Campus Corner (Open)

[celestialdragon]

"Nothing," I say, a little too quickly. "I just want to know if you want anything to eat." I didn't even realize that my body was slightly shaking, that my face had drained of it's color.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

I walk over and grab your hands in mine. "Baby, it's perfectly fine." I kiss you. "Tell me what is wrong right now. You're not losing me. I just don't want to lose you. If I haven't, then I will support anything you want or need. Ok?"

 

[celestialdragon]

I nod, shaking a little more now. "I'm just scared, and confused, and hurt by what just happened," I confess. "I didn't know what reaction I was going to get, but it wasn't one that made me feel happy that I told you." My voice is barely above a whisper. "I told you because we promised to be honest to each other, and I wanted to uphold that, and right now, I feel like it was wrong because of your reaction." Tears start streaming down my face and I hug you fiercely.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

I pat your butt. "Baby, I love you, and you're going to do this, and I want you to have fun. And I want you to come back and show me what you learn. You think I won't love that?" I kiss your neck. "You think I won't enjoy making that sweet, tight little pussy of yours more wet each time I play with it?"

 

[celestialdragon]

I smile and nod. "You're going to enjoy it, but I'm slightly scared too about embarking on this. . . It was easier to, you know, be with her during the threeway because you were there. . . but I want this to be private. . . I'm just scared, even though I know I have to do this." My body continues it's trembling, but it's from an effort to keep my tears and my fear in.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Baby, she'll take care of you. She really likes you."

 

[celestialdragon]

I nod furiously, my tears and my fears stalled for now. I nuzzle my face into your shoulder a little, showing I do truly love you, and that all I want is for us to be together for as long as we live, my fingers clenching part of your shirt in comfort.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Babe? I love you. I'll never love anyone like I love you." I pat your butt. "Go have fun."

 

[celestialdragon]

"Wha- right now, you mean?" I ask, shocked. My mind was still reeling from everything that just happened, and now my fear escalated to a new height.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

I laugh. "Not right now. But when you're ready." I kiss your forehead and pat your butt. "Daddy will be ready for you whenever you come back."

 

[celestialdragon]

I calm down. "Okay. . . " I curl up into you. "Thank you, again," I whisper.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

As if on cue a scream comes from the other room. "He probably wants his sweet jacket," I say, smiling.

 

[celestialdragon]

I chuckle and go and change his diaper, feed him, burp him, and wash him, all humming softly.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

I run downstairs and head to the kitchen. "Baby! Stay upstairs!" I tell you.

 

[celestialdragon]

"Why?" I call down, now rocking the baby in the rocking chair.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Just stay up there!" I notice the front door cracked open and quickly look around the house finding nothing. I go in the clubroom and notice some memorabilia missing and head out front. The cars are there, and I go inside. My wallet and keys are gone, and I don't see your purse. I come back upstairs quickly and search each room in the house. I find you and the baby. "We've been robbed."

 

[celestialdragon]

My lower lip wobbles, and I nod. "What's missing?" I ask quietly.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Well, some stuff from the clubroom, and my wallet and keys, and maybe your purse and phone. Weren't they on the kitchen counter?" I ask, going for the phone.

 

[celestialdragon]

"Yeah, right where I always put them," I say. "My phone has a lock on it that permanently locks after 3 attempts, so they won't get far with that, and my purse has a lock on it," I add, holding up the key around my throat. I'm now even more scared.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Well, I'm sure they'll break into it. Did you have anything important in there?" I ask, calling the police.

 

[celestialdragon]

"My wallet and my bar keys," I say.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Ok," I say, calling the police and then calling Don to have him get a locksmith to change all of the bar locks. "The front door was unlocked," I say. "Someone must have come in while I was.....while we were," my voice trails off.

 

[celestialdragon]

I nod, not wanting to speak, nearly crying. I keep rocking our son, finding a comfort in the small act.

 

[CarnivalBarker]

"Baby, it's okay," I say, walking over and patting our boy on the head. "This killer scared them away. Nobody's hurt."

 

[celestialdragon]

I nod and give a weak smile, kissing the baby's forehead and continuing to rock him.