Changes

[Nicole]

I know that this was asked a short time ago (sorry Lasher just couldn't be bothered looking for that thread) But has anyone changed since comming to this site??

I know a few people would say that I have (Ummm ... Hecate), and YES I have.

I have become more in tune with my sexuality, knowing now that I can be that way when I come here.

You see the Nikki that my family and friends see is very diffrent from the Nikki that you all see here. I am extremly shy about sex around them (although underneath I'm diffrent) I never talk about it, and I certainly wouldn't flirt like I do here. I'm not saying that I'm not what you see, because I am, I do love very rough sex and I do like the spankings, and the domination. What I am saying is that if my Mother knew that her baby daughter liked being taken Up The Ass (so to speak) she would probably have heart faliure. So Yes this site has changed me. It has changed me in the way that I can open up and talk about it, and not feel shame or rejection.

When I first came here I didn't reaslise that there were so many people that would see what I had to say, and yes I was fairly shy, but I soon made friends and opened up. But over the last few months, I have really OPENED UP. Like Hecate said on my other fav board (*wink wink Lasher*) She has noticed that I have changed over the last few months. BLAME Angel (I do) . I would never have thought to open up about a side of me that I thought would ever surface ... and although I would never do it in real life, a few of you may have noticed that I am now flirting with women aswell.

I love this site and the power that it has. It gives us all a chance to be what we truly are inside.

Laurel, Manu thanks forever more for all that you have given us. I am sure I speak for everyone when I say we all love you dearly.

Okay .... so the question was ... Has this site changed any of you???

 

[Xander]

Do I really need to answer that Nikki?

Anyway, yes I think I have. Oh I know this ius gonna sound corny, but somehow I've become......happier. I dunno how, it just happend.

Oh and btw, the Xander you see here is very much like that Xander I am IRL. I tell you, it bugs the hell out of some of my old friends. They simply can't understand where the change came from. LOL

I guess I'll have to put restrainers on myself, when I get to the states. Otherwise I'm gonna get slammed with sexual farasment law suit, faster than you can say.

OHGODDAMNIYESIWANNAFUCKYOUUPTHEASSMOREMOREMOREMORESUCKMEEEEEEEEEYEEEESSSSSSS.

You guys should hear the perversities exchanged over the lunchtable where I work. LOL that would bring some color to your face.

But I am innocent, I really am

 

[Nicole]

Pardon???

 

[Xander]

Pardon what Nikki???

 

[Nicole]

What the hell was that you just said. You know that long word.

Babe I know that what we see with you is what we get, that's why your my bestest friend remember, and I love ya.

But what the hell was that???

 

[Xander]

Okay Nikki, I'll go slow just for you

I said:
OH GOD DAMNIT YES I WANNA FUCK YOU UP THE ASS MORE MORE MORE MORE SUCK ME YES.

There, no big secret LOL

 

[Nicole]

Okay lets go http://smilecwm.tripod.com/sally/liplick.gifhttp://smilecwm.tripod.com/net/smileysex5.gif

 

[Xander]

And they wonder if we've changed since we started coming here LOL.......ops did that come out right??

Okay Nikki let's go. But can Angel join in??

 

[Nicole]

I wouldn't have it any other way ... We share Magic you know.

Oh but it's her turn for the strap-on.

 

[Xander]

LMAO....strap on???
Just proomise to keep that thing away from my butt.

 

[Nicole]

LMAO @ Xander.

What you mean you actually want in on the action???

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm might have to ask Angel about that one. You do know that she likes to keep me all to herself don't you??? http://smilecwm.tripod.com/sally/liplick.gifhttp://smilecwm.tripod.com/sally/liplick.gifhttp://smilecwm.tripod.com/sally/liplick.gif

 

[Xander]

In on the action. By all means yes. As long as that strap-on thing stays away from my butt LOL
Who needs it anyway, now that I'm here

 

[Skitten]

Nicole;
Yes I think I have changed for the better since coming to this site. I am more in tune with my body and with my sexuality. I also am more open about my relationship than ever before and willing to try new things.

I believe coming to this site has helped me be more open as a person as well as with my spouse it is a common intrest that the both of us have and it gives us the opportunity to do more together and share more with one another.

 

[Guest]

No...

I have not changed since coming to this site, and the "real me" is the SAME as the "net me". I realize that some people feel they "have" to be different in "real life" due to family or work, and I think that is so sad.


~Tiggs~
http://smilecwm.tripod.com/sd3/lise.gif

 

[Cocoa]

?

Well, as I've been here only 2 hours and nothing different in the mirror yet, I don't think so. I have changed clothes, though. So is that a yes or a no?

 

[Slut_boy]

Nicole, I also think that I have changed - maybe not changed but my attitude certainly has. Okay, here is a confession: In the beginning I didn't really take the people here as seriously as I ought to have - as I now do. That much is evident from (and here is the embarassing bit) the fucking name that I chose for myself. God, everytime I see the word "Slut_boy" on my screen I cringe *laughs*

Anyway, you did ask Nikki.

Xander, how are you doing my old friend?

 

[Xander]

I'm wonderful S_B thanks.
So much has happend since you left, I bet some of it you never thought you'd see me in. Ah well, I'll gibe you the highlight.
Now hold on

I'm engaged to be married now

 

[Slut_boy]

*picks himself up off the floor* What you are engaged? That's terrific news. Anybody that I know?

You having me on here .......? This wedding of yours, Xander, is it real or...well.....virtual *smiles*?

 

[Xander]

LMAO @ S_B.
yes my engagement is very much real. And yes I think you may have seen her posts here. It's Angelique.
And yes I am moving to the states.
No I'm not pulling your chain.
Yes we did meet here, on Nicole's fuck list thread.
yes we have met in real life.
And yes She is the guiding light and love of my life.

There! I think I covered pretty much every question you might have. LOL
I'll give you all the deatils if you want S_B. But why bore all the fine people here with it.
Email me, and I'll tell you all about it

 

[Nicole]

Wow I actually got some serious answers in there.

Slut_boy what is wrong with your name ... we all love it and you gorgeous.

Skitten I know what you are saying there. I think that this site is a great place for couples to come. Let me know if I am wrong here ... but it does give you ideas right?

Tiggs ... I am not sad (even if that comment wasn't aimed at me)... my Family is from the old school (very much so), and I love them very much ... I don't want to hurt anyone by letting them know what I truly like in the bedroom .... Shit that isn't even their business, PLUS I have already rebeled against them enough to give them a lifetime of heartache, why tell them about my sexlife too.

When I come here I feel free enough to share that side of me, and it also feels good to me ... But beleive me when I say that not even all of you people (even the ones that think they know me) Know everything about me. Some things we keep to ourselves.

Thank-you for all the serious answers, I appriciate them.

See Slutboy maybe something good did come out of that Fuck List thread I started .... I know it did and I am so happy for them both, they are just so cute together

 

[Slut_boy]

congratulations xander and angelique

Wow Xander,

That is absolutely fantastic. I am thrilled for both of you and very dissapointed not to have been around when it all happened - but trust me I am glowing in the afterthought - hey wait ...... it's you guys that are glowing, right? *laughs*

And then to Nikki,

Thanks for the kind words. Thats why you are so special to all of us *kiss*

 

[Rosebud]

slut boy is that really you...come here hon i got something for you

http://www.gironet.nl/home/chatter/adu2.gif

you have mail

 

[Slut_boy]

Mmmm, that looks good *voice gets all croaky, but not as croaky as Joe Cocker's* Now please will you bend over, I am almost positive that you must have dropped something ..... oh, what the hell, bend over anyway ..... please.

 

[Rosebud]

for you...anything...bends over and looks back at you...here you go...it is all yours....

 

[Slut_boy]

Xander Man,

I have just heard from Rosebud that the wedding is in Akron Ohio in January. I am so envious - not just because you get to marry someone so lovely - but because she says that some friends from this BB will be there. God, that's a fucking dream. I can remember once posting a thread, yonks back, about what it must be like to walk into a room and see some of these posters for real - I remember imagining seeing Lash as a bloated Jim Morrison from the Morrison Hotel era, and all the others - like Nicole and Deb *yummy*. Wow *slut_boy starts to dream again* that would be awesome.

But I would struggle to get there. I was just saying to Rosebud that the only way of arranging it would be if .... well ..... imagine if just a month before (around Christmas time) a group of Islamic Militia were to blow up a small Catholic Church. This would have to be followed by a Human Rights Watch Group outcry. Then after that the matter would have to be placed on the agenda of the United Nations for debate in the General Assembly. Then it would have to be resolved that certain International Lawyers and Jurists should meet to advise the Security Council on how to proceed. When this happens (and if I get asked *yeah, fat fucking chance*) then I'll ask that we meet in the week of 20 January in Akron Ohio to settle the peace talks. That way I'll be there to catch the garter as it comes off Anelique's thigh *sigh*

Now how does that sound?