COCK SUCKING. embarrassed or proud

If you have sucked a cock, is that fact an embarrassment in your life or a source of pride? Has that emotion changed over time?

I can't say that I feel one way or the other about it given that it was over twenty years ago.

At the time i remember feeling dirty, powerful, and sexy, all at the same time.

If I thad to choose, I'd say it's a source of pride in that I was good enough that I could please my parter at the time and make him cum with my mouth.
 
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I don’t feel embarrassed at all, not proud either I guess I feel happy about it. I have sucked so many cocks that I can’t remember... if I had to guess it would be over 100.
I started around 19, and I’m 49 now and I just had a new cock in my mouth a few days ago. But there were times when I have said why did I even bother, for many reasons, too limp...too hairy and limp that’s the worst and I did say to that guy no thanks. But there were plenty more good cocks than bad. I tried to suck some Cocks that we’re so big that I just couldn’t do it, and had to end up jacking them off.
But I would have to say I’m happy that I had some good cocksucking memories. Especially after I learned to swallow!!! That’s the best!!
 
The only cock that I have sucked is my girlfriend’s big one. I needed some practice so I didn’t hurt her with my teeth but now I am good at it. I love it when she is in my mouth and I can feel the cum pumping up the shaft of her cock before she ejaculates. Her cum is slightly sweet and I love swallowing it all. She shoots a big load!
 
An interesting question. I guess that there were times in the past where I would have been embarrassed to have been outed however the actual act of sucking a cock has always turned me on. The intimacy of the moment shared with another man is something that I am ultimately proud of as it is a moment in time where pleasure is both given and received.

As I have aged the embarrassment of being out is no longer an issue, so if I was stopped in the street and asked, then I would proudly admit to loving have a cock explode in my mouth.
 
Can I be quietly proud?

I'm proud of myself for having finally found the courage to suck cock. But it was quite anonymous, and I haven't told friends or family.

I feel the same way. I'm proud that I'm a cock sucker. Proud that I decided to explore that side of my sexuality, and admit to myself that I love cock. Proud I had the nerve to go into a gay bar alone, or pickup guys at gay cruise spots. I'm not embarrassed or ashamed about it.

I have embarrassed myself on occasion, when drunk at parties, and coming on to guys when it wasn't appropriate, but that's another matter.

It's one more thing I've done that more conservative, cautious people would never try in their lives.

Love the sex, but it's a private matter. The general public doesn't need to know. In the right environment I'll identify as Bi.

So I think it's partly the audience or environment I'm in. If I'm in a safe gay environment, like a gay bar ... I can be out and proud as a cocksucker. But in everyday life it's my own private business.
 
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I'm proud of my skills as a cocksucker, of my ability to deep throat and of my enthusiasm for performing the act. My best friend Larry, who initiated me as a cocksucker, would routinely threaten to tell all our friends I was a cocksucker and I would have to blow them also. This would both frighten and excite me and I would jerk off imagining he had told them, visualizing myself on my knees at the head of a line of our friends, sucking cock after cock and swallowing all their semen. He never did tell them. I often wish he had!
 
I am proud that guys have told me that I am really good at sucking cock, maybe a little embarrassed because I like sucking...a few close female friends know that I am bi, my wife knows...she is not a fan...although she has had her fair share of pussy. So I gotta be on the dl
Find it when I can...swallow as much as possible quick...
59 yrs old
Been sucking cock off and on over 48 yrs....yea started young
Msg me and I will tell ya about it
 
Mostly neither. It is something that is just between me and the guys attached to the cocks that I have sucked.

Although I suppose that it is gratifying when I can tell that I have done a good job. Most guys will ejaculate if you just stay at it long enough so I don't see that as a big accomplishment. But if I can get him really aroused with my technique or deep throat a big one (hung guys have a hard time getting a good deep throat BJ so that makes it special for them) I find that gratifying which I suppose implies some pride. Usually I can tell how well I have done in the moment, but it really comes across when a guy comes back for a repeat performance - that tells me that it must have been pretty good because it requires a pro-active step on his part rather than a simple compliment in the moment which could just be politeness.

One hung guy who my wife was dating told her how hard it was for him to get a good BJ because she could really take him deep. She told him that I was good as well so he gave me a try. He told us that the two of us were the best deep throat he had ever had. I'd say I definitely felt proud of that more so than most instances. He moved away. He used to fuck her regularly but let me suck him off if she was away. That was the way he put it too - much as he liked it he was letting me do it like it was a favour. Although I know he liked it, I loved it so maybe it was a favour, lol. I can almost taste him writing about it.
 
be proud of what you do and if you need to improve, practice practice practice
 
I have been told a i do a damn good job of it. I love to go down when ever and wherever I can and have done groups. I am proud of my cocksucking skills. I suck cocks and I am not ashamed of it.
 
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Got no reason to be embarrassed but not really proud of it either but it does feel nice to know I can get a guy off
 
Got no reason to be embarrassed but not really proud of it either but it does feel nice to know I can get a guy off

I've seen your pics and videos sweetie, I have no doubt you can get a guy off. But you are right there is no reason to feel embarrassed or proud of sucking a cock. It feels good so just enjoy it.
 
For me, the turning point was when I realized that it actually thrilled me to embrace the feelings of humiliation and debasement that being a "Cocksucker" engendered in me. Rather than being offended by these distinctions, I actually glorified in them and looked forward to the next opportunity to become degraded and "used"!! Women complain about being objectified while I aspire to the role. I love being a Cocksucker!!! There's no more thrilling sensation than having my throat being used as a cock sleeve and to be seen as a convenient hole for men to impersonally fuck and ejaculate into. I revel in being orally abused!
 
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