Can't bring myself to go anywhere else.

Mojonano,
Do you ever have the urge to dress up in military gear, load up the car with ammo and guns and go to the movies?
Thought so.
You'll fit in well here.
Welcome to Lit.
 
therapy is a wonderful thing.
some organisations offer it free.
 
Hi. I don't know why I'm posting this here, but figure this place is as judgement free as it gets.
I have problems. I don't know how to make friends, talk to people, ask women out,
initiate sex with girlfriends that I have had or to just feel decent about myself.
I know what to technically do. I know to just go and talk to people or whatever. I could tell anybody what to say, how to say it and what to do, but if I try, my mind clogs up with self-hate and humiliation.
Every woman I've had has gone after me. Not only that, but all but two of them had to try for months before I felt comfortable enough to openly show any interest. Even in relationships, I can't let myself out, though they claim that I good in bed, fun to talk to and said I'm hot. I don't even know who I am.
I don't have hobbies, my only friends are my coworkers, I have no money or possessions, I'm uneducated and I'm too old for this.
I know this stems from constant and various forms of abuse from every direction as a kid, but that knowledge doesn't help.
I know that it's pretty stupid to put this here on this site, but that's what I'm doing.

Mike is that you? Mike Yates? :rolleyes:
 
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