CONFESSION time

[forgetunome]

I know it's silly....

But, one of the things that I to this day feel so bad about is...

...My older sister was sweeping the floor and started teasing me and chasing me with a broom. I was getting exasperated because she wouldn't let me get past to the bedroom. So, I gave her a little push but, she wasn't expecting it and lost her balance and fell and her leg landed against a wall heater and of course since it was winter it was on. It left a huge wad of her skin on the heater. I immediately felt repentative and horrified and to this day I still ask her to forgive me. She keeps telling me that "well, if I hadn't have been teasing you to distraction you wouldn't have reacted." Maybe so but I feel so bad.

Okay...better! glad that's off of my chest! *Looks down oops look ma no bra!*

 

[Siren]

LISTEN YOU LITTLE TWIT

 

[ElaineWest]

I NEVER said I was exempt from judgement either!

You guys love to take every fucking word or missing word and twist it to your little heart's content! As for me I lived this long with it...

Call me cruel or whatever, I know what kind of person I am. I don't give a fuck what anyone on this board thinks or does. As for what I say and do I'm sure none of you care either.

I guess that's the beauty of FREE SPEECH!!

If any of you who have nothing better to do find something I said or didn't say let me know. Like for example if I gave a couple of hidden clues in this post that I hate Jews or call gay people faggots? (that should give you guys something to bitch about) Which by the way I DON'T HATE JEWS or CALL GAYS FAGGOTS!!!!

 

[Siren]

Stop avoiding my challenge Elaine

 

[ElaineWest]

#1 check your fucking email...

#2 I would like to know two things dear Siren...

How would I exactly 'prove' that I'm not lying...

And why would I waste my time????

I am an adult (more than I can say about you or your behavior), this really did happen, and you are the one that's going ape-shit over this, please ask yourself and then tell me why?

 

[Naked Hunny]

Elaine, shes not going apeshit as you put it just trying to make you understand that no matter what you did commit a crime. You are an accessory to a crime whether it be murder or improper whatever it is of a body they are both crimes and no matter what you say you admitted to being an accessory to either one or both so maybe you should get your ass off your high horse and shut your damn mouth!!! Stop acting like the innocent here because as you are making it sound the only innocent is that poor dead girl and her family which you helped neglect of a proper goodbye to that girl.

 

[Siren]

Re: #1 check your fucking email...

 

[ElaineWest]

I'm here...

Tell me what your highness wants me to say and do Siren!
I'm ready to prove you and everyone else what ever you want me to prove! I must be even dumber than I thought to put up with this bullshit, and maybe if your right and I am perhaps doing this for the attention...why are you giving me so much? Wouldn't that be satisifying my ugly "pathetic shit" needs Siren?

 

[Purple Haze]

Give it up, Siren. ElaineWest is obviously some ten year-old
playing a game here. A lying little sack of shit.

 

[Siren]

Re: I'm here...

 

[Purple Haze]

It's all a lie, Siren, the ten year-old got caught on the computer again and is probably getting his stupid ass whipped as we speak.

 

[Siren]

Yea Hazie, apparently you are right....

 

[Ezzy]

I killed a pedestrian in an accident 22 years ago in Birmingham UK.

At slow speed, the police said that I was doing less than 15 miles an hour when I hit him.

He landed first on the hood; then the roof of the car and broke his neck he died instantly.

At the inquest into his death, 12 of his friends said I could not have done more to avoid the accident.

I faced my day in court over this, but still have to face the higher judge at some point in time.

But if I had only been at that point of my journey 30 seconds later, he would have already crossed the road and I would not have had to live with the fact that I took a life.

EZ

To Elaine West I would say, I don’t believe you either.

Ps I used hood for the understanding of the Americans on the board.

 

[Xander]

You know I really don't wanna get into details about that, on account it will incriminate me again.

All I will say, is that I have done some pretty nasty things while under the influence of drugs, when that shit filled my life.
I wont plea temporary insanity either, because I knew exactly what I was doing.
I have to live with it, knowing what I've done, and paying for it every single day for the rest of my life.

Oh, and no. I didn't kill anybody.

 

[ElaineWest]

First off to you Siren (and PurpleHaze)if you think I'm a child who is givng you a story, why in the world are you bothering to "take me on?" Why are you wasting your time, and what glory would it bring you if you "brought me down?"

I 'was' very close to my ex, he told me he brought her into the woods. He and I both kept an eye on the papers and listened to our friends talk about her and her 'disappearance.' The only details I know of her death is that she died of a serious injury to her head. And according to her autopsy (newspaper stuff by the way) there was no sign of a beating or rape. I knew this guy VERY well and he was not a vicious guy. I honestly believe from his story that he panicked. He said they were fighting on the landing of the stairs to her apartment, she asked him to leave and as she turned to go down to the door she tripped. I've seen the stairs - the flight of stairs is narrow and steep. It probably wouldn't mean anything to you but he did consider going to the police.

I honestly don't think Siren that ANYTHING I tell you will make you scream "eureka!" and apologize for anything you said to me. I don't think there IS any hardcore proof for you that this did happen. I honestly don't think if I handled you a taped confession from my ex you'd believe me...

If you think of anything else, let me know.

This may sound strange...hypothetically would I be a better person if I turned my ex in NOW with what I know?

 

[Siren]

Lets try this for a test of truthfullness...

 

[Alyrahh]

I hit a man in the grocery store parking lot years ago. My car was barely moving as I'd just backed out of the parking space, and was starting forward. He stepped out in front of me from between two parked cars. I just kinda bumped him, and he rolled over the edge of the passenger side fender. When I jumped out of the car to check on him, I saw what I thought was blood splattered on the pavement. When I saw that, I passed out, hitting my head on the bumper of my car.

I was to find out later, what I had thought was blood was in fact some kind of salad dressing that had been in the grocery bag he was carrying (I'm thinking Catalina, is that the red dressing?) The only injury he sustained was a bruised hip, he refused treatment and went on his merry way. I, on the other hand, ended up with a concussion.

But, even though it turned out much better than it could have, it still haunts me. It scares me to death to know how easily accidents happen, how in a split second, with no reaction time whatsoever, lives can be changed or ended. I always think, what if I'd been parked another couple of spaces away and had had time to accelerate a little more?


Elaine- If this story of yours is, in fact, true. How do you live with yourself? I'm not trying to be mean, it's an honest question. I would NEVER be able to deal with the fact that I knew and did nothing.

 

[ElaineWest]

I was 16 when this happened. I dated the guy who this happened to for only a month or so, my husband (then boyfriend, I married him two days after my 18th birthday) and I had broken up for a few months, this was when I saw him, we were friends from way back though.

At the time when this happened I lived in Massachusetts, right on the border of Vermont. There are plenty of woods in the Berkshires, hell that's all it is.

I moved back to NYC (I was born in Queens) last June.

Come on Siren if I'm gonna answer your questions answer mine, what would you say if by some chance I turned this guy in now????

...next.......

 

[Siren]

Thanks for the info.

 

[ElaineWest]

There was no restraining order of any kind.

[Edited by ElaineWest on 10-11-2000 at 12:31 AM]

 

[GuyJD]

DO YOU SMELL WHAT THE ELECTRIC CHAIR IS COOKING?

Well, for starters ElaineWest, there are NO statue of limitations for murder. If your ex is busted, he can still face the death penalty. Why, might you ask? Because he did not report the "accident" and did not seek medical help for his ex. So that makes him a murderer, no matter how well you paint that picture.
As for you, I hope you enjoy orange coveralls with leg shackles. This, by the way, is not just an opinion. It's facts from an ex-Five-0.
Do me a favor, if you can, ask your ex if he can personalize a license plate for me and, OH YEAH, tell him not to drop the soap in the shower.

[Edited by GuyJD on 10-12-2000 at 01:23 AM]

 

[Nicole]

[Edited by Nicole on 10-11-2000 at 04:31 AM]

 

[Siren]

NICOLE

 

[wolfy]

Elaine

Should you turn him in now?
YES!
I've thought of it more since then. I'm sorry but he could not be innocent and do what he did. Thats monsterous. I don't know how you live with that knowledge I sure wouldn't want to.

Turn him in please. Even if it was an accident it's the right thing to do.

What if you were that girl? Or it was your sister? What if it was your husband anyone you love. What happened isn't right no matter how you look at it.

Please turn him in.

 

[KillerMuffin]

Ummmm oops.

I like Yanni, does that count as the worst thing I've ever done? Didn't think so...