Ishmael
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About 10 days ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I've gone through a shit pot of tests and to the disappointment of some and the accolades of others, it is localized and treatable. It seems that I'll be around for a bit longer.
But..........that's not the point. The point is the dramatic effect it's had on my refocusing on what's important. And what's important is not me, or any "Bucket List" pipe dream out of Hollywood. It becomes all about cleaning up the mess you've made of your life. Understanding to your core that you aren't bullet proof and that you are going to die.
So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged. But true freedom and true control over the government that should be your servant, not your master.
Roland
Ishmael
But..........that's not the point. The point is the dramatic effect it's had on my refocusing on what's important. And what's important is not me, or any "Bucket List" pipe dream out of Hollywood. It becomes all about cleaning up the mess you've made of your life. Understanding to your core that you aren't bullet proof and that you are going to die.
So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged. But true freedom and true control over the government that should be your servant, not your master.
Roland
Ishmael
