Dancer. Mine.

I smiled and watched her with hungry eyes, her swaying quickly made me rock hard in my pants. "You are so sexy it's maddening." I told her. "And you are fun to talk to over coffee, you know? Just so you don't think I don't just like you body." I teased.

I licked my lips a little as my mouth felt dry. "I wish I was brave enough to try to make you my girlfriend." I said, my face turning a little red. I don't know why she was making me so nervous and yet so horny at the same time.
 
She winked at him, she knew that he was shy and that is why he comes here. She felt a little sad for him. But seeing a client is not a good idea. She was warn about it, but she couldn't crash him down. She continued to dance, she got close to him and sat on his lap. She rested the back of her head on his shoulder, rubbing her ass on his groin.

-Well for this hour, i am your girlfriend.
She purred in his ear, rubbing her body against his. She slided her hands along his arms and she grabbed his hands, resting them on her hips.
 
I smiled at that, an hour of a girlfriend. That made sense, for a time this dance, this erotic display was for me and for me only. I never thought of it like that, even with Candy, or Saphire or any of the other girls really. I always just paid got a dance and moved on. Lexi was different.

She let me touch her, which was so much different of an experience already. My hands held her hips as she swayed and rubbed against me. I shifted, my cock getting pinched against my zipper.

I smiled up at her once I was adjusted, "I like that." I said, "I could have a lot of fun with a girlfriend, even for an hour." I winked.
 
She looked at him, a bit insulted.
-Don't get the wrong idea...I'm not a prostitute!
She said defensively, she let that one slide, afterall, she knew he could have ment it in some other way, that it might just came out wrong.

She continued to rubbed her body against his, getting lost in the music and letting it take over her body. Moving to the slow rythm of the song.
 
I blinked and shook my head, "I didn't mean that. I was...errr sorry." I frowned. I thought I had definitely lost some point with her right there. Yet she continued to sway and dance with me, her body rubbing against mine. I could smell her perfume and felt the softness of her skin start to overwhelm my senses. I tilted my head back and savored her body against mine.
 
"You're forgiven Jake." She said softly, she can feel his cock, hard under her. She understood a bit on how he can get nervous. He didn't dare to move his hands off her hips.

She turned around, facing him. His lips just a few inches from hers. She thought about making him happy and kiss him. But she feared that might ve trouble, afterall, she does not know him very well. Judging with what she knows about him, she does not feel he's very threatning. She doubted he was dangerous.

She putted his hands on her body again, and smiled.
-You can touch me Jake.
She purred. Sliding his hands on her breast. Over the material of her bra.
 
I moaned as she breathed against my lips, letting me know I could touch her. Her hands moved mine to her breasts and I smiled slowly. Her breasts felt amazing, perky and firm, just wonderful. They made my mouth water, they made me want her even more than before.

I flexed my hands gently, squeezing her breasts. My cock was absolutely throbbing in my pants, her body pressed against me I figured she had to be able to feel me aching for her. How good her dancing made me feel.
 
She let him caress her breast threw her bra, she had to admit, she didn't mind him doing so. She felt a bit of excitement from knowing the affect she has on him.
While his hands were on her breast, she unhook her bra and let it fall, exposing her perky breast to him. Her excitement resulted in her nipples to be erect. Placing his hands over them for him to feel.


She then moved her breast upward, practicly in his face. His hands still on her breast.
 
My eyes widened when she removed her bra. Something about seeing a woman's breasts was just so exciting for me, intoxicating in ways that I find hard to describe correctly. My fingers gently caressed the soft skin of her breasts, my thumbs gently flicked over her nipples.

She leaned into me, her breasts especially getting very close to my face. I wondered if she would let me taste them, just a little. I looked up at her and let my hands fall slowly from her breasts, "I could touch you all day long. Your skin is like silk."
 
She smiled down at him, "I bet you say that to all the dancers!.." His hands slided to her ass. She got up and danced again, teasing him with her skirt.

A knock at the door cut her concentration. Then she heard Candy's voice.
-Lexie! The manager wants to see you!
Immediately she opened the door and putted her clothes back on. She looked at Jake.
-Sorry Jake, I'll be right back ok.

Once out the door, candy looked at Jake. Noticing his boner.
-I heard you got her for an hour, what is going on Jake? You never pay for more then a few dances!
 
I was lost in Lexi's dancing, the way her hips moved. My hands on her ass, everything kind of took me to a better place. When the knock came at the door I jumped and blinked, almost like I was coming back to Earth.

Next thing I knew Candy was standing in front of me asking what the hell I was doing. "I like her, she is nothing like any dancer I've ever met." I explained, "She has a way of making me feel special beyond what any other dancer has done." I told her.

"Candy are you fucking jealous?" I asked leaning forward. "Why would you bust in here when you know I have paid private time. PAID. Are you going to get my money back? Because I spent a lot of money to have my time with Lexi." I was getting mad because Candy was looking at me with a judgmental look and I hate being judged, I grew up being insulted and judged and this was supposed to be my SAFE place away from that.
 
Candy got aggravated,
-She will come back Jake! The boss wanted to see her, as for me being jealous! Please, I brought you to her, and you're right, she is not like the others. She might get insulted id you blow your load in your pants while she his grinding you!

She was getting a bit frustrated, but her intentions was not to get Lily too involved in this kind of world.
-Look! All i'm saying is you better treat her nicely, she's a good girl!

To that, she turned her heels and left.
 
I sat there in shock for a bit after Candy left. I have never known the owner of the club Doug to pull a girl from a private performance because it affected his own money. Why he would want to see Lexi during a dance with me, actually with me especially because he and I knew each other pretty well, was weird.

Plus Candy's little statement, pissed me off and also frightened me. What if Lexi freaked out if I jizzed with her dance? I think if I got rejected that way I would totally give up on life. This was supposed to be my place to get my pleasure from, without fear of that. But now I feared of that and it fucking angered me.

I slammed my fist on the chair and got up. Screw it, I wasn't going to risk that rejection. Maybe ever again which meant I could never come back to Silk. Way to steal my happiness Candy.

I stormed out of the booth and into the public room where I saw Candy chatting with a guy by the stage. I marched over to her and said, "This was supposed to be a place where I could come without the fear of rejection, that rejection I've suffered through my entire life. I want to thank you Candy for taking that safe place away from me. You can go upstairs and explain to Doug why his best customer will never be coming back and it is YOUR fault."

Then I stormed out and drove home to angry to cry, to upset to do anything but stare up at my ceiling, and wish for sleep...or death. Whatever comes first.
 
The manager just wanted to straighten out her next stage performance, not being aware she had an hour of private paid. When he left, Candy came to see lily. Looking distraught.
-What's wrong?
-I think i fucked up, i'm sorry lily, I was just looking out for you.

Not too sure what she was talking about, Candy started to explain.
-He's not going to be happy about this. What are you gonna do?
-Maybe I should text him and apologized. Get him to come back either tonight or tomorrow.

Lily agreed and Candy texted him, apologizing for her behavior and adding that if he comes back and says nothing to the owner she will give him or get lexie to give him a few lap dances.

Hoping he would cone back.
 
I didn't see the texts until the next day. I heard the phone beep but I ignored it, the events of the night made me uninterested in dealing with anyone or anything. In the morning I made sure it wasn't a message from someone important like my boss or maybe a client.

Seeing a message from Candy only pissed me off more. She fucked up? She fucked up, and wanted me to come back and keep my mouth shut? FUCK CANDY! She could apologize all she wants it wouldn't remove the fear of the club from me again. Like so what if she apologized? It wouldn't take away the doubt in my mind that me jizzing during a dance wouldn't disgust a girl. I can't go through with that.

PArt of me knew I needed to grow up and realize that people aren't out to insult me constantly. But you try growing up abused by everyone around you for your entire childhood and tell me you wouldn't be a bit fucked up.

I deleted Candy's messages and sneered, let her fear what Doug would make her do after he learns what happened.
 
The day after, Lily day was interupted by Candy's frantic calls.
-He didn't respond!!! He's gonna tell the boss, he will be furious.....I will lose my job.
She sobbed, lily felt so bad for her.
-Oh Candy, is there anything I could do to help?
-Well... Could you talk to him? I'll give you his number, he likes you, maybe he will listen to you.
She begged, Lily felt bad of the whole situation.
-Okay Candy, I'll try yo talk to him...

Candy gave her his number and hung up. She hesitated at first but then she dialled the number.
 
I was sitting on the couch playing some Diablo 3 on my Playstation when the phone rang with a number that I didn't know. I frowned at the phone but picked it up on the off-chance it could be something work related. I hit the pause button and put the phone to my ear.

"Hello?" I asked. I heard Lexi's voice come over the phone and blinked. "Lexi? How did you get my....Candy of course. Look she said some things that kind of fucked with my head so that's why I left. I'm sorry I didn't say anything but it's fine, keep the money and maybe I'll see you at the coffee shop." I didn't want to be mean to her, she had done nothing to me so she didn't deserve my frustration that I felt toward Candy.
 
-I know Jake, she told me. I feel terrible and so does she. She did not wanted to angry you like that. But understand, she helped me get this job and she's really sorry. Jake if there's anything I could do to erase this situation?
 
I leaned back in my seat and sighed, "Not really Lexi. I've told you about growing up being utterly bullied and rejected by anyone that could be a friend. I can't risk getting my pleasure at that club and having you or any other dancer grossed out by my release or whatever. Just mentally I cant fucking handle it. I'm sorry but I wont go back."

I shrugged, "Maybe it is a good thing though, perhaps I can try and have a real girlfriend now. It is about time I make that move into the real world right? I'll never get anywhere if I don't try. So watch out ladies I'm coming for you."
 
Lily felt terrible for him, he seemed so hurt by Candy's words. She understood where he was coming from but at the same time he had to learn to let the past go.

-Jake, Doug will probably fire her...I can't let that happen, she helped me out when I needed help. Look I have a few hours before I have to go to work. Would you like to go for a coffee or something? Please Jake, help me out here.

She asked sweetly, hoping he will accept to talk and smooth things out.
 
I sighed and looked at the wall. Could I let Candy get fired, honestly I probably could. The reason she even said anything was because I was spending more money on Lexi than I ever did with her at a single time. I told Candy everything about myself and she used it to push my buttons. So yes I could let her get fired.

However i couldn't just dismiss Lexi, after all she had done nothing wrong to me, in fact she let me do more with her than any other girl ever. So I said, "Yeah I'll meet you there. Give me twenty."


Twenty minutes later I was sitting across from Lexi sipping coffee unsure of what to say to her. "You were the best lap dancer I ever had Lexi." I told her.
 
Lily sat with Jake talking over the problem. She reinsured him that none of the girls are disgusted by him. The girls actually likes him and so does the owner.
-Jake, it would sadden me if you don't come back. I swear the only one that knows is me and candy, and i don't think you're a creep.

She looked at him, he seemed angry still. She slide her hand on his, which made him look at him questionably.

-What if you come tonight, i'll give you back that hour, i'll prove to you that neither I or the other girls think anything bad of you. It never crosse your mind that maybe Candy might have liked you?

She said with a naughty smile.
 
I looked at her hand on mine and raised my eyes up at her, "I highly doubt that she likes me like that. I mean it is possible, but why would she throw you into my lap if that was the case?" I asked.

I shrugged, "Look maybe I can go tonight. But I really need to be able to get my rocks off like usual, otherwise the club just wont be the same."

I looked at her and frowned, "I'm sorry that's inappropriate."
 
Knowing exactly what he would like she smiled and said.
-Jake, if you come to the club and give it another shot for me, i'll be the one to give you that lap dance. And i won't think any less of you i swear.

She said, with a honnest tone.

-I don't think she meant to hurt you, she tends to get kinda protective with me. I know her well enough to say that is she didn't like you, she would've never introduced you to me.

A warm smile on her face.
-So I hope to see you tonight!
She said getting up and with a wink.
-Afterall, I believe i owe you an hour of my time.
 
I smiled and nodded as I watched Lexi leave the coffee shop. I felt a little bit better. I was still a bit uneasy, but I guess it is my nature, I would try to overcome it and visit the club tonight just to see what happens.

I went home, played some games, showered, ate dinner, then dressed up for the club. I wore a black silk shirt, with black slacks. I looked pretty good if I do say so myself, but the best part was that the slacks wouldn't cause my dick to rub against a zipper while hard and having a girl rub on me.

When I walked into the club, I tried to be low key about it. I really didn't want Candy running up to me to apologize or whatever, I just wanted to sit for a bit and let myself relax before things started up.
 
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