Samandiriel
Fallen Angel
- Joined
- Mar 24, 2005
- Posts
- 7,757
dear x,
thank you for helping me realize my life is worth shit
what was supposed to be a fun night turned into a slam fest of how i suck as a human
you're life is so bad?
you're not the blame for everything wrong in your life or the kids.
ask me again, why do I hide my pain, physical and emotional and wonder why i should stlll be alive????
you didn't lose the love of your life
you don't have your kids hating you
you arent' the one to blame for your family hating you
its all me
its always me
its going to take you finding me dead to realize that life is not all about you
its going to take you realize, this is who I am, but you never will
I can never love anyone but her and that's gone
so what do I have now??
shit.
so go cry.
piss ass.
i'm tired of being lied to , that i'm someone special
she's married now, you think we're married now
and I have just the lies.
let's hope you're all happy soon.
thank you for helping me realize my life is worth shit
what was supposed to be a fun night turned into a slam fest of how i suck as a human
you're life is so bad?
you're not the blame for everything wrong in your life or the kids.
ask me again, why do I hide my pain, physical and emotional and wonder why i should stlll be alive????
you didn't lose the love of your life
you don't have your kids hating you
you arent' the one to blame for your family hating you
its all me
its always me
its going to take you finding me dead to realize that life is not all about you
its going to take you realize, this is who I am, but you never will
I can never love anyone but her and that's gone
so what do I have now??
shit.
so go cry.
piss ass.
i'm tired of being lied to , that i'm someone special
she's married now, you think we're married now
and I have just the lies.
let's hope you're all happy soon.