Crazed by curiosity, and a vanilla town

[BiSmiley]

Its been bugging ever since I was a kid.

Curiosity in general, information, people, places, things, but the most troubling part is the one I can't get solid answers for example sexuality&fetishes.

How does one truely come to a conclusion on the subject I mean its maddening?
Sure I've been with girls, always got compliments on performance, but then again I tend to tease alot so getting one wound up tend to make the rest of the night easier.

But as per fantasies and whatnot how does one REALLY know until they give it a try, biggest problem there for myself is a certain lack of availability and a short menu(meaning in the middle of nowhere there's not much to choose from most folks out here plain and unimaginative...maybe why I'm popular with a select few)

anyway can't seem to get my mind off these things I've never tried, are they just curiosities or is there something real there. Sure I can 'say' I'm bi-sexual but its bullshit till I dive-in isn't it??
But if the mere thought turn your crank doesn't it have to mean something?

People often want what they cant have, am i simply bored with the same flavour or is there something to work with among this rant.

This Vanilla town is driving me nuts.

thanks for reading this far...hope I put this in the right place

sincerely
Smiley

 

[aniowachick]

I Live in the bible belt in a vanilla town too.

I have found while looking for play partners we have much better luck at surrounding larger towns...

I am bi but Ill tell ya, bi women are not easy to find around here

 

[BiSmiley]

very true
like minded folks are hard to find
and what worse is nto being able to travel out to find them