Cravings

[shy slave]

The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

 

[Shankara20]

Not very submissive,

bad girl! go to your room!



(so.. I do not need coffee to wake me up this morning anymore.... )

 

[intothewoods]

I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

Lol, I've also wondered if my desire to rip off someone's clothes will impair my submissiveness.

bad girl! go to your room!

Nooo, Shank, too many toys in there!!!

 

[Shankara20]

Nooo, Shank, too many toys in there!!!

I did not send her to MY room



.

 

[catalina_francisco]

The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

Sounds perfectly normal to me, not sure what you can do about it now though!!

Catalina

 

[intothewoods]

I did not send her to MY room .

Or mine.

 

[graceanne]

I hear that. *sigh*

With K doing school and working full time we're doing a whole bunch of quickys. *pouts*

 

[callinectes]

*ahem* please excuse me for a moment....

 

[intothewoods]

Sounds perfectly normal to me, not sure what you can do about it now though!!

Catalina

No idea, but I think there's a hint in callinectes' post.

 

[catalina_francisco]

No idea, but I think there's a hint in callinectes' post.

Nah, when it gets that bad, self pleasure just doesn't touch the spot...sort of like getting a chocolate craving and eating everything else in sight because you don't have chocolate...still have the chocolate craving at the end of it all and a lot of unwanted pounds without satisfaction.

Catalina

 

[the captians wench]

Nah, when it gets that bad, self pleasure just doesn't touch the spot...sort of like getting a chocolate craving and eating everything else in sight because you don't have chocolate...still have the chocolate craving at the end of it all and a lot of unwanted pounds without satisfaction.

Catalina

Amen to that!

A craving like that can only be fulfilled by that special touch. Which my explain why I'm starting to get grumpy again.

 

[graceanne]

Nah, when it gets that bad, self pleasure just doesn't touch the spot...sort of like getting a chocolate craving and eating everything else in sight because you don't have chocolate...still have the chocolate craving at the end of it all and a lot of unwanted pounds without satisfaction.

Catalina

That is, like, the worlds most awesome analagy. That's it perfectly.

 

[BiBunny]

Amen to that!

A craving like that can only be fulfilled by that special touch. Which my explain why I'm starting to get grumpy again.

Tell me about it. The problem with being a switch who's owned by another switch is that occasionally you argue over whose turn it is to tie who up.

I think it's my turn next, though.

 

[intothewoods]

Nah, when it gets that bad, self pleasure just doesn't touch the spot...sort of like getting a chocolate craving and eating everything else in sight because you don't have chocolate...still have the chocolate craving at the end of it all and a lot of unwanted pounds without satisfaction.

Catalina

Rub it in, why don't you? Le sigh.

 

[the captians wench]

Tell me about it. The problem with being a switch who's owned by another switch is that occasionally you argue over whose turn it is to tie who up.

I think it's my turn next, though.

Well hopefully there's a first time to be finallized here in the next few months for me and the one I crave. *crosses fingers*

 

[Blushing Bottom]

Funny ss, it doesn't sound much like a "slow burn."

In fact it sounds sooooo hot.

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The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

 

[Exogenous]

The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

Those are frequent cravings for me, as well. Heavy sigh. Lucky you, though, as you get to see your Dom soon (even if you presently feel it's not soon enough)! I miss my former Dom and all that we shared so very much.

That is, like, the worlds most awesome analagy. That's it perfectly.

Wow, yes, I second that sentiment! Beautifully and perfectly said, Catalina!

 

[shy slave]

Nah, when it gets that bad, self pleasure just doesn't touch the spot...sort of like getting a chocolate craving and eating everything else in sight because you don't have chocolate...still have the chocolate craving at the end of it all and a lot of unwanted pounds without satisfaction.

Catalina

I am with gracie and Wenchie on this, you say it so well.

 

[shy slave]

Shank, I went to my room as you instructed.

With callinectes idea in mind, I played, and played and played.

I craved more so read porn, watched porn and played again. It didn't work, now I have even wilder ideas that what I started with

However, no matter what the craving, I would never head for your room instead...your toys are just too damn scary for little me!


Blushing bottom, your right, it is hot in my mind. It is hard trying to work, focus on daily tasks and talk to people about ordinary stuff, I can feel it sizzling and frying brain cells *sigh*

ITW and Exogenous I am glad I am not alone in this, its a bitch huh.

Bi Bunny, your post made me laugh out loud. Thank you for that, it makes my cravings seem manageable, at least I always know whose turn it is for a beating lol

I could almost break into the Monty Python song 'Always look on the Bright Side of Life' having read your post!

 

[Yasashii_Kaze]

That is, like, the worlds most awesome analagy. That's it perfectly.

Thirded.

 

[Byakuya]

The last few days my mind has been drifting to hot, hard, nasty, used sex.

Full of control, pain and lust.

His hands ripping my ass open, pulling at my hair, tied breasts and swollen cunt.
Face slapping with his hand and cock, breath holding, begging to lick his cock when it has been in my cunt and ass, feeling his piss on my face, hair and cunt, having him piss into my ass.
I don't want orgasms I want to be his fuck toy, obey whatever he wants and be used in a harsh uncompromising way.

It sort of ticks away in the back of my mind, so it is always there, slow burning.



I am over with him in a couple of weeks, but honestly, if I don't stop thinking this way I will end up ripping his clothes off at the airport or in his car.

Not very submissive,

But I crave him and I crave him now!

hawt post!

 

[shy slave]

hawt post!

Glad you think so *blush*

If I am lucky it will be a 'hawt' reality in a couple of weeks

 

[Shankara20]

However, no matter what the craving, I would never head for your room instead...your toys are just too damn scary for little me!

- me thinks you protest a bit too much to protect your reputation more then to keep from being scared

I am starting to post more of those scary body parts pics over at my place once again - see you there....


.

 

[shy slave]

- me thinks you protest a bit too much to protect your reputation more then to keep from being scared

I am starting to post more of those scary body parts pics over at my place once again - see you there....


.

*Winces, flinches and then heads for Shanks thread, fingers already covering my eyes*

 

[Exogenous]

ITW and Exogenous I am glad I am not alone in this, its a bitch huh.

LOL, misery loves company...but satisfaction is ever so much better! Hang in there, you only have a wee while longer before you are well satisfied by fulfilling your Dom's pleasures, right? Make things even more interesting...do not touch or play at all until you are with him and allowed release by him (refer to my sig).

After that, talk about wanting to rip his clothes off in the airport!