Confessions of a heterosexual closet cum loving cocksucker.

[UpstateSC]

I know I will catch hell about the heterosexual cocksucker thing. But, here it goes.. the demise of my last marriage, I’ve had three, was that my wife found out that I loved to suck cock. I do not like to kiss and cuddle or be romantic with a guy. But I vehemently just adore pleasing a guy by letting him use my throat like a pocket pussy. I sucked a guy off when I was younger a few times and then was married a couple of times and it was like 20 years before I did it again. Now I am very much into everything with a female. I love it all, I’m not attracted to a guy, just his cock. But with a woman, I am totally down with it all. In fact, I have made multiple women squirt that have never squirted before . I know how to get any woman to do it, I’ve learned the secret. I can make my gf soak the bed. This relationship I really want to last forever. How do I break the news to her that I love to suck cock. I’ve asked about threesomes and she’s given me a hard no. I’m terrified she’s going to find out like the last one did and I hated my life. Thankfully, she didn’t tell the world. lol. Any advice or points of view on how fucked up of a person I am will be appreciated.

 

[SPARTAN047]

I don't see it working out, it's like all those wives who are secret lesbians and keep it to themselves.

 

[Cheshire_cat71]

You have not found the right girl. I would Absolutely love this for my partner. Intimacy is about pleasure and it can be shared. To bad you are not in Texas

 

[drobert44]

I know I will catch hell about the heterosexual cocksucker thing. But, here it goes.. the demise of my last marriage, I’ve had three, was that my wife found out that I loved to suck cock. I do not like to kiss and cuddle or be romantic with a guy. But I vehemently just adore pleasing a guy by letting him use my throat like a pocket pussy. I sucked a guy off when I was younger a few times and then was married a couple of times and it was like 20 years before I did it again. Now I am very much into everything with a female. I love it all, I’m not attracted to a guy, just his cock. But with a woman, I am totally down with it all. In fact, I have made multiple women squirt that have never squirted before . I know how to get any woman to do it, I’ve learned the secret. I can make my gf soak the bed. This relationship I really want to last forever. How do I break the news to her that I love to suck cock. I’ve asked about threesomes and she’s given me a hard no. I’m terrified she’s going to find out like the last one did and I hated my life. Thankfully, she didn’t tell the world. lol. Any advice or points of view on how fucked up of a person I am will be appreciated.

U aint fucked up......I recently made my married granny cum, at 80. Mine was the first cock she ever sucked. I am gonna get a G spot buzzer for our next date. I suck cock too, but would never tell her.

 

[Bossybats]

I can relate. No desire to be romantic with a man at all, the desire is to submit to him orally. To give up control for that timeframe. The difference is I don’t want cum in my mouth.

 

[lifeis2short2b]

Yeah once you say you love sucking cock you can remove heterosexual from your post.

 

[drobert44]

Yeah once you say you love sucking cock you can remove heterosexual from your post.

So glad to be a gay queer/

 

[lifeis2short2b]

Ok there you go. Step 1 your out of the closet

 

[drobert44]

Yeah once you say you love sucking cock you can remove heterosexual from your post.

LMAO

 

[HornyBiCrossdresser]

You poor thing. We can’t wait to meet you!

 

[eroticbum]

If she's not into a threesome then I would not push the cock sucking issue.
Having your girl and sucking cock without her knowing didn't end very well in the past.
Only you can decide what's going to make you happy in the long run.

 

[UpstateSC]

Thank you for the honesty. I know I feel awful, I know it’s very dishonest.

 

[skitzoid]

Upstate, I feel exactly as u do. No romanace, just hard pecker. And still keeping it very quiet. Thinking about a nudist resort not far from here. I've meet some guys up there but never did anything.

 

[Illgiveitatry1]

I know I will catch hell about the heterosexual cocksucker thing. But, here it goes.. the demise of my last marriage, I’ve had three, was that my wife found out that I loved to suck cock. I do not like to kiss and cuddle or be romantic with a guy. But I vehemently just adore pleasing a guy by letting him use my throat like a pocket pussy. I sucked a guy off when I was younger a few times and then was married a couple of times and it was like 20 years before I did it again. Now I am very much into everything with a female. I love it all, I’m not attracted to a guy, just his cock. But with a woman, I am totally down with it all. In fact, I have made multiple women squirt that have never squirted before . I know how to get any woman to do it, I’ve learned the secret. I can make my gf soak the bed. This relationship I really want to last forever. How do I break the news to her that I love to suck cock. I’ve asked about threesomes and she’s given me a hard no. I’m terrified she’s going to find out like the last one did and I hated my life. Thankfully, she didn’t tell the world. lol. Any advice or points of view on how fucked up of a person I am will be appreciated.

Well basically you are not fuck the person You have many thoughts and desires just like a lot of other guys I'm like you I love women all women big small old young when it comes to guys all I like is their cocks nothing else. My wife has an idea that I like cock but she's not 100% sure.

 

[And4778]

I know I will catch hell about the heterosexual cocksucker thing. But, here it goes.. the demise of my last marriage, I’ve had three, was that my wife found out that I loved to suck cock. I do not like to kiss and cuddle or be romantic with a guy. But I vehemently just adore pleasing a guy by letting him use my throat like a pocket pussy. I sucked a guy off when I was younger a few times and then was married a couple of times and it was like 20 years before I did it again. Now I am very much into everything with a female. I love it all, I’m not attracted to a guy, just his cock. But with a woman, I am totally down with it all. In fact, I have made multiple women squirt that have never squirted before . I know how to get any woman to do it, I’ve learned the secret. I can make my gf soak the bed. This relationship I really want to last forever. How do I break the news to her that I love to suck cock. I’ve asked about threesomes and she’s given me a hard no. I’m terrified she’s going to find out like the last one did and I hated my life. Thankfully, she didn’t tell the world. lol. Any advice or points of view on how fucked up of a person I am will be appreciated.

 

[And4778]

I know I will catch hell about the heterosexual cocksucker thing. But, here it goes.. the demise of my last marriage, I’ve had three, was that my wife found out that I loved to suck cock. I do not like to kiss and cuddle or be romantic with a guy. But I vehemently just adore pleasing a guy by letting him use my throat like a pocket pussy. I sucked a guy off when I was younger a few times and then was married a couple of times and it was like 20 years before I did it again. Now I am very much into everything with a female. I love it all, I’m not attracted to a guy, just his cock. But with a woman, I am totally down with it all. In fact, I have made multiple women squirt that have never squirted before . I know how to get any woman to do it, I’ve learned the secret. I can make my gf soak the bed. This relationship I really want to last forever. How do I break the news to her that I love to suck cock. I’ve asked about threesomes and she’s given me a hard no. I’m terrified she’s going to find out like the last one did and I hated my life. Thankfully, she didn’t tell the world. lol. Any advice or points of view on how fucked up of a person I am will be appreciated.

 

[smoothwiener]

Personally unless she initiates that conversation it's best kept a secret. Especially if you have an otherwise great relationship.

There are all kinds of ways this can go sideways, and only one it can go right.

 

[BBCfan]

I know I will catch hell about the heterosexual cocksucker thing. But, here it goes.. the demise of my last marriage, I’ve had three, was that my wife found out that I loved to suck cock. I do not like to kiss and cuddle or be romantic with a guy. But I vehemently just adore pleasing a guy by letting him use my throat like a pocket pussy. I sucked a guy off when I was younger a few times and then was married a couple of times and it was like 20 years before I did it again. Now I am very much into everything with a female. I love it all, I’m not attracted to a guy, just his cock. But with a woman, I am totally down with it all. In fact, I have made multiple women squirt that have never squirted before . I know how to get any woman to do it, I’ve learned the secret. I can make my gf soak the bed. This relationship I really want to last forever. How do I break the news to her that I love to suck cock. I’ve asked about threesomes and she’s given me a hard no. I’m terrified she’s going to find out like the last one did and I hated my life. Thankfully, she didn’t tell the world. lol. Any advice or points of view on how fucked up of a person I am will be appreciated.

You're like me. It is likely what's kept me from marriage most of my life.
Ignore the small minded trolls. My understanding from research from professionals is that we most likely are straight but have a dick sucking fetish.
Most often it's created from an experience at a formative age, and for men any deep fetish doesn't ever go away. Finding a way to live with it and also live the hetero life we desire can be challenging.
I had a few partners that were ok with me pursuing it, so for me it's kind of been there, done that. It just was never a very fulfilling pursuit.
I found a partner I can Discuss it with, as when you try to deny or push down a fetish, it just wants to explode out more.
I found the experiences of sucking dick rarely if ever lived up to my mental "hype" of fantasy and desire and I was wanting to find a healthy way to deal with it in a monogamous relationship with a woman.
I found fantasy outlets with my partner and a toy, which helped and for me, I feel more in control of it now, rather it controlling me. I still fantasize often, but needing to pursue it has disappeared.