Contemplation

[BlueSugar]

Contemplation,

After you've stripped me of the clothing you put me in, you should forcefully massage my muscles and grab the clothspins, use them as you see fit of course. You should take them off slowly after however long you leave them on so I can feel the dull aura of pain all over the areas you clipped. You should give me a name I can answer to while we play our games. We should have candles ready, and possibly some ice...

I want you to slide yourself inside me ever so slowly and hold yourself there. Then slide out and do other things.
I want you to take out the toy, the long purple one that vibrates, and push it into me while you fuck my face. I want to suck you off, I want to massage you with my tongue, I want you to order me around and tell me just how to do it even though I know how to get you off. You should make me hum ,moan and coo when my lips are around you, I want to take you to the brink of orgasm and then stop. I love when you're so hard it hurts. I love when you expand in my mouth and make me choke a little, I like the way you feel on my tongue... thinking about it now makes me throb for you.

Then maybe The Swing or make use of the chains and my cuffs. Bond me first standing against the wall... and get the flogger. Or on the hook between the kitchen and living room. And then maybe in the center of the bed with my arms above my head, flogger and clothspins maybe. I want you to talk to me about all the things you tease me about, all the little mind fucks you use against me to make me squirm and cry. Use what we said tonight even. I like all those dirty nasty words, the degrading ones, humiliate me.

I want you to fuck me slowly but firmly. I want to feel every ridge inside me flexing against my tight wetness press hard against the very end of me... and have you pull out slowly all the way. I love when you do that, it is delicious. I want you to do this as you slip your fingers around my neck and squeeze so you feel even that much more in control. I know you love the image...the power struggle. I want you to take me any way you wish... rape me... but put me on my knees the longest. I like being on my knees for you.

Do you have the blind fold or do I?
oh... and take plenty of pictures. camera is in the trunk.

Do what you want , these are only suggestions, I'm going crazy without you.






((everyone else: feel free to post your dirty thoughts and scenes or images that you get when you let your mind do what it does best... ))

 

[InnerDarkness]

I'll have what you're having

 

[PyroDemon]

I do like the way your mind works. Thank you for the mental images.

 

[BlueSugar]

I've been having a "moment" for the past few days ... ::sigh::

anyone else ever be stuck in "moment" land?

 

[graceanne]

wow, sounds fun.

 

[WriterDom]

today's dirty thought

I want you standing with legs wide apart. Let me clamp the wrist restraints to the ankle restraints. It is a good thing you have been doing your Pilates. You are a little humiliated being bent over and exposed like that. But excited at the same time. So wet and slippery, your pussy almost sucks my fingers inside you. I sit in the floor directly behind you. I make you look at me. you are flushed from being upside down, or from excitement, or embarrassment or all three. I pop a buttplug up your ass.

Now I will crop your pussy fifty times. If you don’t cum, I’ll crop each ass cheek fifty times, then your pussy a hundred times.

 

[graceanne]

well, I don't think you'd have to worry about not cuming.

 

[BlueSugar]

I want something so intence that it makes me cry. A nice mind fuck, to get lost in your words again like that time I was on my stomach bonded and you had the flogger and then you fucked me whispering those harsh words into my soul.

I want this because I am craving the aftercare, its so beautiful. We do have that shower head ... I'd give almost anything to have a bathtub.



((hows every one elses minds today?))

 

[WriterDom]

I just want my cock sucked. Between fucks cocksucking. Not to orgasm. Telling her what a good cocksucking slut she is.

 

[LadyAndrivete]

today's dirty thought

I want you standing with legs wide apart. Let me clamp the wrist restraints to the ankle restraints. It is a good thing you have been doing your Pilates. You are a little humiliated being bent over and exposed like that. But excited at the same time. So wet and slippery, your pussy almost sucks my fingers inside you. I sit in the floor directly behind you. I make you look at me. you are flushed from being upside down, or from excitement, or embarrassment or all three. I pop a buttplug up your ass.

Now I will crop your pussy fifty times. If you don’t cum, I’ll crop each ass cheek fifty times, then your pussy a hundred times.

Yes please.

 

[LadyAndrivete]

Eriyanna's "moment" of the day...

Deleted.

 

[BlueSugar]

A slow start but a delightful ending ... by the end of our play today I thought I could take alot more from the flogger then you actually gave. I wanted welts at least, I never want to break the skin though. I was very proud of what I endured. I am sorry for being a distraction ...

but I do enjoy the pictures we took.

I love when you make my skin feel red hot, and my body is sore for days after we play. Though we are both tired and spent, I feel we should get a book on massage to help us both.

I crave you now, and I crave the flogger we are coming to enjoy so much. I wish we had a bondage bench that I could kneel upon and be comfortable so that I wouldn't have any distractions, and so I learn to take it better. I like to learn, I would like to be a better submissive. I want to work my way up, and I wish I was more patient... there isn't much force behind what we have now and yet it hurts enough till I get into a place ... but I want you to be able to get it all out, I want to get to that place quicker. I almost feel guilty getting to that place to begin with- I feel as if I should be as present as possible.
Maybe that day will never come, but till then I have my contemplations...

 

[blue kat]

Oh for a willing body to tie to the bed for a while! I know, most people don't actually need tying, they'll stay put anyhow, but the asthetic value of black rope against your skin. Oh my.. I need a shower, or something.

 

[BlueSugar]

I think you should be more comanding or persistant when I'm too tired, I always regret going to sleep.

 

[cellis]

I think I will go use my new Conair plug in vibrator and tell you all about it later!

 

[BlueSugar]

bump

Thank you M for allowing me to sit at the computer.

 

[BlueSugar]

a dream

I needed to write this out before I lost it.

We moved into a new apartment complex on the third floor. The bottom floor is owned by the owners of the building, they invite us down for a warming party but you had work so I went alone. They caught us moving in some of our equiptment.

They aparently own more of the building then we thought, they have the whole basement too... to hold their munches... parties and gatherings.

The dream is fuzzy, but some how I end up over the knee of a stunning Domme, who is swatting at my bottom till the pain/sting becomes surreal and I lose myself. You come home and I am sitting beside her naked, on my knees, holding her glass for her...my bottom painfully red, my lipstick smeared a little.

You smile, but are confused, you get the drift quickly on what kind of building our supers run. They offer you gifts and a reduced rate to live in the building, TVs, computers, tickets to shows, expensive clothing ... for me. They tell you that you can come down and see and use me anytime that you want, they just want me for the time being... and you give me over with a kiss on my forehead, telling me to be good.

 

[TigerClaw]

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[Desdemona]

Pain, appropriately administered, has the most soothing effect afterwards. That's what I'll contemplate tonight.

 

[kitty4ever]

I crave a spanking. Doesn't need to be fancy, but a good old-fashioned spanking of my tush. I lie in bed some nights, craving it, thinking of it, remembering what it was like. The sex, while a nice benefit, isn't necessary. If I had been an especially good girl, he'd extend the spanking to my pussy as well.

It will be hard to fall asleep tonight.