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Dear x,

Sometimes I am amazed at what we manage to endure. You blew my mind today and yesterday and you will continue to tomorrow and after that.
Thankyou for yesterday and for sharing....its wasnt the easiest night we have had, but I feel much closer and I understand more too.
I know you must be a little scared too and I also know that someone like you doesnt admit that lightly.
Thankyou for picking me up and carrying me in your arms to bed. I think that was one of the most lovely things ever.
And today...well words escape me. The energy and the emotion and the bond are almost palpable. I look into your eyes and feel our connection. I can feel every part of it and I am certain if i reached out I could hold it in my palms.

I dont know why it is. I dont understand why it is. I dont know how we have managed. But I am so glad we have.

I hope in the coming months I can show you and you will see it and be certain.

ps. good luck tomorrow. I am so proud.

Faith.

xx
 
Dear X,

Can you please just help me! Point me in the fucking general direction of a DECENT house/flat for a price I can afford!!! I want out of this shithole Im living in, this piece of shit shack filled with mice and broken locks. Oh, and while your at it, will you PLEASE send some nice ££££ person to buy my old house so I dont have to buy budget food any more?

Thanks,
Me.
 
Dear Universe,

Please help her be brave and hold her gently.

Please, please, please don't let this crack her.

Humbly,
me
 
Dear LX

Ownership.

It’s not something I ever thought I’d think about, or value. It’s nothing that I ever thought would make sense to me. And now as I forge my way through this entirely new sort of love I’m glad I have your skills and your philosophy to guide me.

That may seem strange, given our roles, but only to someone who doesn’t understand how much we are shaped by the needs of the beloved.

And just at this moment, though I see you every day, I am ravenous for you. Not for any particular act, not for any detail of our play, but just to have a moment alone with you, to tell you that you belong to me, body and soul, heart, might, mind and strength. To tell you of my ownership of you, and to hear those plaintive, those beautiful sounds you make when you realize how fierce I am about you, how much of you I wish to possess.

If delight could be the energy for the machine, if my pleasure in your successes and your presence could light the furnace, if sheer desire could be the fuel for what we create, then we would own the world in an instant.

I am coming to understand that to say you are my property, my possession, does not denigrate you. Rather it sets you above me, and makes me a slave to your well being and your nourishment in a way I am enslaved to no one else I love. It is fortunate that I have spent so long studying the give and take of that power dynamic; I would not have been even vaguely ready for you otherwise.

I hold you all day in a fierce embrace. I cup your pure heart and your beautiful cock and your astounding mind in the palm of my hand. I demand your surrender and in return I offer the oath that I will own my own power on your behalf, as I’ve never been willing to own it before.

You have been my son, my father, my brother and my lover. For seven lifetimes I have purchased you as a slave, and for seven times seven years I desire your submission to me, the willing relinquishing of yourself into my possession. I will give you a thousand names, and although they will each begin with the word “MY,” every name I call you will increase your power a thousand times over.

It is strange territory, and terrifying, these places I walk with you now. And you serve me in ways you don’t even recognize. I feel such urgency to perfect myself so that I can deserve the surrender you offer. The only thing that overrules my fear of hybris now is my resolve to understand everything this connection is and can be, to build us both, as solidly as I can, on the foundation you have set so firmly.

Wordless. Astounded.

Paris
 
Dear Universe,

Not the nicest surprise switch, but I can appreciate the need and necessity for things to happen as they have. I don't like it, but I can appreciate.

Now please help me help her.

me
 
Dear X,

Can you please help me locate my car keys...I need to get to the shop and put electric on the metre before we run out!!! *makes awesome coffee as a bribe*

Kind regards in advance,
Me.
 
Dear self,

Breath. And remember that the only thing you can control is your actions and reactions.

Breath deeply and don't snap.

me
 
Dear X,
Why do you want to talk to me?
You didn't PM Sir and ask to call Him did you?
Is it because you think I'm so nice that I'd want to talk to you when you did the dirty on our friend years ago?
I'm still thinking of what I'm going to reply.
I haven't decided yet.
 
Dear MZ,

OK, douchebag, this is a long time coming. FUCK YOU! You thought it was fun and cool to harass and tease your students. You would pick on us, and humiliate us in front of all the other students. You are just a big fucking asshole. I would love to slam your fucking face into a brick wall for the 13 year old who sat home at night dreading what would come next at school. For the spirit that you broke. If I didn't stop until you were fucking dead, there would be no great loss to the universe.

All these years later, I still hate you, and I don't believe in hate. You are the exception. You shattered something inside of me, when you were supposed to build us up.

You are nothing more than a bully and a piece of shit. I am glad you finally got reported and fired. I only hope you didn't land with another district. I hope the report that my mom put in when you hit me in class is why you didn't get that baseball coaching job you wanted so much.

MP
 
Dear X


I so enjoy having you in my life. Each day gets better and better. Thank you for filling my life with joy.

:kiss:
 
Dear X

Thank you for making me do the things I think I don't want to do. I love that you know me better than I know myself sometimes, and that you know me better than I realise.

I love that you take care of me.

XXXXXXX
 
Dear X,

I love you. I fucking love you so much it hurts sometimes. I'm not ready to say out loud what I'm thinking, that feeling that neither one of us wants to admit to because there's no point...there's nothing we can or would do about it, and it'll only make things harder to admit to it right now...but I know you feel it, too. It wouldn't have been perfect, but GOD, I can't help thinking...I don't know...But you do. I know you do. We're getting it right, babe. Let's just keep being grateful for what we have. Many people never even have this much. We're fucking lucky. I'll never get enough of you.

Yours.
 
Dear M,

You stupid fucking bastard. I can't believe you just pulled that shit. If I ever thought I loved you, all that is dashed now. You walked out on me, I was so willing to give it time and see what happened. To see if we could ever be friends. But you trampled that didn't you?

I don't ever want to see you again. I don't want to hear from you again. You killed yourself here, and you are dead to me. I hope your fucking sense of honor burns in hell. I hate you. I hate you.

You wanted to save me pain, but creating more drama in my life didn't do it. Don't fucking come near me again. I hate you.

Let's face it.
I never was yours to begin with.
L
 
Dear universe,

You suck sometimes, and I'm still working through my sadness about that, but thank you for giving me a life full of love and good people. I am thankful for everyone - kidlet, Mr. Man and my good friends (in no particular order) - so very thankful.

danke,
itw
 
Dear X,

Stop telling me what to do. Stop pushing me, it's not helping.

I'm not ready- I know what I want, I know it, I want it, it will happen- just not ready yet to make it happen yet. I'm afraid to take plunge, can you blame me? If I fall it won't be just me getting hurt, but two small people I love more than my life...

Me
 
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