Cabin Secrets

[Angeltears]

The fact that Brokar didn’t let her go when she pulled back slightly made Tammi smile, she could get quite comfortable in his arms and made no attempt to leave them.**With his next words her smile faded slightly.**She didn’t know how he was going to take what she said next so she hesitated a little.*

Leaning forward she kissed him, her lips brushing against his gently and then pulled back once more.**“I will stay heretonight, but*tomorrow*I will go back to my cabin, by myself,” she wasn’t rejecting his offer at least not yet, so she quickly continued on so that he wouldn’t think that.*

“I just need some time to think and I think better when I am by myself, plus if you were there I would be distracted.**You have given me a lot to think about before I make a choice.*Please tell me you understand and aren’t upset with me?” she looked into his eyes, praying he would understand she needed a little space and time.

 

[Fillor]

Brokar was a little surprise as it was the first time Tammi kissed him on the lips than pulled away as quickly. Brokar knew he was not going to like something but he stood in silence.

“I will stay here tonight, but*tomorrow*I will go back to my cabin, by myself,” she said.

Brokar could only look at her and wondered what went wrong, but he couldn’t think of anything that could’ve gone wrong. He was about to ask what changed but she spoke before he ask her.

“I just need some time to think and I think better when I am by myself, plus if you were there I would be distracted.**You have given me a lot to think about before I make a choice.*Please tell me you understand and aren’t upset with me?” she told him.

“No Tammi, upset I am not, just disappointed though, I was looking forward to your company tomorrow, but if you wish to leave alone I’ll respect your wish Tammi.” May I ask what time you’ll be leaving?”

 

[Angeltears]

Her heart sank when he said he was disappointed, Tammi didn’t want to disappoint Brokar, she didn’t want to disappoint any one.**Lowering her face she pulled back to step away from him.*

Once there was a little distance between and she found herself near a window, she turned her back on him.*Pretending to be looking out as she fought with the urge to make him happy and just say she would stay with him if it would make him happy.*

Finally she glanced over her shoulder at him and she gave him a small smile.**“I don’t have to go home first thing in the morning.**If you would like we could spend the day togethertomorrow?” she offered.**It wasn’t going back on what she had said but it was prolonging when she would have to make a choice.*

 

[Fillor]

Brokar watched her walk to the window and looked outside, but he remained where he was, but was sure she was making up her mind on what she intended to do.


“I don’t have to go home first thing in the morning. If you would like we could spend the day together tomorrow?” she offered.

Brokar though about what she said before he answered. “Tammi I’m not going to deny that I care for you, but I wouldn’t hold you here unless you want to be here. Sure I love to have more time with you, but then what? What will happen if you decide to go back to your X, if that’s a possibility I rather you go in the morning and it would save both some unpleasant feeling.”

Brokar had no idea where that came from, was it possible that he has been living with humans to long and now was turning into one of them?

 

[Angeltears]

Tammi turned to tell him she wanted to be spend the day with him but stopped herself as he continued to speak.**He made it sound like she was one of those girls that play with guy’s feelings and move on.**She wasn’t like that.

“It’s not like that,” she told him, “I am not like that.”**Her smile had vanished and she stood straight, facing him.**“Firstly I would never go back to him, he is one of the reasons why I am out here.**Secondly, the reason I needed to think had nothing to do with him, it was because I needed to think if I was ready to step into another relationship so soon after having my heart stomped on.**I like you Brokar I really do but I didn’t know if I would be good for you the way I am at the moment,” she said to him.*

Taking a deep breath she calmed her voice.**“If you really think I could do something like that then why wait tilltomorrow, I’ll leave now,” she told him and headed towards the door, remembering what she was wearing she knew she should get her on clothes back but she couldn’t wait to find Hilda.**“I will return this and grab my clothes*tomorrow,” she said not looking back, not game enough.

 

[Fillor]

“It’s not like that,” she told him, “I am not like that.” She told
Brokar didn’t how it was but her sudden wish to leave here he didn’t know what to think.

“Firstly I would never go back to him, he is one of the reasons why I am out here.**Secondly, the reason I needed to think had nothing to do with him, it was because I needed to think if I was ready to step into another relationship so soon after having my heart stomped on.**I like you Brokar I really do but I didn’t know if I would be good for you the way I am at the moment,” she said to him.*

Her outburst took him by surprised and he was speechless and before he could say a word she spoke again.

“If you really think I could do something like that then why wait till tomorrow, I’ll leave now,” she said

“Tammi please I don’t want you leave, and I didn’t mean it the way it sounded I never want you to leave ever and you don’t have to leave here at all. I am really sorry I said that I never meant it to hurt your feeling, please stay at least till tomorrow if you must leave”

 

[Angeltears]

Stopping in front of the door she just stood there, she knew that she shouldn’t have blown up at him.**She couldn’t help but be back and forth about what she should do, questioning her choices.**Maybe she should just keep going, head out the door and leave him alone, so she wouldn’t hurt him.

“I am sorry too.**I get so defensive at the littlest things lately.*It’s silly of me,” she told him still looking at the door and not at him.**“I just don’t want to hurt you, and it seems that’s what I am doing by being indecisive.**But I can’t help it I just don’t want to rush in and have us both hurt in the end.”

Turning back she looked at him

 

[Fillor]

Brokar thought she was gone but she stopped short of the door, and she stood there as if she wasn’t sure what she should do. Brokar couldn’t say anything afraid he would make things worse. He just let her vent her frustration and maybe just maybe she would decide to stay.

“I am sorry too.**I get so defensive at the littlest things lately.*It’s silly of me,” she told him still looking at the door and not at him.**“I just don’t want to hurt you, and it seems that’s what I am doing by being indecisive.**But I can’t help it I just don’t want to rush in and have us both hurt in the end.”

Brokar didn’t know if he should respond and he decided not to, it would be better if it was her who decided to go or not to go.

She finally turned and looked at him. He looked at her waiting for her last words if there were any coming.

 

[Fi_llor]

(((((((Bump))))))))

 

[Angeltears]

"This is going terribly wrong isn't it," she said softly when he didn't say anything. She didn't know what to do or to say now.

"I am sorry I have spoilt our afternoon, can we go back to before I said I would go home tomorrow. Maybe we could try just living in the moment and see how we go?" she asked him, if they lived in the moment then she wouldn't over think and maybe she wouldn't hurt him or herself, with all her self-questioning.

Crossing the room back to him she stopped a step away from him, and looked into his eyes. "Can I still stay the night?" she asked him holding her hand out to him, hoping that she could still spend the rest of the afternoon with him and get to know him better.

 

[Fi_llor]

It took Tammi a while before she spoke again. "This is going terribly wrong isn't it," she said and Brokar couldn’t agree more.

"I am sorry I have spoilt our afternoon, can we go back to before I said I would go home tomorrow. Maybe we could try just living in the moment and see how we go?" she asked.

Brokar wasn’t sure what to answer, and he wondered if she meant that she would leave tomorrow. Still. If she was leaving it didn’t really matter when she left. He wanted to ask her if she was just going to stay overnight but she came towards him and didn’t ask, even though he thought it would be better for her to leave tomorrow.

"Can I still stay the night?"

She asked him holding out her hand to him. Brokar took her hand and held it a bit longer.

“Of course you can say the night or till you wish to go Tammi. I never wanted you to leave in the first place.”

 

[Angeltears]

Tammi wasn't sure she was still welcome or that he would take her offered hand. So she was relieved when he did and take it and held it for a bit. "Thank you," she said and squeezed his hand slightly before slipping it from his.

"So what shall we do now?" she asked smiling at him. "Is there any were else you would like to show me?" She hoped that things would be okay between the two of them. IT was then that she heard footsteps heading towards them and she looked to a doorway and saw Hilda coming step through the doorway. Tammi smiled at the housekeeper.

 

[Fi_llor]

Brokar replied “You are welcome Tammi,”

In his mind he thought things were around in his favor, at least he hoped they were turning around in his favor, he could see her now in his bedroom naked and ready for him to ravage her body in every way he wanted.

"So what shall we do now?" she asked smiling at him. Brokar could tell her what he wanted to do with her, and he wondered what she would say if he invited her into his bedroom, but it couldn’t, he didn’t want to scare her off not she was back in.

"Is there any were else you would like to show me?" Brokar wondered if she really wanted to see more of the house or it was an invitation to take her into his bedroom, she didn’t realised how hard he was for her and he was very tempted to take her upstairs. Hilda couldn’t have picked a worse time than to show up at that moment. She smiled at Tammi and walks up to her.

“Tammi I am so glad you’ve decided to stay the night, now I can go happily away and think about tonight’s dinner. You to go and relax and try to make up.” She said leaving them on their own.

We have plenty on time to do whatever we like, unless you like to see the only room you haven’t seen yet, and that happen to be my room.” He told her looking into her eyes.

 

[Angeltears]

Tammi blushed bright red when Hilda told them to go and relax and try and make up.**She must have heard them before, Tammi thought and wondered exactly how much she had heard or seen.*

When Hilda left Tammi turned to Brokar and smiled slightly.*Listening to him she wondered what they should do.**When he mentioned the only room she hadn’t seen she wondered what it was for a second before he told her it was his room.*Looking back into his eyes she knew she should say no, especially after their argument.**Yet she was curious to see what his room looked like.

Biting her lip slightly looked at her feet.**“If you would like to show me your room, then okay but if you would rather do something else I am okay with that too.” She told him glancing up at him from under her lashes.

 

[Fi_llor]

“If you would like to show me your room, then okay but if you would rather do something else I am okay with that too.” She said.

Brokar wasn’t sure if she would yes to see his bedroom, but she surprised him by saying yes. Doing something else was ok as long the something else was in his bedroom, and that was why he suggested it in the first place.

Let’s do one thing at a time for now, and then we can think about what else we could do.” He told her as they went up the stairs and to his bedroom. He pushed the door gently and it opens wide and he lets her go in first and he fallows.

He stops right behind her when she stops to look around. He was so close he almost touched her he back, and he waits to see hear what she has to say about his bedroom.

 

[Angeltears]

Nodding her head to his suggestion of doing one thing at a time she followed him back upstairs and to his bedroom.*Feeling nervous as he opens the door she slowly slips past him, the nervousness was due to the fact that she was heading into his bedroom.**His private place and she was dressed in what Hilda had given her, which she wasn’t used to even though it looked amazing.

Then she comes to a stop a couple of steps into the room as she looked around.**It was like catching sight of this house for the first time, she should have know that when he said he had the biggest bedroom, it would be bigger than any bedroom she had seen and it had an amazing view.**“Wow,” was all she could say as she stood there.

 

[Fi_llor]

Tammi said “Wow,” and Brokar put his hands on her shoulders and leaned over, “I guess that means you like it. Do you like it enough to stay here for tonight and maybe for many nights to come?” He said and turned her around to face him.

“The only thing wrong with this bedroom is that it’s just me sleeping in it, and I would love to have someone like you in it.” And leaned towards her and kissed her lips softly. Brokar didn’t give her a chance to back away or say anything, and then he moved back looking into her eyes wondering what she would say. He knew that if she left here she would never coming back, and then he would have to seduce her mentally

 

[Angeltears]

“I …….” She started to say when he turned her around and she came eye to eye with him and couldn’t say anything.**When he started by saying there was something wrong with the room she went to shake her head and disagree but stopped at what he said next.**Then he was kissing her and she felt her argument fall apart under the press of his lips, and she couldn’t help but kiss him back.*

When he pulled back she stood there a little longer with her eyes closed.**The room was very big and it must be lonely in here all by himself, maybe she should just give in and stay here.**Then she gave herself a mental shake sleeping with someone for the sake of a big room was stupid.**Opening her eyes she looked at him and realized that it had nothing to do with the room, in why she would stay and she knew that she would end up staying in here with him to night.**She was fighting a battle she would lose and she wasn’t just trying to make excuses to Brokar but to herself as well.*

“I’ll stay with you*tonight,” she whispered and gave in, leaning forward she kissed him gently.

 

[Fi_llor]

Brokar never thought he would hear those words from Tammi. “I stay with you tonight” she said with soft voice before she leaned over to kiss him gently.

He wrapped her in his arms and kissed her deeply as he lowered one hand down to the small part of her back, then pressed her against him, her warm body and her hard nipples pressing into his chest, made him shudder slightly and wished tonight was here already.

Brokar was slightly arouse and looked into her eyes after the kiss, wondering if she felt it although it was hard not to. The act took him by surprise as normally he had very good control of his body, but most was due to Tammi. Of all the women he had he never wanted one as much as he wanted Tammi.

“You realise I may never let you leave here me as I’ve wanted you from the very first time I saw you? He said teasing her then he smiled.

 

[Angeltears]

Feeling him wrap his arms around her she slipped her arms around him as he pulled her body against his. She felt very self conscious at the way there bodies pressed against each other, the silk toga dress, not concealing much. She knew her nipples were hard and pressing against him. Also she thought she felt something in his pants press against her, but she wasn't sure.

Her eyes widen in shock at his comment about not letting her leave. Then he smiled and she realized that he was teasing her. She laughed softly and shakes her head. "You wanted me when you saw me sleeping on my porch?" she said laughing. Not taking her eyes way from his she smiled at him. "I don't know what it is but there is something about you, you make me feel comfortable and very unsure about my own self control all at the same time," she admitted to him a little worried about this confession.