Cancer

Ishmael

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About 10 days ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I've gone through a shit pot of tests and to the disappointment of some and the accolades of others, it is localized and treatable. It seems that I'll be around for a bit longer.

But..........that's not the point. The point is the dramatic effect it's had on my refocusing on what's important. And what's important is not me, or any "Bucket List" pipe dream out of Hollywood. It becomes all about cleaning up the mess you've made of your life. Understanding to your core that you aren't bullet proof and that you are going to die.

So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged. But true freedom and true control over the government that should be your servant, not your master.

Roland

Ishmael
 
About 10 days ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I've gone through a shit pot of tests and to the disappointment of some and the accolades of others, it is localized and treatable. It seems that I'll be around for a bit longer.

But..........that's not the point. The point is the dramatic effect it's had on my refocusing on what's important. And what's important is not me, or any "Bucket List" pipe dream out of Hollywood. It becomes all about cleaning up the mess you've made of your life. Understanding to your core that you aren't bullet proof and that you are going to die.

So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged. But true freedom and true control over the government that should be your servant, not your master.

Roland

Ishmael

Wow. Good luck. Did they find it by accident?
 
About 10 days ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I've gone through a shit pot of tests and to the disappointment of some and the accolades of others, it is localized and treatable. It seems that I'll be around for a bit longer.

So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged.

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http://i.imgur.com/LWn9FOP.gif

http://media.247sports.com/Uploads/Assets/214/432/432214.gif

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What the ever-loving fuck is up with your fucked-up strained analogies, guy? How does one even begin to compare the institution of slavery to sexual freedom? Why would that even be your first choice of comparison?

You have no fucking idea of what the verity of either means. You really fucking don't. Man, fuck you and your fucking white privilege-stoked comparison of a people who were bred and controlled under a system that permitted them barely any privilege or no agency of their own with sexual freedom like you're promoting some "noble savage" fucking under sycamore trees with no constraints like wild animals bullshit.

This must be the kind of shit that happens when a motherfucker gets to be your age and is permanently pressed and alone with nothing to do and nothing to show for his life. While I can't promise the preferred company of other people I enjoy to be around for me when I get wrinkled and spotted, I can at least prevent or delay the physical and mental deterioration bullshit currently going through your system happening to me with a steady diet of almonds and blueberries, I think.

Fuck you and your cancer.
Until your yapping mouth is too weak to stop drooling self-serving bullshit, I'ma consider you healthy. Same shit, different day.
 
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What the ever-loving fuck is up with your fucked-up strained analogies, guy? How does one even begin to compare the institution of slavery to sexual freedom? Why would that even be your first choice of comparison?

You have no fucking idea of what the verity of either means. You really fucking don't. Man, fuck you and your fucking white privilege-stoked comparison of a people who were bred and controlled under a system that permitted them barely any privilege or no agency of their own with sexual freedom like you're promoting some "noble savage" fucking under sycamore trees with no constraints like wild animals bullshit.

This must be the kind of shit that happens when a motherfucker gets to be your age and is permanently pressed and alone with nothing to do and nothing to show for his life. While I can't promise the preferred company of other people I enjoy to be around for me when I get wrinkled and spotted, I can at least prevent or delay the physical and mental deterioration bullshit currently going through your system happening to me with a steady diet of almonds and blueberries, I think.

Fuck you and your cancer.
Until your yapping mouth is too weak to stop drooling self-serving bullshit, I'ma consider you healthy. Same shit, different day.

god you're an ass.
 
That's just a stupid, biologically inaccurate, insult.

Sorry to hear OP and good luck with your treatment

Do better with your alts, bitch.

Because swallowing nut got shit to do with biological accuracy, Monica. Unless you're referring to aiming.
 
god you're an ass.

Now, now, you should respect your elders. In order to have experienced slavery, a person would have to be 150 years old.

What's that you say? Referring to your ancestors who were slaves? Well, so were mine and the ancestors of almost everybody on this forum. There was a difference between the system of serfdom practiced in Europe and chattel slavery, but only a technical one.
 
Now, now, you should respect your elders. In order to have experienced slavery, a person would have to be 150 years old.

What's that you say? Referring to your ancestors who were slaves? Well, so were mine and the ancestors of almost everybody on this forum. There was a difference between the system of serfdom practiced in Europe and chattel slavery, but only a technical one.

And I guess this pressed bitch's ancestors had "sexual freedom" within their European slavery as well. Since it's all the same thing, y'know.

But we all know it wasn't the same and the comparison being attempted isn't valid. "Technical" or whatever.

Keep struggling, stains. I'm going have a LOT of fun riding this wave.
 
Aww he called me a bitch because he didn't realise that blow jobs can't lead to pregnancy

How sweet :kiss:
 
To Ish

I remember all the feelings and thoughts that came to me when I was diagnosed, the treatment worked and I'm still here.

But yes you're right it does make you focus on different aspects of life.

Good luck with the treatment.
 
Best of luck with the treatment, Ish. If you're headed for chemo, be mindful if it makes you too ornery. From what I've heard, it can really do a number on a man's mood balance.

This too shall pass, and all that jazz.

But..........that's not the point.
Hello segue. That was one helluva whiplash you gave us there.

Focus on whatever makes sense to you. In your shoes I'd focus on, you know, health. But that's me.

Keeping this reply politics free. So gonna end there.
 
Zumi, you've become a vulgar piece of shit just like your big bro Throb. We don't need another mentally ill prick like you around here. Fuck off and die, loser.
 
best wishes for speedy and effective treatment.

"I went sky-divin' I went rocky mountain climbin', I went 7 seconds on a bull named fu manchu..."
 
I've lost family and friends to cancer, so I won't wish it on anyone, and I'll wish a speedy recovery to anyone who is diagnosed with it. Be well.

But yeah... everything past the second paragraph is some Grade A Bullshit.
 
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http://i.imgur.com/LWn9FOP.gif

http://media.247sports.com/Uploads/Assets/214/432/432214.gif

https://www.evernote.com/shard/s224/res/07ee8e67-66d7-4be0-8cb4-8d9bc854a71d/it%27s%20white%20o%20clock.jpg?resizeSmall&width=1079

What the ever-loving fuck is up with your fucked-up strained analogies, guy? How does one even begin to compare the institution of slavery to sexual freedom? Why would that even be your first choice of comparison?

You have no fucking idea of what the verity of either means. You really fucking don't. Man, fuck you and your fucking white privilege-stoked comparison of a people who were bred and controlled under a system that permitted them barely any privilege or no agency of their own with sexual freedom like you're promoting some "noble savage" fucking under sycamore trees with no constraints like wild animals bullshit.

This must be the kind of shit that happens when a motherfucker gets to be your age and is permanently pressed and alone with nothing to do and nothing to show for his life. While I can't promise the preferred company of other people I enjoy to be around for me when I get wrinkled and spotted, I can at least prevent or delay the physical and mental deterioration bullshit currently going through your system happening to me with a steady diet of almonds and blueberries, I think.

Fuck you and your cancer.
Until your yapping mouth is too weak to stop drooling self-serving bullshit, I'ma consider you healthy. Same shit, different day.

The way you are so damn fast to try to point out racism and jump on people for it when it is either real or perceived, tells me you're a closet racist that is filled with self loathing because you are one so you lash out like an idiot.

Get help.
 
About 10 days ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I've gone through a shit pot of tests and to the disappointment of some and the accolades of others, it is localized and treatable. It seems that I'll be around for a bit longer.

But..........that's not the point. The point is the dramatic effect it's had on my refocusing on what's important. And what's important is not me, or any "Bucket List" pipe dream out of Hollywood. It becomes all about cleaning up the mess you've made of your life. Understanding to your core that you aren't bullet proof and that you are going to die.

So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged. But true freedom and true control over the government that should be your servant, not your master.

Roland

Ishmael

Glad to hear it is treatable. MY wife has lost her sister/father to cancer and her mother has had four procedures in 6 years for it.

And she wonders why I get nervous anytime she says she doesn't feel well:rolleyes:

Good luck with your treatment and enjoy life more than ever before.
 
About 10 days ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I've gone through a shit pot of tests and to the disappointment of some and the accolades of others, it is localized and treatable. It seems that I'll be around for a bit longer.

But..........that's not the point. The point is the dramatic effect it's had on my refocusing on what's important. And what's important is not me, or any "Bucket List" pipe dream out of Hollywood. It becomes all about cleaning up the mess you've made of your life. Understanding to your core that you aren't bullet proof and that you are going to die.

So I've kinda focused in on freedom. Not sexual freedom, the slaves on the breeding farms had that long ago, in fact they were encouraged. But true freedom and true control over the government that should be your servant, not your master.

Roland

Ishmael

This ol' Atheist sends you his best wishes and prayers; I will burn some josh for you.

;) ;)

My recent heart condition kind of focused me too. I gave up my job, it was keeping me away from my family and gardens and was having a negative effect on my health. Since then, it is a much happier place. Here's to your happy place.
 
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