Castration play.

[Summerflowers]

There are many masculine signs of course. Now, looking at men, i feel everything is prompted by strength. Mentally and physically. Of course that is also a big part that women find appealing about men. It takes strength to conquer a woman because that's what masculinity does. Checking femininity, youth and looks.

It might be disrespectful to say but i find an attractive woman, or man pleasing to see, the way i see a beautiful piece of art, a sunset or a flower. Of course a human being is the highest of creatures and incomparable but for me, there is nothing more to it. No longing, no feeling and no desire to conquer or show my strength.

My perception of how women look at me obviously has changed too but i think they feel, recognize i am not a threat, nor a potential partner. I am not like a gay bff either but i am easily approachable by women while men often keep a distance. Both ways is fine by me.

Thank you so much for the insight! I think I can understand and relate what you are writing.
This here I find very strong: i find an attractive woman, or man pleasing to see, the way i see a beautiful piece of art, a sunset or a flower. I have heard this similarly also from an older man. He said, getting older you find "peace of your senses". (Not sure if the translation is good enough).

 

[Eunuch_Marc]

Thank you so much for the insight! I think I can understand and relate what you are writing.
This here I find very strong: i find an attractive woman, or man pleasing to see, the way i see a beautiful piece of art, a sunset or a flower. I have heard this similarly also from an older man. He said, getting older you find "peace of your senses". (Not sure if the translation is good enough).

‘Peace of senses’ is a good description of life after being castrated.
I compare masculine urges and my trouble with it, with a car race in which every man competes with each other to be the toughest, the fastest. When i still had my balls i was the one standing in the pit-lane the entire race because my equipment was always broken, frustrated and longing to join in, get at least a round or two over the track. Now i feel i am only a spectator. I don’t have to put effort in a race i can’t join anyway and instead i enjoy looking at others. On the stands though, no one is looking at me, and that is fine. Because constantly standing in the pit-lane felt like everyone was staring at me, laughing at me and my equipment. Being the loser, even worse than the one coming in last. Of course that is only my perception but still it was very real.

 

[jakie69]

My wife and I are into castration play, it started with ball busting and then when i started to transition she got interested in me being castrated and for some reason it turned her on and became part of a role play scenario for her when she’s dominating me. She really has a thing for owning a eunuch slave

 

[BillyWalrus]

My wife and I are into castration play, it started with ball busting and then when i started to transition she got interested in me being castrated and for some reason it turned her on and became part of a role play scenario for her when she’s dominating me. She really has a thing for owning a eunuch slave

Do you think you will actually get castrated in the future?

 

[Justusnluv]

My wife and I are into castration play, it started with ball busting and then when i started to transition she got interested in me being castrated and for some reason it turned her on and became part of a role play scenario for her when she’s dominating me. She really has a thing for owning a eunuch slave

mmmmmm. Sounds perfect

 

[Summerflowers]

Do you think you will actually get castrated in the future?

Would you like to actually get castrated in the future?

 

[BillyWalrus]

Would you like to actually get castrated in the future?

I don't think so but if I was interested in transitioning to being a woman, I would probably do it.

 

[Paul4play]

Yes indeed. After years of pain i am happy to be a eunuch now for 2 years.

If you are comfortable sharing with us, I would like to know…
Why were you in pain? What specific medical diagnosis caused your pain?
Thank you for sharing so much in the above posts!

 

[Eunuch_Marc]

If you are comfortable sharing with us, I would like to know…
Why were you in pain? What specific medical diagnosis caused your pain?
Thank you for sharing so much in the above posts!

I have a condition that affects the senses in my crotch. It’s called Functional Neurological Disorder, causing Equina Cauda syndrome. I have troubled feelings, affecting my bladder down to my upper legs. I didn’t perceive sexual feelings like others did although i didn’t know that growing up. I could masturbate and have sex and eventually reach an orgasm but it was difficult. As an adult, starting in my mid 20th, I had lots of infections in my bladder, prostate and balls. Testosterone level was normal meaning i had sexual longings while an orgasm and ejaculation was extremely disturbing. I had these issues from a young age that got worse over time, meaning i did not know at first something was wrong with what i felt. Dealing with this made me develop an aversion to my sexual feelings and my parts.

 

[SavannaT]

I wish i could do this with my husband … would be soo hot

 

[Eunuch_Marc]

I wish i could do this with my husband … would be soo hot

Urologists don't recommend diy

 

[BillyWalrus]

I wish i could do this with my husband … would be soo hot

After his balls have been removed then he can suck five or six super hung guys, get them hard and then watch them bareback you one after another.

 

[Justusnluv]

I wish my wife would have mine removed.

 

[Paul4play]

I have a condition that affects the senses in my crotch. It’s called Functional Neurological Disorder, causing Equina Cauda syndrome. I have troubled feelings, affecting my bladder down to my upper legs. I didn’t perceive sexual feelings like others did although i didn’t know that growing up. I could masturbate and have sex and eventually reach an orgasm but it was difficult. As an adult, starting in my mid 20th, I had lots of infections in my bladder, prostate and balls. Testosterone level was normal meaning i had sexual longings while an orgasm and ejaculation was extremely disturbing. I had these issues from a young age that got worse over time, meaning i did not know at first something was wrong with what i felt. Dealing with this made me develop an aversion to my sexual feelings and my parts.

Hi Marc:
Thank you for your candor!
The severe debilitation you have experienced must have been extremely distressing and confusing for you!
I would guess this was especially challenging as you were developing your sexual identity, and then as you engaged in sexual activity. I applaud you and your wife for finding a path forward that is gratifying for both of you! Many people I know would not have tolerated this situation in their sexual relationships, and particularly, not in their marital bed.
You have proven that unique challenges sometimes require unique and extraordinary solutions!

 

[shrek100]

Some on here may know myself and wife have played with a professional mistress.
I have been dominated by both wife and mistress at the same time and I love it.
One of the things they did;
Cut throat razor slowly stocking cock.
“We should castrate you” with lots of other threats.
Well it makes your cock twitch and jerk against the blade.
The feel of the cold across the top of my cock is scary and so exciting.
No matter how hard I tried to not move - I kept moving.

In another setting I shaved Mrs Shreks pussy completely bold with same blade

 

[SavannaT]

After his balls have been removed then he can suck five or six super hung guys, get them hard and then watch them bareback you one after another.

Omfg yessss

 

[Eunuch_Marc]

Hi Marc:
Thank you for your candor!
The severe debilitation you have experienced must have been extremely distressing and confusing for you!
I would guess this was especially challenging as you were developing your sexual identity, and then as you engaged in sexual activity. I applaud you and your wife for finding a path forward that is gratifying for both of you! Many people I know would not have tolerated this situation in their sexual relationships, and particularly, not in their marital bed.
You have proven that unique challenges sometimes require unique and extraordinary solutions!

Growing up i didn’t know what i was supposed to feel. I didn’t understand the big deal that an orgasm was for others but didn’t think anything about it. I didn’t understand how an erection was supposed to hold. While masturbating, this was not a big issue but obviously when starting having intercourse it was. My wife deserves all the praise for going through this with me and stay with me.

 

[Paul4play]

Growing up i didn’t know what i was supposed to feel. I didn’t understand the big deal that an orgasm was for others but didn’t think anything about it. I didn’t understand how an erection was supposed to hold. While masturbating, this was not a big issue but obviously when starting having intercourse it was. My wife deserves all the praise for going through this with me and stay with me.

Yes, I can see how important your wife’s support has been.
May I reach out to you in a private conversation here on Lit?