each other, as well as what we shared about our past was ours. What you chose to share with her was your business. I would never betray your trust, and I believe you'd never betray mine. Whether intentionally, or out of spite, she came to me. I wished her well, and sent her on her way, her questions unanswered. Each message that followed became more insistent, more demanding, less polite, and not at all friendly. Nearly threatening really. A gentle plea, then a petulant whine, to nastily worded demands.

I can't concern myself with your relationship. I've not the time or the energy. I will trust that you found with her what you need. But please, old friend. Tell her to leave me the fuck alone. Or the next message I receive will be replied to in a much different tone.

I write this here, knowing I won't ever share it with you. Conflicted though... Should you be made aware of her doubts? I don't want to cause you pain, or play any part in your relationship with her. I am part of your past. And that is where I belong.

Wishing you only joy and happiness.


me
 
Dear X

I wish you would play with me more. We have all these fun accessories and you rarely use them.
 
Dear soon to be X.

I'm sorry. i should have told you. i should have told you every day that i love you. you didn't want me to and i tried not to but i can't stop it. i know you're not perfect. i know you're not mine. i know i'm not enough. i know i don't deserve you. i know you have complications. but i love you anyway. just as you are. you have been worth the pain. you are worth it.

i'm sorry i wasn't enough.

i still love you

me
 
Dear X,

We were in your neck of the woods this weekend and I was terrified we would run into one another. What if our kids played the same sport, the one that is apprently going to bring us to your city again and again? The possibility didn't occur to me until we were nearly there.

I know you don't visit this site anymore, so it's not likely you'll see this. But, just in case, please know that any encounter will be accidental. I hope it never happens. If you see me in town, know that I'm definitely with my family. I will know you are with yours. I'm sure I'd react to seeing you, my heart would jump, but I'd quickly turn and walk away. Please know that as much as I love you, it is as someone from the past. No need to acknowledge each other.

Thankfully, it's a big city.

Always wishing you the best,
Me
 
Oh good God. And people say these relationships ar'nt real? I can feel the pain here
 
Dear x,

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you
I will always love you

However far away I will always love you
However long I stay I will always love you
Whatever words I say I will always love you

I'll always love you
I'll always love you
Cause I love you

LoveSong - Adele
 
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