Dear sister

[trp]

My dear Nancy,
I'm writing you this letter because there's something I want to tell you. Something which I can't tell you face to face, not yet anyway. It's very difficult. I've been desperate to tell you this for years. Yes, for years now. And now I've reached the age of 38 years, I think the time's come bring this out in the open. Shall I just tell it? I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU! There. That's it. Out in the open. Out of the closet, so to speak. But, it's true. I AM madly in love with you, and I have been for years. Since our childhood, to be precise. Ever since you started to blossom into a gorgeous young lady at the age of 12, 13 (and I was a horny lad of 18, 19), I've felt MORE than just brotherly feelings for you. I've been in love with you and WANTED you since then. I know, you're my kid-sister, and I shouldn't have these feelings, but I was jealous as hell of every boy-friend you brought home. The thought of them... touching your heavenly body, almost drove me crazy. And it still does. You're 32 now, happily (?) married, with a daughter... and still when I think of you and your husband together... I get the shivers. I can't stand it. I WANT YOU! I WANT to caress you, kiss you. I WANT to be with you. Not as your brother, sweet sis, but as your LOVER. Anyway, I better stop my rambling here, before it gets too far. I've 'confessed' now. That's all I wanted to do. I really hope you can understand all this. And I hope you're not too mad for it as well. Feel free to answer my letter or not. It's up to you, sis.

Your loving brother,
Julian

 

[Isolde]

My Dearest Julian,

I am reading your letter for, what must be, the thousandth time. I still cant believe what I am reading here. It is not so much that I am disturbed by your confession, dear brother, but that I am surprised that I never even guessed your feelings. I simply thought you were being my over protective brother all this time.

I wish I could tell you that Carl and I are happily married but it would be a lie. He is so busy with his business and I hardly ever see him any more. He calls to tell me he will be coming home late more and more often lately. He tells me I must understand what kind of dedication he has to put into getting this venture up and running but I have seen the girl who helps him in his shop and....well, I have my suspicions.

Cherie, your niece, is a beautiful young teenager who has her own life now and so I find myself facing more and more lonely nights at home. The other night I got out the photo album of all our family trips when we were younger and I found myself crying over them. When I got married, I so envisioned the happy life that our family had but I have learned that there is no happily ever after.

Sorry to burden you with my problems, dear brother, but sometimes I feel that you are the only one I can talk to. You always did listen to me when we were younger. Always gave me a shoulder to cry on. I love you, Julian and I miss you dearly. Please write to me again soon.

Your loving sister,
Nancy

PS...as long as we are confessing-I dont suppose you know I would peek in at you when you were showering. Well, now I am blushing and must go. I think I hear Carl pulling up in the driveway.

Again, Love

Nancy

 

[trp]

My dear, dear Nancy,
I'm so happy you're not extremely angry with me after what I told you in my first letter. After all, a brother telling his sister stuff like that... You could have easily decided not to speak to me anymore, to ban me from your life. I would have understood that. I would. But gladly you've decided otherwise. I'm so happy for that. So happy, I could rush over to your house, take you in my arms and smother you with kisses. But, I'm not going to do that. Firstly, now that I've made my confession, who knows where those hugs might lead to, and secondly... it's 3pm on a saturday afternoon, so Carl's probably at home with you anyway. By the way, sorry to hear about your marriage problems. I must say, I'm not surprised. I've always thought Carl wasn't Mr. Right for you. I know he can't you happy, sis. Of course, he gave you a nice house and a beautiful daughter... but you want more in life. You want real excitement, real passion. O Nancy, how many times I've wished that I could be the one to give you those things. Because, I KNOW I CAN. I understand you. We are MADE for each other. I would give you EVERYTHING you need. I would worship you.
In fact, I'm already doing that, you know. I have this picture of you, right here next to my computer screen. I'm looking at it while writing this letter. It's a couple of years old, but I don't mind. You look gorgeous in it, dressed in black (is that still your favorite color nowadays?), your hair - also black then - quite long, which I absolutely love (is it still, or do you wear it shorter now?). Anyway, this picture is almost like a shrine to me. I talk to it (you) everyday, I kiss it (YOU!) everyday, I watch you EVERYDAY, and I imagine... o god, Nancy... I imagine touching you, undressing you... caressing you. Seeing you, feeling you, your legs, your... breasts. God, everyday I wish it was actually YOU in person, instead of a stupid picture.
While we're on this 'physical' subject, I was quite surprised to find out you used to peek in at me while showering!!!! I never noticed anything. Even after all these years, I still find the thought of you secretly watching me, naked, quite... exciting. You know, there's something I used to do as well... in your room, when you were out. But, it's kind of 'kinky'. Maybe I'll tell you sometime.

Write me please, Nancy, soon.

Julian, the brother that loves you very much.

 

[Isolde]

My Dearest Julian,

I cannot believe that I am so bold in doing this. "What?", you say-well, I am blushing just thinking about it. In this letter you will find a more recent picture of me and I must tell you that I almost didnt put it in. I talked a friend of mine who is a photographer into taking it and I hope you like it. It is the most daring thing I have done.

As you can see, I still wear my hair long. I remember you once told me when we were younger how beautiful my hair was and I guess that kind of stuck in my mind because, since then I have always kept it long instead of cutting it to a more practical length.

The dress in the picture is black and the shortest dress I have ever worn. I have never even worn it that short for Carl. And the small straps on it...well, as I said it was the most daring thing I have ever done. And yes, dear brother, black is still my favorite color. It seems to fit my mood.

I know the setting is kind of...provocative. I am lounging on my bed but I couldnt help it. Your last letter got me so hot reading it. I have to tell you that it has been a very long time since Carl and I have been...intimate. He just doesnt have the time or desire anymore and I think I know why. That aside, when I read your letter I couldnt help but be affected by it. I dont know if it is loneliness or the fact that I am finding feelings for you that I never knew existed but I found myself having to dash to my room and finish reading your letter so that Carl and Cherie wouldnt notice how aroused I had gotten from it.

Oh, I know I should not be encouraging this thing between us but I find myself longing for another letter from you. I actually look forward to the mailman coming and I watch for him like a teenager waiting for a letter from that special someone in her life. Please write and let me know how you like the picture and I hope I was not too forward in sending it.

I also look forward to the secret of what you did in my room while I was out. My imagination is now running wild and I am sure it is not half the things I think it is. Please write soon. I so look forward to your letters.

Your very loving sis,

Nancy

[Edited by Isolde on 02-10-2001 at 08:42 AM]

 

[trp]

Nancy, my beautiful sister,
What a fabulous picture you sent me. I've never seen you looking so... SEXY. I simply can't take my eyes off... your legs, your cleavage, your... whole body really. Not even in my dreams I could have imagined you were so breathtakingly beautiful. Your Carl is a very stupid man not to see and appreciate this beauty. You know, Nancy, looking at this picture got me so excited. I think I've never been this excited before in my life. Knowing that you had this kind of pîcture taken for me, your own brother, adds to this feeling. It's more than excitement. I am... HORNY. Horny for your body.
I'll leave it at that for today.
I promise to send you a picture of myself tomorrow (and I'll also tell you my 'kinky secret' then).
Bye for now, my love.
Julian

 

[Isolde]

Dearest Julian,

Forgive me for not writing sooner. I have been having a horrible time in my life right now. Maybe I should not be telling you this but I dont know who else to turn to. All my suspicions about Carl have been proven correct. Tanya, one of my best friends, walked into his store a week back and found him and his clerk in the back room in...compromising positions. They were too busy to notice her and so they have no idea that I now know for sure what I have always suspected was true.

Oh, Julian, I just dont know what to do! I have spent so many hours doing nothing but crying. I cant eat, I cant sleep and I desperately wish you were here to help me through this. I dont know why this has affected me so much as I had my suspicions for so long. I guess its because I feel such a sense of failure now. I keep asking myself what I could have done to make him not stray. Could I have been a better wife? A better mother? Been more loving or maybe more attentive to him?

And what about Cherie? She doesnt know yet and I cant bring myself to tell her. I feel so alone and so unsure of myself. Anyway, I must close right now as Cherie is home and I have to go get myself presentable as I have been crying the whole time I wrote this and I dont wish her to see me this way.

I am glad that you liked the picture that I sent and I will write again as soon as I feel able to. Keep me in your thoughts, Sweet Julian, as I will keep you.

Your always loving sis,

Nancy

 

[trp]

Dear sis,
After all you've been telling me, I'm not at all surprised to hear about the affair Carl is having. I'm sorry your dream marriage didn't work out as planned, but there's only one way out of this mess: leave the creep. Just like that. A clean break. He betrayed you. Leave him... and come and stay with me. No one will think anything of it. We're brother and sister. It's perfectly normal we help each other out. You can bring Cherie as well. No problem. I'd be happy to see my beautiful niece some more. And I've got plenty of room in the house. After my divorce I kept on living in this big house. At least two or three empty rooms in here. Way too big for a man alone (okay, there's my girlfriend Linda, but she doesn't really live here 24/7, only at weekends). So, Nancy, come and stay with me, please. it'll be good. I promise. I'll take care of you. Please sis, let me know when you're coming.

Julian

(OOC: at this point it would be good to bring some other characters into action. Maybe Carl, the almost-ex-husband and Linda, Julian's girlfriend, or perhaps Tanya, Nancy's best friend. Any takers?)

 

[Isolde]

OOC: You might want to post that we need some new chars. Sometimes word doesnt get out otherwise.

 

[catlover]

[Edited by catlover on 02-14-2001 at 10:51 AM]

 

[Isolde]

Nancy

My very dearest Julian,

By the time you get this letter, I will be on the plane headed your way. I know that this is sudden, even though you had already extended the invitation to me and I hope this does not put you in a bad spot with your girlfriend in light of the things we have both revealed to each other over the last little while. But I need you Julian more than I have ever needed you before.

Let me start with what happened a few days ago. Carl came home and found one of your letters and then Cherie announced that she was pregnant. This was all dumped on me when I got home from shopping and Carl decided to take us to dinner and try to straighten things out. Julian, it was the worst possible idea that he has ever had.

There we were in a public place and Carl and I started yelling at each other with Cherie caught in the middle and no place to go. I told him that I knew about him and his clerk and he countered with your letter. I told him that at least nothing had happened between us like it had with him and his little...well, I wont go into details about what I called her. Let me just say that you have never heard that kind of language from be before.

I was totally ashamed of myself, dear brother, yet I could not stop. It felt like I was finally getting everything that I have been writing to you off my chest. Then Carl told me what a bad wife and mother I was and how I wanted everything but wouldnt give him anything and I broke. I told him that I was giving him a divorce and I grabbed Cherie and left.

He didnt come home that night and, the very next day, I took Cherie to the doctors and-thank God-she wasnt really pregnant. She is no longer a virgin but she is not pregnant. I guess she had been feeling the tensions between Carl and I and so she had made up the story about being pregnant because she was feeling lost in the middle of everything.

I promptly sat down to talk to her and we had a long mother/daughter discussion and I went out and bought her every birth control device known to man. I packed up what we needed and left before Carl came back and we are spending a couple of days in a hotel before the plane leaves for your place.

By the time you get this letter, we will be on our way to be with you. If you cannot meet me at the airport, I will take a taxi to your house. I really need to be with you now, Julian. I need your strength and understanding and-yes, your strong shoulder to cry on. I hope the invitation is still open.

Your very loving Sis,

Nancy

 

[trp]

Julian

O yes, Nancy was coming over to stay with me, maybe actually LIVE with me. I was so happy, so... excited. When I thought about what could happen... what was bound to happen, after all the things we'd written about in our letters, the love... and yes, the lust we'd expressed for each other... I got an encredible erection. I actually got a bit worried about that, 'cuz Nancy was not going to be by herself. Little cousin Cherie was coming with her. Well, 'little'... From what I'd read in Nancy's last letter, Cherie's cherry had already been picked, so she wasn't that 'little' no more. But still, I had to be careful, with her being around, not to be too close and intimate with Nancy. After all, I was the little girl's uncle, and her mother was MY sister. My beautiful and sexy sister... I looked at the picture she'd sent me. The round curves of her body, her hips and her thighs... Not long now, before I was going to touch those thighs, caress them and kiss them. Not long before Nancy was going to open her legs for me, and offer me...
I got so wrapped up in my incestuous fantasy, I hadn't even noticed my hand had slipped inside my pants, and I was jerking off... masturbating while looking at my sister's picture.
Only a few more hours and she would be on my doorstep.

 

[Isolde]

Nancy

I almost breathed a sigh of relief as the plane touched down. I had held my breath during the whole boarding/take off sequence just knowing Carl was going to come and try to get me to abort my plans. I knew now that I couldnt live like I had and that things could never be the way I wanted them to be in my marriage.

I did not know how it was going to work out living with Julian in light of the confessions we had been making to each other but I did know one thing. My brother had always been there for me no matter what and I knew that he would be there for me now.

As Cherie and I gathered our bags and headed out to catch a taxi, my heart was pounding at seeing Julian again. This was going to be very different than when we saw each other last for now there were no secrets between us. I gave the cab driver the address and looked over to where Cherie sat looking out of the window.

My heart went out to her. In just a short time her young life had been torn apart. I hoped that spending time with her uncle would help. I was sure she would find him as understanding to her plight as he had always been to mine. Julian was the best confidant anyone could have. And, now that I did not have my shambles of a marriage in the way, I could spend more time with her and get to know her better. I hoped our relationship would improve in the coming days and weeks.

My thoughts were brought short by the cab coming to a halt in front of Julian's house. I caught my breath. This was it. There was no turning back now and I was not sure I wanted to. Getting out of the cab and taking Cherie by the arm, we both went up to the door while the cabbie brought the bags and placed them at the doorstep. Paying him, I turned back towards the door and rang the doorbell. Holding my breath yet again, I waited for the door to open.

 

[trp]

Julian

I rushed to the front door when the bell rang, and with my heart pounding like hell, I opened it. There she was. Right in front of me. My sister. My... Nancy. She looked fabulous. Her full, curvy figure, dressed in black; her hair, shiny and black... and her dark and beautiful eyes... looking straight into mine. I realized it probably was a shock for her as well to see me after all this time. I was slimmer than I'd ever been before - because of not enough hot meals and too much whisky, my hair was crew cut-short and, as usual, I hadn't shaven in a couple of days. I thought I looked fashionably good... but Nancy had never seen me like this. But, judging from the broad smile on her face, she liked what she saw. My god, that mouth, those full lips... It hit me straight in the groin, and I felt an erection coming up.

"Co... come in," I uttered.

Nancy stepped in, and kissed me full on the lips. I could smell her flowery parfum and closed my eyes. Without thinking I placed my hand on her hip. The exact same moment I felt a physical response from her, like she pushed her hips a bit forward, ever so slightly... but it was there. I opened my eyes... and then I noticed Cherie, my niece. She was turning into a real looker, that one. Just like her mom, I couldn't help thinking. Shyly she stepped towards me, and gave my a kiss on the cheek.

"Hi, Uncle Julian," she said, almost whispering.

"Come in. Welcome! The both of you," I said, while looking at them both, in turns. "I'm very... very happy to see you. I really am."

I closed the door.

"Shall I first show you your rooms? Give you time to settle in. We'll talk later."

 

[Isolde]

Nancy

I couldnt help smile when Julian answered the door. It had been way too long since I had last seen him and I didnt realize how much I had missed him until that moment. He hadnt been taking care of himself, I could see that right away, but still he was as handsome as ever.

I blushed a bit at my thoughts but after our letter writing there was definately something between us...a tension that was almost touchable. I stepped forward on impulse and kissed him full on the lips. It didnt occur to me until later that I shouldnt have but right then I wanted to so I did. I shivered a bit as I felt his hand on my hip and I instinctivly pressed my hip slightly into him. God, it had been too long since someone had touched me like that and I was going to have to be careful around Cherie. Cherie...I had almost forgotten that she was there with me.

Stepping back from Julian, I smiled and said,"Thank you for letting us come, Julian. You dont know how much it means to me after everything we have been through." I smiled down at Cherie who was looking all around the house, her natural teenage curiosity overcoming what had happened the last few days.

Putting my hand on her shoulder, I said,"Why dont we get you into your room and then I can make us some dinner. I feel the need to do something and I while I am here, I intend to earn my keep." This last was said to Julian as I smiled tenderly at him.

I caught him looking at me in a strange way and I blushed before clearing my throat. "Lets get Cherie settled in," I said to him and he seemed to come back with a start. "Oh, oh yes," He said and picked up our bags to lead the way.

It wasnt long before I had Cherie in her room and she was unpacking. Julian had even provided her with a CD player and she was soon happily listening to her music as she went about arranging the room to her satisfaction.

Next he escorted me to my room. I could feel the tension grow between us as we walked along in silence and I was grateful when I finally stepped into my room. It was lovely. The bed was large enough for me to feel comfortable and the atmosphere was light and airy. I went over to the window while Julian set my luggage down and looked through the curtians. "It beautiful, Julian," I said as I dropped the curtain back down and looked over at him. I shook my head and walked over to him. Placing my hands on his sides to emphasize my point, I softly chided him,"Look at you. You look as if you havent had a proper meal in ages. We are just going to have to change that. While I am here I am going to make sure you start eating properly. This girlfriend of yours certaintly isnt taking care of you."

I looked up into his eyes as I spoke and my breath caught. Until this moment I had not realized what the confessions of our letters had done to me. I was looking at Julian and not seeing my brother but a very handsome and desirible man and I could feel my heart leaping in my chest as I stood there, not able to move.