Daddy's Little Girl

[HeavyBalls]

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[snowkitten13]

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[Melancholy_Baby]

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Damn, I wish the Dom I just met felt that way.

 

[HeavyBalls]

Damn, I wish the Dom I just met felt that way.

Sorry to hear that...

 

[curvyangel1969]

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this!

I really like this one.

 

[barefootgirl69]

this!

I really like this one.

And pick you up and carry you to bed... like a Viking!!

 

[HeavyBalls]

Hi folks, hope you don't mind all of the posts today. it's been a day of self reflection, and a lot of things came out. I just didn't want to feel like I was spamming the heck out of you.

A lot of what I feel came out regarding what we are, but there's a lot still left in there from all the pain and loss I've had.

So after all said and done I feel drained and low... It's like the pain is right there again centre stage. I know I need to feel it to process it but I still don't want to. Especially when it haunts my dreams when I finally get myself settled enough to sleep.

I guess right now part of me wants to fulfill someone else so I can revel in their bliss with them. As I feel like I can't generate any of my own.

I'm OK, I promise.

Thanks for listening and offering all of your kind words.

 

[bzlynzee]

Hi folks, hope you don't mind all of the posts today. it's been a day of self reflection, and a lot of things came out. [....]

I'm OK, I promise.

Thanks for listening and offering all of your kind words.

glad to hear you are okay.
take care of you as you are grieving and getting your bearings.

 

[HeavyBalls]

Hiya folks.

Today's a better day. It started off rough but I'm starting to feel a bit more normal again. It keeps hitting me in waves.

 

[HeavyBalls]

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[HeavyBalls]

I hate being played with...

 

[justasimplegirl]

I hate being played with...

I know what you mean and I can relate, but in my head that translated as "doesn't play well with others" ... which made me giggle.

 

[HeavyBalls]

I know what you mean and I can relate, but in my head that translated as "doesn't play well with others" ... which made me giggle.

I haven't played well with others in a while. I'm trying though.

 

[cascadiabound]

I haven't played well with others in a while. I'm trying though.

Do you need a warning label in the meantime HB?

https://www.legendaryusa.com/thumbnail.asp?file=assets/images/ST224.jpg&maxx=600&maxy=0

P.S. You seem to play with others just fine as far as I can tell. Keep trying. Give yourself a break.

 

[HeavyBalls]

No I think I'm just having a down day again. They're to be expected.

 

[cascadiabound]

No I think I'm just having a down day again. They're to be expected.

awww ... honey. (I meant to make you laugh... I do hope I did not hurt your feelings...)

feel better

 

[Melancholy_Baby]

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Very true. I recently met a Dom who made me feel I wasn't good enough for him, it's made my heart feel very heavy. It's so hard to find a Dom who is willing to let his sub love Him and serve Him and not look down on her.

 

[HeavyBalls]

awww ... honey. (I meant to make you laugh... I do hope I did not hurt your feelings...)

feel better

You did no harm. I can assure you of that.
Such labels would be very helpful though.

 

[Melancholy_Baby]

No I think I'm just having a down day again. They're to be expected.

I hope tomorrow will be a thousand times better for you, and that everything you see brings a smile to your face and lightens your heart.

 

[cascadiabound]

Very true. I recently met a Dom who made me feel I wasn't good enough for him, it's made my heart feel very heavy. It's so hard to find a Dom who is willing to let his sub love Him and serve Him and not look down on her.

Anyone who does not make you feel good, in fact, better about yourself when you are with them, should be kicked to the curb instantly. Just because you are a sub, does not mean that ANYONE should EVER look down on you, even when you are on your knees.

 

[just_e]

Very true. I recently met a Dom who made me feel I wasn't good enough for him, it's made my heart feel very heavy. It's so hard to find a Dom who is willing to let his sub love Him and serve Him and not look down on her.

Respect has to go both ways

 

[HeavyBalls]

I hope tomorrow will be a thousand times better for you, and that everything you see brings a smile to your face and lightens your heart.

Thank you.

 

[Melancholy_Baby]

Thank you.

You're very welcome.

 

[HeavyBalls]

I just want to feel good about me again. I'm trying, I promise everyone that I am.

 

[Melancholy_Baby]

Anyone who does not make you feel good, in fact, better about yourself when you are with them, should be kicked to the curb instantly. Just because you are a sub, does not mean that ANYONE should EVER look down on you, even when you are on your knees.

Respect has to go both ways

I agree, I ended it.