Day-Dreaming.........??

When you are almost touching it and you can feel sleep finding you,

It is dark… there are shadows, things all around. The night fills the air… it is late or early... it is all the same, time has all rolled together for me again… there is no beginning or end, no rise or fall of days… laying there, trying with all I have to surrender to the sand-mans charms… but it can not be done…

I wake to the feel of softness under my face... Its there as it always is... twisting and turning just a bit... tangled in the blankets that cover me from the cold that I forced upon myself, the needed temperature so low to cool me to release my body from the heat that comes over me from the thought of you… cold is what I need… cold will take me snuggled under my cozy covers of warmth and still not give the feeling that I would find with you… that would only tease me… drive me wild… rip me apart with wanting.

I know why I do it... I know that I literally sit here each night unable to make myself sleep because another second another minute another hour brings me closer to you... and just as a child on a holiday night... there is no sleeping to be had... sleep comes as you finally hit that feel of softness under your face... the cool feeling that I have now pushed upon me.

But like most nights… I have awoken… waiting, wanting… I will wait. Wait forever for you to wake... wait always to have you again… wait as long as my eyes can stand to stay open and watch others type words... letters and phrases... till the dot dot dots run together with the giddy candor of all that play… I wait… needing you, wanting you, never able to get enough of you…. I wait…



xxx’s and ooo’s My Cute… always :kiss: .
 
You mean so much to me,
More than words could ever say.
I loved you ever since,
That very special day.

As the world sat on my shoulders,
I sat and took the weight.
And then you came along,
And took away the hate.

Even though I've never stared,
Straight into your eyes.
I know that I love you,
And believe me this is no lie.

I have never felt this way before,
Until you came along.
I love you more and more each day,
Nothing can go wrong.

You see,These feelings that I have written,
Is only just the start.
The stronger feelings are held,
Deep within my heart.

Now as I end, This heartfelt poem,
Theres something you should know.
I love you with all my heart,
And I'm never going to let you go.
 
And on that very special day you had an AV......

*stomps foot.. *

Where is it>???? :rolleyes:

Use the one that I love in the stripes mmmmm My Favorite heheheheee.... :p :kiss:
Rabbo1977 said:
You mean so much to me,
More than words could ever say.
I loved you ever since,
That very special day.
 
....sitting here listening to sappy music.

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you​


......20 minutes after the song has ended.... *sigh* well I guess you're right, that explains it.​


xxx's and ooo's --->Happy Birthday<--- :kiss:
 
RainDove25 said:
And on that very special day you had an AV......

*stomps foot.. *

Where is it>???? :rolleyes:

Use the one that I love in the stripes mmmmm My Favorite heheheheee.... :p :kiss:

but baby......:kiss: that was YOUR pic !
 
:rose:

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

:kiss:
 
MWUuuuuuuuahhhhh~! :kiss:

I am going to SHAKE you!.........Where is the AV??? :p :confused:


:kiss:
Rabbo1977 said:
:rose:

You’ll always be a part of me
I’m part of you indefinitely
girl don’t you know you can’t escape me
Ooh darling ‘cause you’ll always be my baby
And we’ll linger on
Time can’t erase a feeling this strong
No way you’re ever gonna shake me
Oh darling, ‘cause you’ll always be my baby

:kiss:
 
Past all that is directly infront of me... off in my day-dream,

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself instead of calamity
Peace, Serenity​

*~~~:kiss:~~~*​

*sighs*... off to la la land for me too... meet you at noon~smoootchies​

xxx's and ooo's always...you sod! :kiss:
 
Sweet Dreamies My Tarzie...

~~~:kiss: :kiss: :kiss: :kiss:~~~​
This is cute.. check it out..hehehee (it sings to you)
Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale moonlight
Someone's thinking of me
And loving me tonight
Somewhere out there
Someone's saying a prayer
That we'll find one another
In that big somewhere out there
And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishin'
On the same bright star
And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true
And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishin'
On the same bright star
And when the night wind
Starts to sing a lonesome lullaby
It helps to think we're sleeping
Underneath the same big sky
Somewhere out there
If love can see us through
Then we'll be together
Somewhere out there
Out where dreams come true ...​
 
It only makes sense to keep this were it belongs... In my day-dreams...

Tarzie, you silly sod, you will learn how to return these posts to me some day~! :kiss:

He came to her, finally.

It was a date set in stone from almost the moment they met. Days and weeks had past, waiting and hoping that this moment would come. He arrived with the smile of an angel and the looks of the devil.

Their time lasted not more then what was planned, but all too soon he had to leave. Had to return to the land he was born, the family he left behind. As they walk their last walk together, on that chilly mid January afternoon... it was like the heavens opened and cried for them during their goodbyes.


Their words ran through her head, over and over again she was hearing too many so longs, too many fair wells. The tears she held for so long could not be barracked any longer… desperation she felt to have one more day, one more hour, as it seemed another chance to take the life that she had dreamt her whole life for.

It is here in my heart, I know this is where you belong now. It is here where I stand and breathe that you must realize this, we are meant to stay never apart.” She pleads.

Grabbing her face in his hands he bows his head over hers, they touch, his chin to her forehead, “I must go Jane, I must return, my love. You know you are my world, you are all I have ever wanted. I never planned to stay as long as I have. I must return and make things right, I shall not be gone forever. Jane you know I love you!

At long last, she lifted her head, her arms still entwined behind his neck. Their gazes locked. Her eyes brimmed with emotion; fear and anguish, and yes, something more. Something haunting and painfully inescapable. Her lower lip trembled. And against him, her body began to tremble, too, as if from desperation, and from that raw emotion which one often feels when danger has brushed too near. An emotion which could oftentimes take the form of a desperate hunger; a wish to be fully, reassuringly alive.

The rain was still trailing down their faces. Her breath was still hitching like a frightened child’s. But when her lashes drooped half shut, and her face tilted ever so slightly, he did it. He kissed her. And in that surreal moment, with the rain pounding down all around them, and the thunder rumbling ominously in the distance, it seemed as if that was what she begged him for.

It was meant as a gentle kiss. He only felt like it was his duty to kiss her, a kiss of comfort and of reassurance. He did not want to give her false hope.

She opened her mouth beneath him, inviting him to deepen the kiss to something more, he accepted, sliding his tongue deep into the warmth of her mouth as if he, too, was desperate. Perhaps he was. He had not kissed a woman with this sort of irrational hunger in …well, Perhaps forever. They had spent more then two weeks together but never had they come together with such passion. He loved her above all else, but he must go on, must sort out everything he left behind before he can move on with her for good.

He was unable to stop himself. He knew, of course, that this was wrong that he was taking advantage of an emotionally vulnerable woman. That he needed to be careful for her sake, that he still had to return home. But as he held her there, as the rain beat down on them and when her eyes sought his, he could not do anything other.

She kissed him back with heated urgency, coming onto her toes, and allowing her breasts to press flat against him. She smelled of soap and rain, and of well there was nothing else he could figure, she smelled of his Jane. The sodden day dress clung to her every curve, lush and tempting, leaving nothing to the imagination.

He closed his eyes, his hand extended to the swell of her hip. When he touched her, she made a sound deep in her throat and pressed her hips into his. It was madness they felt it deep with in themselves it was there in each touch of there mouths and with each glide of their bodies as the pressed together.


more kissing to follow...~! :kiss:

xxx's and ooo's always :kiss:
 
how can i show my real love to you,
but i always promise you my heart,
I promise you my life,
I promise we'll never be apart,
I promise not to hurt you,
I promise to never make you cry,
I promise to always trust you,
I promise not to lie,
I promise you forever,
I promise you tonight,
I promise you my respect,
I promise to do things right,
I promise to always be there,
I promise until the end,
I promise to always love you,
I promise to be your best friend,
I promise you my love,
I promise our friendship is my life,
you're the PEANUT to my BUTTER,
you're the STAR to my BURST,
you'r the T to my T,
you're the POP to my TART,
you're the MILKY to my WAY,
you're the FRUIT to my LOOP,
you're, you're and you'r…………
 
~~ :rose: ~~* Dovey Booty Bumpies *~~ :rose: ~~


To lazy and worn out to do any day-dreaming so just a bump is good. :kiss:
 
Good Night My Tarzie... I am off to bed.... Jane's a tired girly~! :kiss:

xxx's and ooo's you silly sod~! :kiss:
 
I want to be her last call of the night, and her first thought in the morning. I want five hour conversations, the ones that end with "NO! You hang up first!". I want her to make my heart race, give me sweaty palms, hugs that you never want to let go of, to look into her eyes and read that she loves me, without her even saying it........

and to be their for her 24 hours a day.......

:kiss:
 
I did it~! The first actual very important conversation with someone from my family... and I did it... I called Boo (Younger sister) and I told her...

Phone..: Ring Ring Ring... or more like... *Come on hear the noise, girls rock your boys...* RingBackTone.. Thank you VERIZON!​

RantingMe: Boo... Hey, what ya do'n? Got a minute?
Boo: I need saltines..
RantingMe: Oh yeah... that works... and drink lots of water.
Boo: Ugggghhh... I just cant wait for this to be over... too many months to go..
RantingMe: Stop your crying... its only 9months and you are half way there..
Boo: I know... did I tell you we picked names>?
RantingMe: Yeah... Like Max or something... right?
Boo: We changed that... we think... Tomasilliano... isn’t it great?
RantingMe: Ahh yeah... great, *shrugs*..... Listen I have to tell you something, it’s important.
Boo: What?.... Don’t you think it is important to get the right names picked? What do you think everyone will think? I mean come on it is cool right..? Sooooo different and all... You dont like it huh?*as she sucks in her breath*
RantingMe: Yes, Yes... I am sorry. I just wanted to tell you something... but its ok... its no big deal… maybe I could tell you later… or I don’t know.. Maybe just forget it... don’t worry… Its nothing.. well its something.. Something to me... its important... but I know you are busy.. well I will just go… I mean.. I will listen to you… that’s a nice name…
Boo: What the hell is going on? Listen girly you need to slow down and just spit it out... this kid isn’t coming for at least 4 more months its name can wait.. Whats up?
RantingMe: WellIMetSomeoneOnLineAndWeAreGoingToBeTogetherIThink
Boo: Wow... What? Slow down…
RantingMe: I met someone… I know it’s very unlike me… I know I never want to date anyone but… I like this guy… really.
Boo: Oh My Gawd... That is great! Who is he... did you meet him at work? Does he live near you? Do the boys know him.. like is he friends with them? What’s his name? Will Monique like him? (Monique being my OLDER sister)<--Shes scary.. :catroar:
RantingMe: Did you not hear me…? I met him online….
Boo: Oh…….*long pause*…….. Do you think he is like a crazy serial killer guy? I mean that happens you know...
RantingMe: NO! Don’t be stupid… this is crazy, I know... but what do you want from me... he isn’t... uggggggghhhh It’s real Boo… we are really going to try to be together... Do you think its bad or crazy, insane, weird?
Boo: Well… No. I guess... I have heard worse... and you know... the guys around here are all dick heads. We could always do a background check on him anyways...
RantingMe: Yeah I guess…:rolleyes:….

*shrugs..* So it continues on like that for about 15 more minutes.. but all in all it went well... She basically has a new love of becoming a Fed and at some points she predicts we shall have our second children at the same time...
:D

I DID IT!!!!! …..Now the clock just keeps ticking… Tick Tock Tick Tock… and I gotta tell MONIQUE :eek:
 
:rose: :heart: You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her :rose: :heart:
 
Ummm are you saying that I am ugly unless you love me then.. :confused:

heheheheee ;)
Rabbo1977 said:
:rose: :heart: You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her :rose: :heart:
 
RainDove25 said:
Ummm are you saying that I am ugly unless you love me then.. :confused:

heheheheee ;)

LOL.......im simply saying there is more to you than just beauty :kiss:

and i should know.............right ?
 
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