Choking

I have been choked out twice by Master. The first time, he came up behind me and put his arm around my waist and I leant back and we kissed. His arm came up around my throat and I sighed and kissed him again. Next thing I know I am being gently lowered to the floor. I freaked out slightly I couldn't figured out what happened. The last thing I could clearly remember was his arm around my waist. He reminded me of what happened and I melted. Mmmm
Second time was while fucking. When I came to, I was a bit vague and said "I think I disappeared for a minute there". He told me what happened and I nearly came without permission. Luckily I am very well trained.
 
I don't want to die but I get off on people thinking so little of my life that they play with it like it's their toy. I don't enjoy being choked, but the fear that rushes though my body when he wraps his powerful fingers around my slender throat is a rush I can't describe.
With Master I don't get the fear reaction. With him being a retired nurse I know that I am very unlikely to die. Though, any other form of breath play freaks me out a little.with choking I'm not scared of not breathing because it's blood flow that makes you pass out so it's nice and quick. Apparently I smile while it's happening. When he stops my breath other ways, I have too much time to think and freak out. I'm getting better at not freaking out though.
 
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