Calm from an odd place

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I've been feeling a bit irritable for the last few weeks. Part of it is my Urticaria (allergy/hives) has been acting up at a low level (I think) just enough to be irritating but not enough to pinpoint. Plus my friend that I have the OL D/s play with has been too busy to write me lately... Plus work sucks (ok that's nothing new)... ongoing health issues...

Well, I decided I would use the web cam and take a few naughty pics to send to my friend. The ones I was really hoping would turn out better, were just so- so... and yet...

I feel very relaxed and less stressed now. Is it because I was doing something that I know would please my friend, regardless of the quality of the final result?

Maybe... I'll have to think about this for a while.
 
Private_Label said:
I've been feeling a bit irritable for the last few weeks. Part of it is my Urticaria (allergy/hives) has been acting up at a low level (I think) just enough to be irritating but not enough to pinpoint. Plus my friend that I have the OL D/s play with has been too busy to write me lately... Plus work sucks (ok that's nothing new)... ongoing health issues...

Well, I decided I would use the web cam and take a few naughty pics to send to my friend. The ones I was really hoping would turn out better, were just so- so... and yet...

I feel very relaxed and less stressed now. Is it because I was doing something that I know would please my friend, regardless of the quality of the final result?

Maybe... I'll have to think about this for a while.
Maybe it's also because you did something for yourself and your well-being. Taken time off from work and health issues.
Anyhow, it's good to hear you're better, no matter really why. And your friend gets to have some fun, too :D
 
Coming from a highly-stressed person, let me just say, good for you, PL! I'm glad to hear you had a calm oasis in the midst of the chaos of life.

Try to recall it the next time life stresses you out, lol. :p
 
Great for you PL!

Sometimes things just help when we didn't expect it to but now we remember that and hopefully more peace happens!

*hugs*

Fury :rose:
 
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