Brotherly Love

[MausAss]

(very closed)

"I’m out of here assholes, see you Monday,” Eric said as he waved goodbye to his colleges.

Eric was 22 and worked as a welder for a local company that made specialized pipes for the oil industry and he was one of the best. He liked the people he worked with and he earned more than most people did in the small town he lived and every once in a while he got sent to Houston to do some welding on site. Eric was always surprised how much they were willing to pay for his services, since all he did was welding. He knew he was one of the best and if those suites in Houston wanted to throw money at him, then who was he to turn them down. It was thanks to those jobs he had afforded to buy his dream a car, a Ford Mustang GT.

He had another car he took to work, but during the weekends he liked to cruise around town in his Mustang and picking up girls. It wasn’t always the classiest ladies he picked up; he wouldn’t find someone like his sister Julia for example. She was too good for this town and it would kill him if any of the guys he knew would put their filthy hands on her. Julia was pure and he wanted her to stay that way until she found someone she wanted to marry. Someone smart and rich, someone who could take care of her the way she deserved. Sometimes he wished he could meet someone like her, but none of the girls in this town had even half the class or brain that she had.

“Bummi” as he called her, it had been too difficult for his 4 year old self to say Julia properly and in a fit of rage he had started calling her “Bummi” instead and it had stuck. Of course no one else was allowed to call her that. He still saw her as that little girl, even though he knew she had started to grow up. Maybe he was a bit overprotective, but he didn’t want her to end up with some deadbeat stuck in this small town. She was destined for great things and he would make sure no one got in her way. She was a good girl, who like to read and she spent more time in the stables than he did with his car. She wasn’t like other girls, who went out drinking and ended up sleeping with some random guy.

Once he got home, he took a shower and had a quick meal before calling some of his friends as he got ready to head out. Eric threw on a pair of jeans and a shirt he liked before walked over to the garage where his car was. The Mustang was less than a year old and in impeccable condition and the envy of all his friends. He had given his fair share of girls a ride home to his place in it too. The town they lived in was small one and there wasn’t much to do at the weekends except cruising around in the car and meet up with his friends and do some street racing. There were no places to go out and get a drink, so most people just gathered around the street racers. Of course the police knew, but most of the time they didn’t bother trying to stop it, since everyone knew how to keep their mouth shut.

The only open place in town this late was a 7-11 and that’s where he was heading first to what girls would show up. He liked seeing new faces and he was known as a bit of a player, even if he didn’t see it that way. As he pulled up the main road with loud country music on the stereo he saw a pair of new legs he didn’t recognize. Tanned beautiful legs and a really nice ass that reminded him of some of Julia’s friends from the stable since her body was sculpted in the same way. If he knew the girl would be even easier to pick her up and she was alone and dressed like that so it was quite obvious to Eric what she was after. He turned down the windscreen and slowed down so he could pull up next to her.

“Nice ass girl, you need a ride?” Eric said as got close enough to be within earshot over the large engine.

He couldn’t believe who it was when she turned around to face him.

“Bummi?” he said, not able to comprehend that the girl dressed like a slut was his precious sister.

She was showing more of her cleavage than he had ever seen before and was wearing a bit too much make-up. She was a natural beauty and the guys would eat her alive with the way she looked tonight. None of them deserved and Eric couldn’t understand what she was doing out here alone. Didn’t she know how guy worked? He wouldn’t let her throw away her future on some of the assholes that liked to hang out here. She was too good for this place and the thought of some guy’s dirty hand over her body made him furious. There was no way their parents knew she was out here and he still had a hard time taking it in that his good little sister was all out here by herself dressed just like the other sluts that offered their bodies to whatever guy showed them some interest. She didn’t know what kind of risks she was taking, some of these guys didn’t know how to take a no and there was no way he would let them see her like this.

He shoved the door open and grabbed her arm and started forcing her into the passenger seat.

“In the car Julia! NOW! What the hell are you doing? You look like a slut and I’m taking you home. I can’t believe you Julia don’t you know what these guys are like. They would eat you alive for fucks sake.”

 

[Little_Sister]

Julia - the little sister
18


My parents are ultra conservative. We go to church twice on Sunday, once on Wednesday and my mom has me in a "Purity" class on Friday nights. Eric, my big brother, is lucky because of his work schedule he doesn't have to be subjected to the constant barrage of religious and purity pounding that I am. My hair is long and brown, my eyes are sky blue. I am perfectly average at 120 lbs and 5'5. My parents insist I dress in long skirts except when I am at the barn. As you can guess, I spend a lot of time at the barn.

The air is warm and sticky today, just like every day in the summertime in Texas. Stef, is my best friend and we spend our days at the barn, riding and mucking mostly. We have been talking and we are both SO tired of being virgins and being ignored by boys. We have made a plan and that will all change this weekend! I have been so nervous all day, now that 'this weekend' is here.

Stef got some clothes from her sister Katy, who is in college. The boys all flock to her, including my brother. I sigh thinking of him. Eric is such a great guy but he only dates gold diggers. They see his car, and they just run to him. It drives me crazy that they will never see him, for him.

Stef brought over a huge assortment of things for us to try on and we did, in the tack room of the barn, safe from my parents view. I pulled off my jeans and boots leaving me standing in the dirt in just my white cotton panties and t-shirt. Stef hands me a short denim skirt. It barely covers my bottom and when I walk I am pretty sure you can see my panties.

"I can see your panties a bit but I brought one of Katy's thongs because I figured you wouldn't have one," says Stef, "Now let’s try on shirts."

I blush because she is right. I don't have anything of the sort. She hands me a teeny, tiny, black thong. I smile and set it next to my boots.

I slip my tee over my head and put it on top of my crumpled jeans. The first shirt is a short, tight, and hot pink tank. It ends where my bra does, leaving my full belly exposed. I sigh and it is like she can read my mind.

“Don't worry, I have others that are less reviling. I can tell you are not comfortable but I have to tell you: You look hot. You would have all the guy's attentions, I promise."

"Thanks but yeah, this is a little much I think, I don't want to get raped,” I joked.

The next shirt is a white, button down, sleeveless shirt. It is snug, really snug. It is cut low and you can see my bra but at least it covers about the same amount of skin as my tee does.

"You can see my bra." I frown.

"Then don't wear one," Stef quickly retorts.

"I can't do that!" I snap.

She reaches under the back of the shirt and pops the bra clasp with a skill only another girl can have. I sigh and slip my arms out of each strap, then pull my bra out from the bottom of my shirt. She is right. It looks better without a bra, except my nipples will be clearly visible if I get the slightest bit chilly or nervous and on a Texas summer night, chilly was not a possibility but nerves were guaranteed.

“Oh, shoot! I’m going to be late for dinner if I don’t hurry.” I say, looking at the old clock on the stable wall as I realize we have lost track of time trying on clothes.

I quickly put on my normal clothes back on, put the clothes I had just tried on in a nice pile and give Stef a goodbye hug. We are going to sneak out after dinner to meet up at the barn and I am really excited as we head in different directions.

Dinner and shows with my folks drags on like every minute is an hour. I am SO nervous. Ever since the day I was born, I have always been expected to go to bed much earlier than all my friends and for once I am happy when my parents announce it was time for me to go to bed. Even though I am 18 and a senior, I am still treated like a child, or a "precious flower". My parents expect me to be a virgin and to have never kissed a boy until I get married. They believe I should be "courted" and it is the only way to find a good, man of God. No one has ever ASKED me if that's what I want. I want a guy like Eric but there is no way my parents would ever let me date a guy like him.

I kiss my parents and head down the hall to my bedroom. I close the door and turn on my radio softly. I am not allowed to have a TV in my room but I am allowed to listen to christen music and it lulls me to sleep every night. I put the clothes Stef gave me, a tube of lipstick and mascara in the bag. I climb out my window and head to the barn.

It is a 3 mile walk but I have almost an hour, so I have plenty of time. I walk along the quite, rural streets I have grown up on.

"Today is the day I find MY Eric" I say to myself.

As I come up to the barn, I realize Stef is not there yet. I go into the tack room and take off all of my clothes, including my panties and bra. I neatly fold my clothes and pull her clothes out of the bag. I slip the lacy thong up my smooth, tan legs. It feels so silky. The only panties my parents buy for me are cotton and this feels so different. I involuntarily squeeze my private spot, when the fabric comes to rest on my sweet lips. I grab the skirt and slide it up to cover the thong, which barely covers anything. I pull out the white blouse and slip my arms in, carefully buttoning each button starting right between my breasts and ending at my navel.

I sit on a square bale of hay and open the lipstick. I dab a little on each cheek, smearing it around on the apples of my face for blush and two heavy strokes on my mouth. I add the mascara to my long eyelashes.

"It’s not much, but it’s all I have so it will have to do", I say to myself.

I hear Stef and her sister pull up and I grab my flip flops.

"Hey Julia. You look great, but you will look even better with these" Stef says as she holds up a pair of strappy black, 4" heels.

"Oh those are beautiful, I couldn't!" I say, but I’m not able to look away from the high heels. I imagine what they will look like on me.

“I’ve never worn high heels,” I embarrassingly admit, adding “because of my folks.”

"You can and you will!" Stef's sister Katy exclaims. I smile sheepishly and take them from her. I take off my flip flops and tentatively slip my bare foot into the first high heel I have ever experienced. There is a strap over my toes and a strap with a small buckle clasp around my ankle. I fasten the clasp and slide the second onto my other foot. Looking down I am surprised at how toned my calves look. I have always had skinny legs but these make my legs look firm and athletic.

The ride to town flies by and now we are pulling into the 7-11 parking lot. Katy parks and gets out. She runs up to a guy standing by a big truck and kisses him, with her tongue! I am stunned and honestly a little scared. I have never seen anyone kiss like that.

"Close your mouth, you're staring." Stef whispers.

I close my mouth and we walk to the side of the building close to the street.

“Nice ass girl, you need a ride?” I heard a voice say and I turned to see who he was talking to, only to realize it was Eric.

My Eric. Before I could respond he jumped out of the car with lightning speed. He grabbed me by the arm hard and tried to push me into his car. I knew he would take me home and I knew more than anything this was my only shot at being a woman so I jerked my arm away and looked at him with a fire in my eyes I didn't know I possessed.

"NO! I am 18 and I am staying with Stef and Katy!” I yelled.

I can’t believe that my own brother is trying to stop me. He, if anyone should understand how little freedom I have and the one night I finally get out he’s trying to ruin it! He has to know how much I need this.

He yells back “In the car Julia! NOW! What the hell are you doing? You look like a slut and I’m taking you home. I can’t believe you Julia. Don’t you know what these guys are like? They would eat you alive for fucks sake.”

Katy dislodges her tongue from the guy’s mouth, turns and grins.

"Hey Trouble! Where have you been?? I have missed you sweet thang!" she yells to Eric as she sashays across the parking lot towards him.

"Not now Katy" he yells at her with a fire, a temper that I have never seen in his eyes. It makes me nervous and I wobble backwards, unsteady on the heels.

 

[MausAss]

Katy was a nice girl, but she was not someone Eric wanted his sister to take after. Julia was special and whatever man who would take her virginity would have to earn it. Not someone who was just interested in taking her for a ride in their car before making their move. None of the guys here deserved her and he could just talk to Julia he was sure she would see it too.

She wasn’t like the other girls, she wanted to save herself for her future husband and the guys here wouldn’t understand that. He shouted at Katy to mind her own business, as he once more turned his attention to his sister. Eric had never seen her like this, the clothes was fitted tightly against her body and his eyes lingered a second too long at her breasts for it to be appropriate. Was she even wearing a bra? He didn’t know, all he knew was that he had to get her out of here. She was too good for this place and he wasn’t about to let anyone take advantage her.

Suddenly he felt Stef brush up against him. She had always had an eye out for him, even after he’d been with her sister Katy. The thought of being with her turned him on, but now wasn’t the time.

“Come on Eric, let me and Julie play tonight and I promise to make it up to you,” Stef said grabbing him a bit harder so he could feel her breasts against his arm. It was quite obvious what she meant by making it up to him and normally he would’ve taken her up on her offer, but not if it meant leaving his sister alone with all these guys just looking for a new girl to take advantage of.

“Yeah let her play Erik, I’ll take care of your sister really good. I’ll let her ride my tongue all night,” a taunting voice that could only belong to Scott said.

Scott was the last guy he would ever want his little sister be with. He had a bad temper and there were a lot of rumors surrounding him and Eric suspected that most of them were true. He had seen the bruises on Scott’s ex-girlfriend and he had experienced his bad temper himself. He didn’t dare to think what would happen if Julia ended up alone with him, would he respect a no? Eric doubted he would.

“Fuck off Scott, this is none of your business,” Eric shouted back, while slowly moving away from Stef.

Scott had that smug face on that Eric hated and he wanted nothing more than to punch him in the face. Still he saw the look on his sister and knew that he couldn’t take her home just yet, it was obvious she wanted to experience something else than the stable. All he had to do was to explain that the only thing the guys wanted was to get inside her pants and it would be all good. She would try to find some nicer boys and he wouldn’t have to worry about her sneaking out again.

“Why don’t we ask your sister what she wants? Huh? She came here for a reason!” Scott said while giving Julia a lecherous look while moved closer to them. “Do you want to be with a real man or go home with your lame-ass brother?”

Eric was boiling inside, he had been in such a good mood earlier and now he had a hard time not blowing up. He could see how people started to gather around them expecting a fight. It had been a long time since he’d been in a fight since he usually got along fine with most people, but there was no way he was going to let Scott or anyone else defile his little sister. Scott was a big guy and he been a lot more fights than Eric had but hopefully it wouldn’t come that far, but it all depended on what Julia would do next…

 

[Little_Sister]

Eric is all I have ever had. He is my brother, my only male friend and my best friend. I can tell him things and ask him questions that I can’t ask my girlfriends because he doesn't judge or ridicule me because of my inexperience. He always answers my questions honestly and I really appreciate him for that. I don’t understand why he is being this way now. He has never been so overbearing and controlling before. He is acting like my parents NOT my brother.

Scott walks up behind Eric. Our eyes meet and he grins at me. Scott is an acquaintance of Eric’s but they have never been particularly friendly.

“Yeah let her play Eric, I’ll take care of your sister really good. I’ll let her ride my tongue all night,” Scott said.

Scott is a crude, bully and known around town for keeping his girl in line. The LAST thing I want is his controlling self anywhere near me. I have had enough living by someone else’s rules and I am ready to live by my own! Scott’s piercing stare is making me really nervous. He is drooling at me like a starved dog being teased with a steak.

“Why don’t we ask your sister what she wants? Huh? She came here for a reason!” Scott said.

Everything is escalating so quickly that I hardly have a moment to think. My limited experience with boys is showing now. My head is spinning, I’m confused, I’m flustered and to be honest I just want to throw up. THIS is not what I wanted. I just wanted to have fun!

“Do you want to be with a real man or go home with your lame-ass brother?” quips Scott as he winks at me.

I can feel the fine hairs on my arms and back of my neck stand up. I am petrified, frozen and I know I am in way over my head. This is heading down a very scary, dangerous road that I don’t want to be on and more than that, I don’t want my brother to be on. Scott and Eric are toe to toe. I can’t let anything happen to Eric, especially over me. I could never live with myself if Eric got hurt. I am frustrated with him now, but I love him more than anything.

“Fight, Fight, Fight,” the crowd is starting to chant.

My eyes find Eric’s, they lock and I take a deep breath.

“I will leave with you on ONE condition.” I declare with all of the courage I can muster in my queasy state.

He turns to me, actually everyone does. I notice the night has fallen almost silent, as everyone seems to hang on my words. I still have no idea where I am going with this train of thought and now everyone’s eyes are on me.

Just then it hits me. Stef has told me about some of Katy’s stories about the bonfire at Potts Farm. It is about 45 min out of town which is why the rowdiest crowd tends to stay here in town, because it is “too” far. Katy said it is pretty chill but it can get crazy after the keg is gone and they break out the moonshine.

“We don’t go home until morning. I want to go to the bonfire at Potts.” I command, putting my hands on my hip to cover my insecurity.

Whistles and horse calls abound form the crowd as they seem to agree this would be a good time to move the party. I try to read Eric’s face but I can’t. My night, my life, hangs in his response. It is a long drive down old dirt and rock roads, I’m not sure if my brother would even be willing to take his car, his baby. I know it is a long shot as taking me also means there is a pretty good chance I will get to drink, something I have ever done. Our parents are firm believers that alcohol in any form is a sin and the “New Wine” that Jesus drank was actually grape juice, not wine. I don’t know if Eric has ever drank but it would surprise me if he hasn't. He goes out a lot but I have never seen him tipsy, or at least not that I have ever recognized.

I need my brother to understand where I am coming from. Maybe if Eric agrees I can talk some sense into him on the car ride. There are so many things I need to tell him. He will understand. I can make him understand. I know I can!

 

[MausAss]

Eric could hear the crowd shouting “fight” as his eyes looked for Julia, while still on his guard against Scott. As soon as his eyes met hers he saw her take a deep breath and speak up. He wasn’t sure how to react, on one hand it took away most the tension, but on the other all eyes were now on his baby sister. Everyone could see her bare belly and get a good view of what her breasts looked like. Julia really had a good body and her face had always been cute too. If she hadn’t been his sister he would’ve been all over her, taking her on a ride in his car and helping her to the first taste of alcohol. He would’ve used her, like he had with so many women before.

But she wasn’t like any other woman; she was better, she was special and even more beautiful than any other girl he met. She just didn’t know how special she was and if could just make her to see that and convince her that she didn’t need some guy’s attention to confirm it.

"We don’t go home until morning. I want to go to the bonfire at Potts.”

Fuck, Eric knew that voice and unless he gives in she will not forgive him for a long time. He could see that she’s afraid that he will say no, but he don’t see how could get away with it without hurting her. Still he couldn’t let her be out until morning and he needed to talk to her, tell her what signals those clothes were sending. Explain what the guys would do to her and how did she even know about the bonfire. It’s where you took girls to make out with and since there were so many small roads there it was easy to find a secluded spot to park your car. It would be so easy for a guy to force himself on Julia or any other girl if he could just convince her to go with him. It would be next to impossible for Eric to find them if she did.

“Okay, I’ll take you there, but I got some condition of my own,” Eric said, hating himself for not saying no, for not protecting her the way he should.

Eric didn’t have much choice, if he had said no she would just sneak out another night and then who knew what would happen. She was light in his life, the one person he could always rely on to do the right thing and it was his duty to protect her. Eric was going to tell her what they wanted to do to her and then he would be able to take her home. If not he would have to show her, scare her, do whatever it takes to make her stay away from guys like him.

He looked over at Stef who looked like she wanted to ride with them, but he needed to talk with Julia alone.

“Go with your sister Stef, I need to talk with Julia alone and we’ll catch up with you later,” Eric said, wondering a bit what would happen to her tonight.

She was a cute girl, but she had a sister who could look out after her. She didn’t need his protection the way Julia did. She wasn’t as pure or special and if she wanted to sleep around he wasn’t about to stop her. As long as she didn’t become a bad influence over Julia.

“Hop in the car Bummi and we can talk on the way over there and go through my conditions,” Eric said and opened the door for his sister to get in to the car.

“Watch out for this guy Bummi, he likes to take innocent girls like you virginities,” Scott said.

“Shut up, she’s my sister for Christ sake. One more word and I’ll fuck you up Scott... I’m serious one more word,” Eric screamed, he usually didn’t lose his temper like this, but he didn’t want his sister to know what he had done. He didn’t want her to think he was a bad person.

 

[Little_Sister]

"Okay, I’ll take you there” is all Eric gets out as I jump and squeal like a little girl on Christmas morning. I am sure I look like a doof with a huge smile plastered on my face but I can’t help it! Eric said yes!!!

My sweet brother is always a gentleman. He opens the door for me and I sit down in his car only to realize, I was not in my normal skirt. I was in a mini skirt and my lack of poise and grace when sitting down into the mustang, meant my skirt fluttered up and exposed my thigh, clear to the top of my hip. Thank goodness I was wearing Katy’s thong or someone would have seen my panties and that would have been so embarrassing.

The leather on the seat is cool on my bare bottom thanks to the AC in the car. It is a soothing and change from the hot, sticky, summer air. I sit back in the seat, bring both legs into the car.

Scott starts mouthing off again, something about Eric “taking innocent girls” or something. I shake my head as Eric slams the car door and yells something at Scott. I don’t understand but I get the feeling that Eric is trying to hide something from me. Scott is an ass but whatever he said makes Eric too angry. There must be truth, I will ask him about it but not right now, right now I just need to get him to help me break free!

Eric walks around the car, gets in, revs the engine and we are off. I don’t know the town well as my parents won’t let me have a car. I have to trust that he is taking me to the right place, but I do. I have no reason to believe he would ever do anything less than what he tells me he will do. I trust him completely.

I take a deep breath, as I can see he is lost in his own thoughts. It is cold in his car and I can feel my nipples hard against my shirt. I turn towards Eric, pulling my left leg up in the seat and pulling my knee close to my chest with my arms blocking my hard nipples from his view. I am searching for a way to break the ice.

“Eric, I am SO tired of living under mom & dad’s thumb. No one has ever asked me if I WANTED to date, I was only told I couldn’t date. No one has ever asked if I wanted to do this whole courting process, but I was told I had to, because that is what is expected as a woman of God. I want to date. I want to kiss a boy. I want to hold hands. I want to feel pretty, really pretty, not the church girl everyone knows me as. I am 18 but I feel like a 14 year old when it comes to boys. I don’t want to be a virgin on my wedding day. How does that even make since?? If making love is supposed to be such a big part of marriage, how will we know if we are even compatible? I don’t want to be married to someone, bound to forever, if he doesn’'t like doing it with me.” I say.

I have never talked so frankly about sex to anyone but I need him to understand why I have to be here. I have never even talked to my mom about sex, but with Eric, it just comes falling out of my mouth.

“It is not just kissing and stuff. It is freedom. It is about making my own choices. I want, NO, I need to DANCE. Oh, Eric, I want to dance more than anything. I know mom and dad say it something only trashy whores do, but I don’t think so. I want to go swing on a rope swing and go swimming with a boy. I want to pick out my own clothes. I want to wear makeup. I want to stay out late. I want to get my ears pierced. I want to be NORMAL. More than anything I need to be a normal teenage girl. I am so tired of being a good girl. I think God loves the me he made, not the me mom and dad are trying to make me be. He made me and He doesn’t make mistakes right?!” I ramble out.

Eric starts to say something but I cut him off as I shift positions placing both feet back on the floorboard, leaning my arms onto the console.

“I know that I may not have the nerve to actually do any of the things I want to do, but I want it to be MY choice not someone else’s choice. I know that there may not be a boy who wants to take me out on a date or kiss me but it is not even a possibility if I am locked in my bedroom. I know that I am not as pretty or experienced as the other girls. All I am asking for is a chance to be normal.” I say.

I am feeling very triumphant. I know he understands and I am feeling at peace. I sit back in the seat and lean my head back against the headrest. My legs slightly part and I sigh at the cool air. I can feel the air blowing between my sweaty thighs and I grin.

Then I hear my mother’s voice in my head asking where my manners are. He is doing me the favor and I have been blabbing on and on, never thanking him. I blush at my self-centeredness.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you for taking me to Potts Farm and giving me a shot at a normal life. You are my best friend. I hope you know that. You are the BEST big brother ever. Eric, I love you.” I sincerely confess.

I look at Eric and I am suddenly nervous. The look is not the one I have seen before. I am holding my breath, waiting for him to speak.

 

[MausAss]

The evening wasn’t panning out the way Eric had planned it. He was just looking to have some fun and here he was driving his sister to the bonfire. The last time he had taken a girl there they hadn’t made it there, stopping at an abandon road to make out before heading back to his apartment. He glanced over his sister who had her knees against her chest. Was that a thong, she was definitely wearing a thong. What was she thinking? This wasn’t the little sister he knew. She had really nice legs and with the way she was dressed she would definitely get some attention tonight.

And then it got worse when she started talking. He could understand her frustration, their parents were the main reason he had decided to move out as soon as he could. But Julia was different, she was a girl and a much better person than he was. He couldn’t let Julia get as corrupted as he was; he needed her to remain pure. He didn’t want her to kiss boys, hold hands or any of that, not now not ever. He realized he was unreasonable and that she someday would have to break free.

Eric couldn’t believe how open Julia, his Bummi, was about what she wanted. She wanted to throw away all that made her special just to be normal teenage girl. No, not a normal teenage girl, a slutty one wearing makeup and getting her ear pierced and even having sex before marriage. She was just not thinking clear and would regret it if she followed through with it. It was just a phase she was going through, he was sure of it. He needed to say something, cut her off, but before he could she opened her mouth again.

“I know that I may not have the nerve to actually do any of the things I want to do, but I want it to be MY choice not someone else’s choice. I know that there may not be a boy who wants to take me out on a date or kiss me but it is not even a possibility if I am locked in my bedroom. I know that I am not as pretty or experienced as the other girls. All I am asking for is a chance to be normal,” Julia said.

As Julia leaned back in the chair, Eric couldn’t help to notice her nipples pressing against the fabric and the way her thighs looked. She would definitely have guys chasing after her tonight and if she decided to drink alcohol on top of it, well that was a recipe for disaster. He still felt a bit guilty the way he had treated Anna, a girl in Julia’s age a couple of weeks ago. She had showed up one night dressed provocative and she had been hesitant at first but after a couple of drinks and a ride in his car he had taken her virginity. Then he had just dumped her outside her parent’s house and hadn’t talked to her since. It hadn’t been the first time either and he couldn’t let that happen to Bummi.

She really looked like one of those girls tonight, innocent yet sexy, inexperienced yet curious and wanting to learn more. She didn’t understand what signals she was sending and Eric wasn’t if words enough would be enough to teach her the lesson. Julia thanked him, while he studied her. Exploring her body with his eyes, trying to picture what he would think of her if she wasn’t his sister, realizing he would all over her. She had everything he was looking for in a girl and he wasn’t going to let her throw it all away. Eric decided to pull over at the next road to stop and talk some sense into his little sister and just as he pulled over he realized it was the same road he had used with Anna.

Eric parked the car and looked over at Julia, she seemed a bit insecure but she still had that determined look on her face. He was going to have a hard time convincing her to go home and forget about chasing boys.

“Hey Julia, you know I love you… But these guys are not like you expect, they only want one thing from you. They would sleep with you and then forget about it. They wouldn’t care what happened to you after they got what they wanted and with the way you are dressed tonight. They will think you want to give it to them. You look a bit slutty and some guys won’t take no for an answer and I can’t be there to look after you every night. This is just a phase you’re going through and you would regret it afterwards I promise. Just let me take you home and I can take you to the church dance at Sunday okay Bummie?” Eric said and reached out to stroke his sister’s face.

 

[Little_Sister]

“Why are we stopping?” I wonder.

Eric finally says something but it is NOT nice and NOT what I want to hear. He touches my face, and I lean my cheek into his hand and close my eyes. A tear runs down my cheek. I look at him with eyes full of tears.

“Do you really think I look like a slut?” I asked, his words cutting me like a knife.

My head and heart hurt. I really thought he would understand but he is just like our parents. I have had enough of this do as I say, not as I do stuff. My body is filling with rage as I process his words.

“Forget him, forget all of them, and most of all forget the dance at church” I think to myself, my mind full of defiance but tears streaming down my face.

“You know what Eric?! You are just like them. You say you love me but you don’t. All you care about is what you think is best for me, just like our parents. If you loved me, you would care about what I want, but you don’t. I thought you were different. Now, I know better. You were never going to take me to the bonfire were you?! You are a liar! I HATE YOU!! I will find my own way!” I scream at him.

I sling the door of the Mustang open and step out onto the mud. My heels sink into the wet clay so I kick them off. I will be faster barefoot anyway, I think to myself.

I hear him yelling at me as I walk around the front of his car and head back towards the main street. I can’t make out his words and I don’t care.

 

[MausAss]

Eric’s plan to make a compromise blew up in his face. His beloved sister started screaming at him with tears in her eyes. Eric really hated when Julia cried and now it was even worse since he was the cause. He had underestimated just how big her desire to be as those other girls was, but he knew this path wasn’t right for her. He usually always gave into whatever she wanted when cried, but he wasn’t going to do it this time. Eric wasn’t going to his sister throw away her virginity on some sleazy guy just because she was a bit curious, no matter how much her words and tears hurt him.

“…I HATE YOU!! I find my own way!” she screamed and the word hurt like hell.

She didn’t know that he loved her more than anything. Was his Bummi really this spoiled and sheltered that she didn’t realize that he was doing this all for her? That he would do anything for her. He knew this wasn’t right for her and hearing her scream out her hate towards him made Eric really mad and stepped out of the car and ran after her. She didn’t know what guy’s were like, but he had no idea how he could convince her. When she was in a mood like this there was no way to stop her. It felt like he was driving her into the arms of guy’s like Scott, who would be ready to take advantage of her emotional state and he feared that she was ready to be taken advantage off. To spite him and their parents, but he wouldn’t let that happen, not to his sister. Eric would do whatever it took to save Julia, even if it meant he had to hurt her even more.

Eric grabbed Julia’s arm as he caught up to her, forcing her to come back with him before he pushed her against the car pressing his body against hers while holding on to both her arms. Eric could feel the heat from her body, but he tried to ignore it. He was only doing this to teach Julia a lesson and besides she was his sister. He was holding onto her wrist really tight and he could see that it hurt her, but this would keep her safe in the long run.

“I love you more than anything Bummi, don’t you ever question my love for you again. Can’t you see that I’m doing this for you? If someone did anything bad to you and I didn’t do anything to stop it I would kill myself. I do this to protect you Bummi. If some guy tried to rape you out here would be no way for you to stop it. You don’t know where we are and out here no one would be able to hear you scream. If you look like you do now, you will send certain signals. Some guys will think its okay to take advantage of a girl like that and I’m going to do everything to protect you against guys like that. I’m not a good guy Julia; I slept with a girl here a couple of weeks ago. I took her virginity, before dropping her off at her parents. I haven’t talked to her since and the last time I saw her she looked really sad. Every guy out here is a pig and none of them would see how special you are if you dress like that. They won’t see who you really are; they will just think you are another girl they can take advantage of. What would you do if some guy started to feel you up,” he said trying to convince her, but she still had that look of defiance on her face.

Eric still hadn’t convinced Julia and her defiance was making him mad, how could she still be so stubborn. He had to take it one step further, for her sake. Make her realize just how naïve she was. He didn’t want to do it, but he had to do it for his sister. He pressed his body even tighter against her soft body, holding her in position against the car while he looked her in the eyes. She would hate him for this, but he had to do it. He released her wrists and moved one towards her head, grabbing her head roughly holding it in place.

“You need to see just how easy it would be for a guy to rape you Julia,” Eric said looking into to his sister eyes, before he moved his hand to her breasts.

He pinched her nipple really hard, he wanted her to feel pain not pleasure. He then moved his hand inside her tight shirt, making two buttons come lose in the process. Eric squeezed it hard and he was surprised by how good it felt. He really was a freak, but he couldn’t stop just yet and forced himself to his hand further down under her skirt. He moved away with his body just enough so he would be able to yank her panties down to her knees before he pushed his body up against her again. His face was inches from Julia’s and he started to be aware of what kind of a situation they were in. He cursed himself as he could feel his cock getting a bit hard, it was still pressed up against Julia. Fuck she smelled so good and his body wanted more. He moved his hand towards her exposed pussy up her thighs before he stopped.

“What would you do if someone tried to this?” Eric said, looking his sister in the eyes as his hand moved dangerously close to her most private spot. “What would you do Julia?” he said before he moved up and forced his finger inside her. He wanted her to feel the pain of his finger entering her dry pussy; instead his finger met something completely unexpected. Her pussy was wet.

 

[Little_Sister]

Eric comes up behind me and drags me back to his car. I am trying with all of my might to break away from him but his grip is just too strong. I had no idea he was so strong.

He pushes up against me and his body contact is equal parts confusing and arousing. I have never been this close to a boy. Feeling his body press so firmly against mine, and his warm breath on my neck is making my head spin.

“Let me go! STOP! I HATE YOU!” I scream over his words. I am not listening to him. He is just like our parents, thinking he knows what is best for me. I thought he loved me but it is obvious he doesn't. He wants me to stay a good little girl while he goes out and has all the fun.

“THIS is MY life! Let me go! You are hurting me!” I continue to yell over top of him as I squirm under him. The more I squirm the tighter he squeeze and he is making red marks on my skin. It hurts but I refuse to let him win, I refuse to give in.

“Screw YOU!” I almost blush as I hear the curse come out of my mouth. I don’t curse but I am SO frustrated.

Just then I feel your large hand on my chest. I am very aware now that I don’t have a bra on. Eric’s hand masterfully navigates under my shirt and finds my hard nipple and squeezes it. My head is spinning. No one has ever touched me there, and never skin to skin. I can’t think, I can’t process, all I can do is feel and my big brothers hand on my bare breast feels wonderful.

His hand leaves my breast and my skin feels cold and abandoned. I feel him back away and I think he is getting off of me, then I feel his fingers glide under my skirt and grab the side on my thong and pull hard. The little thong is no match for his strong hands and it rolls down my things to my knees. I feel the breeze on my bare pussy. I can’t think, I can speak. I hear my brother talking but I can’t comprehend his words.

Why is he taking my panties off? I try to reason in my head. Oh no! He is going to touch me there. He can’t! He will see that my pussy is wet and I will be mortified. I start to really fight to get away. I find my voice and start screaming for help.

“DON’T! STOP!! PLEASE ERIC!!” I scream as his fingers brush against my dewy lips. I pray he didn't feel that they were wet.

Our eyes lock, as if he is trying to process my words and then he…

 

[MausAss]

How could she be wet? Maybe this wasn’t her first time out after all; maybe Julia had been a slut all this time. What was wrong with her? And what was wrong with him? He knew he should pull his fingers away from her pussy, but he couldn’t. He couldn’t believe that his sweet innocent sister was turned on. Eric had heard her screams, it had only made him more determined to scare her. But his sweet sister was a slut, how could he not have seen it. He wondered how many of his friends that she had slept with and he became more and more mad and jealous. He wanted to hunt down and kill each and every one of the guys she’d slept with. Julia had been such a sweet girl, what had corrupted her? Who had corrupted her? He felt tears well up and he couldn’t stop it and drive his fingers further inside her.

“You really are slut Julia; you came out to tonight to get fucked didn’t you?” Eric screamed at his sister, not able to think straight anymore.

Eric couldn’t hold back, she really was a slut then he was going to treat her like one. He ripped her shirt open, grabbing her breasts. Julia had already been defiled, he had been too late and now nothing mattered anymore.

“You don’t care who you sleep with do you? You’ll sleep with anyone!” he screamed at her through his tears.

His cock was hard and he did nothing to hide it as he pressed his body against her. Grabbing her head and biting her neck, not able to look her in the eyes.

 

[Little_Sister]

"AHHHHHH" I scream. The searing pain is a shock to my virgin hole. I have never had anything there, not even my fingers. When I masturbate I rub my little clit, but what he is doing hurts. It does not feel good. What is he doing to me? I just can't comprehend why he is putting his fingers inside me.

"ERIC, STOP!! Please, I am a VIRGIN! I am not a slut, Eric! I am a good girl. Please stop, it hurts so bad!!!" I yell through tears that are flowing like a river down my face.

He was mauling me and as much as I fought it, I couldn't get away. My breast were hurting, he was squeezing them with such force, it HURT, it was not like earlier. There were read marks so dark I could even see them in to dim moon light.

"Why is he doing this to me? What did I do?" I wonder.

"PLEASE ERIC!! You are REALLY hurting me!! It hurts SO BAD!" I cry out in one last attempt to get him to stop. I am in way over my head and I pray he stops. It is all I know so I pray for the plain to stop.

"PLEASE!! Help Me!!!" I cry falling limp as I finally stop fighting my brother!

 

[MausAss]

Eric heard his sister shout more lies at him. He had seen for herself that she had liked his touch. He was still mad, but he started to realize that he was actually hurting her. His hands were squeezing her too hard and he started to feel bad. Maybe he should give her one more chance. Eric pulled his fingers out of her pussy and let her go, mere seconds after she had surrendered to him. He still felt betrayed, first she had slept with at least one guy and now she was lying about it. He had been seconds from raping her, forcing himself on his little sister. Why had he been so turned on? Eric couldn’t understand it, she was his sister. Yet her body had somehow felt warmer, softer and better than any girl he had been with before. His body was telling him to fuck her, rape her until it was satisfied. He wanted to use her, he wanted to fuck her and it was killing him. Eric’s eyes kept being drawn to her exposed breasts and his breathing was heavy. He was still furious at her, he though their connection had been something special. That she trusted him, but it had all been a lie.

“Tell me the truth and I will let you go. Who took your virginity? Don’t bullshit me this time,” Eric said in a threatening tone to his little sister, still not sure what he would do if she lied.

“I’m sorry for hurting you, but you made me do it Julia,” he said in a softer tone as he stroked her chin softly like he had so many times before.

 

[Little_Sister]

"I promise I am a virgin, Eric. I have never even kissed a boy. You are they only boy I have ever been alone with" I cry out. Tears still running down my cheeks. I am furious that he would make such assumptions about me. Does he really think I am a liar? Those words stab into my heart and I feel him back away.

I take a breath, realizing how vulnerable I am. I wish I would have stayed home. I wish I could take this night back. I hate how it ended up and I just want to crawl in a hole and die. I feel so alone and I long for the safety of my bed, my defiance has evaporated, giving into the guilt in my head.

I know in my heart, I have somehow caused this. I know without a doubt it is my fault, he is right. I did make him do it.

"Please, let me go. I am sorry ok?!" I whisper, gasping at my bare, muddy feet. They look, how I feel. Dirty.

 

[MausAss]

”…I am a virgin, Eric…”

The words stung like hell, how could she still lie to him? The tears didn’t fool him anymore and didn’t know what to do anymore.

His sister: the slut, his sister the liar. Eric was just as disappointed as he was mad, he had thought Julia was better then everyone, but she was just as the rest of them. Ready to sleep with the first guy who showed them any attention. Eric had expected so much more from her, he had thought she was destined to do great things. He wanted to hit her for betraying him. He wanted to hit her, because he was still turned on. He wanted to hit her for not covering up her exposed breasts and he wanted to hit her because he couldn’t look away. Eric knew that he shouldn’t have these thoughts, but after finding out she had already fucked he couldn’t stop thinking about it. Julia was just a slut now; her first hadn’t been anything special. It hadn’t even been with a boyfriend, just some random guy and he could feel his rage starting to rise again.

“Please, let me go. I am sorry ok?”

There was no mistaking it. She didn’t care, his little angel didn’t care. She just wanted someone to fuck her. How could he have been so wrong all this time? Well if this was what she wanted. Eric grabbed Julia and pushed her against the car. He had no intention to take her home if she was just going to sneak out again.

“You really don’t give a damn, do you?” Eric said before pushed his lips against hers, forcing his tongue inside her while he was crying on the inside.

His sister was ruined, but this was what she wanted. His hand moved softer this time in an effort to bring her more pleasure this time. She was slut and he was going to treat her like one, just for tonight. Just this night would he give in to his desires to please her. Eric’s cock was already hard from before, but he kept telling himself that he was doing this for Julia, no matter how good her body felt.

 

[Little_Sister]

My brother pushes his tongue into my mouth. It is the first time a boy has ever kissed me. It is hard, it is needy, and it is Eric, my big brother kissing me like a man kisses his wife. No, I correct myself, like he kisses a whore. His tongue feels warm and feeling it inside my mouth is triggering danger signals within my head. My intuition is telling me to run. Run fast and run far but my body is reacting differently. My body is telling me to stay. The butterflies fill my stomach and the internal struggle is confusing me.

“Eric, you don’t give a damn about what? About me? I just told you I am not a slut! I have never had sex with anyone! Why aren’t you listening to me? I told you I am sorry” I say as my head tries to comprehend what is happening.

This is not what I wanted. I never thought my brother would give me my first kiss. My body doesn't care who is kissing me though, it just knows that I am being kissed by a boy.

Guilt. I feel so guilty. I dressed like a bad girl and he is treating me like one. I never should have snuck out. I never should have put on makeup. This is what happens to bad girls who sneak out. Defeated, I finally give up totally and say “Fine Eric. Take me home. You win.”

 

[MausAss]

Eric was aggressive, but he still cared about his sister. He still loved her, even though he felt betrayed. This way she would get what she wanted and no one would have to know. No one would need to know what kind of girl she was, if he could just give her what she wanted. He broke the kiss and she started screaming again. More lies. She still tried to convince him he was a virgin and he started to have doubts. She never used to lie to him, but on the other hand she never used to show herself off to the whole world to see. Julia still hadn’t pulled up her thong and she hadn’t resisted the kiss. He looked her and she looked beautiful, her eyes were red and breathing was hard. Each time she breathed in he could see her breasts move. She was fit and her legs looked great. Objectively speaking she was stunning and just his type. Still he knew that he shouldn’t feel this way about his sister, it was so wrong.

She did it to spur him on. She did it to turn him on because she wanted it. She wanted a cock tonight and he was the only that could give it to her. This was what she wanted and he would do anything for her. He would do anything for his beloved little sister and his body wanted it to.

“Fine Eric. Take me…” Was all Eric heard before he reached her and pushed Julia against the car with the ass sticking out and flipped her skirt up.

He pushed his erect cock against her ass, bending over to reach for her breasts with his head next to hers. This was what she wanted and after feeling the heat from her body Eric didn’t mind giving it to her. He wanted it; Eric wanted to fuck his sister. He was still mad at her for lying, but it was now mixed up with a forbidden desire. Eric started to unbutton his jeans.

“This is what you wanted. Think of a guy you like and I’ll think of your best friend Stef. She seemed interested in riding with me too. You are both little sluts Julia,” Eric said, trying not to think it was his sister.

He tried picturing it was Stef, but his mind wouldn’t cooperate and as all he could think of was to take her. To take his little sister, to fuck her like some asshole had before. To fuck her wet little pussy. Her breasts felt so good in his hand, they were the perfect shape and he couldn’t stop playing with her nipples. Eric’s other hand had unbuttoned his pants and started to pull them down, getting ready to press his hard cock against Julia’s wet pussy. But before he did that his fingers started playing with her pussy again, trying to make her feel as good as possible. He wanted to hear her moan.

 

[Little_Sister]

My brother must really think I look like slut, why else would he be treating me this way? I thought I could trust Eric, but putting on these clothes has changed him. It’s all my fault. I never should have snuck out. I never should have put on makeup. This is what happens to bad girls who sneak out, I reason to myself as I try to detach myself from the situation. I guess this is Gods way of punishing me for not listening. I deserve this. I wore these clothes, knowing my parents would not approve. My parents have always told me, how to act and how to dress and I purposely disobeyed them and my brother.

I didn’t expect the change would have such an effect on boys. Eric is just like my parents, he wants what is best for me. It is my fault for making him act this way. He told me what would happen, but I didn’t listen instead I did what I wanted without even thinking about his feelings. It’s my fault he can’t control himself around me, it’s my fault because I got wet. Something is obviously wrong with me, why else would I like him kissing me and touching me. A good girl would have pushed him away, or closed her mouth, but I didn't. I know I surely have one foot in hell. Why did I do this to myself and more than that, why did I do this to Eric? Why didn’t I just agree to let him take me home? Will he ever forgive me for doing this to him? For making him do this to me? Why do I have to be so disobedient? It’s my fault for bringing out this beast in him and now I have to pay the consequences.

“I am so sorry. Please forgive me.” I whisper, tears streaming down my cheeks.

I can feel his boy parts pressing against my bottom. I am bent over the hood, just like I am bent over mom and dad’s bed when I have to be punished. Tears flow as I think of the searing, stinging pain of dad’s belt when it hits my bare bottom. Sometimes the punishment is so severe I can barely sit for the next few days because of the large red welts and bruises. I never thought of what the punishment from my disobedience would be, but I accept it now. I know dad doesn’t like punishing me and I know Eric doesn’t like this either. He is doing this for me.

“This is what you wanted. Think of a guy you like and I’ll think of your best friend Stef. She seemed interested in riding with me too. You are both little sluts Julia,” Eric said.

He is right. I acted like this is what I wanted by dressing like I did. I am a slut. I deserve to be punished like a slut. I am not fighting him. I know he has to punish me and I lay perfectly still for him. I have learned that if I try to cover myself, the punishment is double, so I let Eric do, whatever he needs to do to teach me a lesson. I am sure my lesson is already learned though. I will never do this again. I feel a sting of pain to my heart, knowing he is thinking of Stef, not me, as he touches me. I know he has to do that to be able to punish me, but I don't want to be invisible to him.

I close my eyes and do as Eric instructs, I imagine a guy I like. I imagine my best friend, my only guy friend, my brother. I imagine him. I imagine the afternoon two weeks ago when we sat on the porch talking. I imagine him leaning over my shoulder to help me with my studies and how his breath on my neck caused goose bumps. I imagine the safety I feel when he hugs me. I imagine him tenderly running his hands through my hair and saying how soft and beautiful it is. I imagine the warm feeling that envelops my body when he tickles me. As I imagine, I feel that same warm feeling as he squeezes my breasts. I am waiting for the pain, the punishment, but right now, his hands are not causing me pain. I realize he is trying to make my punishment as easy on me as possible, just like when Mom uses the wide leather belt instead of the dress belt. My tears dry as I realize, he is trying to be easy on me.

Even after all I have done to him tonight, he still loves me. I don’t deserve his love. I feel Eric’s hand moving to my privates. I spread my legs to make it easier for him, it is the least I can do. He dips a fingertip into me, getting it wet with my girl cream. He pulls his finger out and starts to make slow soft circles on my little nub. It feels good and I can feel myself getting wetter and I wonder if that is what he is trying to do, to make it wet. He continues his punishment with his fingers and I am getting that warm feeling again. My body is getting warmer and warmer. I am breathing fast like I have been running and I am not sure why I am having such a hard time catching my breath. I feel tension in all of my muscles and my body trembles and shakes as it reaches a peak. I grunt involuntarily as I feel a gush of more wetness.

Eric is right. I am a slut. I like him touching me. He makes my body feel so good but my conscience is so ashamed that I can't even look at him as I speak.

“Oh Eric, I am so sorry for doing this to you. I am SO sorry for dressing this way” I say mortified as the tears pool in my eyes, worried what brother thinks of me.

 

[MausAss]

Eric felt how Julia relaxed as he caressed her with his fingers. She hadn’t resisted his touch and the crying had stopped. He felt his fingers getting coated with his sister juices and he knew how wrong it was of him to do this, but he couldn’t stop. No one would find out if they only did it just once and judging by the way she was reacting she wanted it too. Julia looked so beautiful with her dark hair and Eric had always loved to run his fingers through it. Now his fingers were playing with her nipples and he felt them getting hard from his touch. Her legs were spread as his other hand prepared her pussy for his cock.

He knows her and he knows her body and his fingers had quickly found a way to stimulate her pussy with its movement. Eric felt that connection to Julia that he had lacked with other girls; it felt like his body knew how to please her. Julia was reacting to every touch he was making and there was no hesitation in his movement any longer. He felt the warmth from her body and the way her body felt against his was driving him closer to the edge. He knew he wouldn’t be able to stop when he heard her heavy breathing as her body tensed up and he felt a gush of wetness on his hand. She was driving him crazy. His sister was driving him crazy and he felt so betrayed that she had let some other man touch her. He had wanted to be her first.

She spewed out another apology, but Eric wasn’t listening to what she had to say anymore. He didn’t want to hear anything that could make him change his mind. He pulled down his pants before bending over so his head was right next to hers. Eric used one hand to pull the hair out of the way before kissing her neck as he lined up his cock against his sister pussy. The way she smelled was incredibly.

“I love you Bummi,” he said, partly as an apology for doing this and partly because he truly loved her.

Eric grabbed Julia’s hips as he slowly started to push his cock inside her already wet pussy. It was much tighter than he expected, but it felt too good. He started to wonder if she’d been telling the truth about being a virgin and when he felt his cock press against her hymen he knew it for sure. Once again he stroked her hair, letting his fingers run through it.

“I love you Bummi,” he said, this time as an apology for what he was about to do.

The thing he had wanted to protect her from, not it turned out that he was the beast that would rob her of her most precious thing. Her virginity, but he couldn’t stop. He needed to feel her pussy wrapped around his cock and not just the tip.

“I’m sorry,” Eric said as he thrust his cock deeper inside his sister virgin pussy and breaking the hymen.

He felt like the scum of the earth but he couldn’t stop. He just had to hope his sister would be able to forgive him for him giving into his desires. The way her pussy squeezed his cock felt better than it had with any other girls. Eric tried to take it easy, pulling out his cock a little before he again thrust it inside her a bit deeper this time. It felt better than anything he had ever experienced before and wasn’t just because of her body, it was also because of the mental connection. The love he felt for his sister only heightened the pleasure he felt from it, despite the shame. The guilt he still felt was completely overridden by his lust for his sister body. He couldn’t stop, her pussy felt to good and he started thrust more rapidly inside her, not able to hold back any longer.

“I’m sorry Bummi, I love you so much.” Eric whispered in Julia’s ear, while his hand started to caress her soft breasts again.

His breathing was heavy and he let out a moan as his cock reached even further inside her pussy. The thought that he was taking her virginity only made him hotter. He had always guarded Julia against his friends, not wanting her to meet any boys. Now with his cock buried deep inside her he finally knew why. This is what he wanted; he had always wanted to be her first. She was his sister and he had finally claimed her for himself.

 

[Little_Sister]

I feel my brother pressing against me. I feel him messing with his pants and I know what is coming. I dressed like a whore, so I am being punished like a whore. I am thankful on some level that it is Eric. I know he will be easy as possible on me. I feel him pushing his penis against my lips, then I feel his body weight on my back as he lays down over me. I feel him stoking my hair, just like he did when we were little. It is comforting and helps me relax. I take a deep breath and prepare for him to enter me. I try my best to relax because I know how much it will hurt. The pain of his fingers entering me is still very clear. I feel his penis parting my girly lips, still thick with cream from my orgasm. He slides in, stopping to let me get use to him I assume. I am surprised that I feel stretched but no pain. His penis is much bigger than his fingers are but my cream seems to make all the difference in feeling. Eric pushes further and I feel a sharp stinging pain as he breaks through my hymen. Tears are falling from my eyes as I hear Eric.

“I’m sorry Bummi, I love you so much.” He whispers in my ear.

I feel it. I feel his words in my heart and in my soul. He does love me. I am overwhelmed with emotion. The emotion of my first time, the emotion of knowing my brother still loves me, the emotion of knowing how he makes me feel, how he makes my tummy tingle. The feeling that I love him, I have always loved him, and he will always be my first.

I am surprised at how quickly I accustom to him inside my pussy. I feel full, and stretched but aside from the tearing of my hymen, there is no pain. My body is aroused. I can feel my thick cream coating him as he slides in and out of my pussy, my no longer virgin, pussy. It feels like he is made for me. I know he is picturing Stef and I long for him to think of me. I see him. I feel him and I want him to be mine. With one and on the hood I reach back with my other running my fingers through his hair and pulling him back down to my ear.

“I love you too. Please think of me. I know it is wrong but please, think of me” I plead in a husky whisper.

I put both hands on the hood and push back against him, raising my belly off the hood of the car. I need to feel his body against mine. As I do Eric, reaches around and starts massaging my breasts. His hands are callused but gentle and loving. I feel my nipples harden to little glass pebbles, under his touch.

“Mmmmmm” I moan in my throat.

My body is overstimulated with my brother inside me and his hands on my bare breasts. I can tell I am approaching another orgasm quickly. I feel the glorious tension. I feel a throbbing deep inside my belly.

“Oh GOD!!! Nnngguuuhhh” I gasp.

I feel as if an ocean wave if knocking me off my feet as the orgasm washes over me. I feel my hot, sweet cream running down my thighs. My pussy clamping and releasing on my brother, almost like it is trying to bite him. My whole body shivers and trembles. My legs and arms turn to jello and I feel myself starting to collapse on the hood.

 

[MausAss]

The feeling of his sister's pussy around his cock was better than he ever could’ve imagined. The bound between then, he could feel it with each thrust he mad inside her. He could feel her body and movement adjust to his. He loved the feeling of her body, the way her breasts felt against his hand, the way she smelt and the sounds she was making. Eric had never heard his sister make those sounds.

“I love you too. Please think of me. I know it is wrong but please, think of me” Julia pleaded and he knew he was going to hell for this.

Eric wanted to kiss her, hug her and tell her he had been thinking about her all along, but he couldn’t do that. He was furious and overjoyed at the same time and he loved her in a way no brother should love his sister. He couldn’t stop fucking Julia, not now, but he could at protect her from his feelings. He wanted her with every fiber of his body, but he couldn’t let her know. Eric cursed at himself for not taking her home directly, as he indulged in this forbidden pleasure. He could hear her moans and he could see how his cock was coated with her juices and forgot about everything except how good it felt. He was steadily approaching climax and he couldn’t look away from his sister. The familiar body in this unfamiliar setting was driving him insane with desire. He knew it was wrong, but the taboo aspect of it was starting to turn him on even more. Their parents had always been too strict and he had been disciplined a lot as a child and it had been such a relief for him to move to his own place. Even though he still loved them, fucking their precious little daughter was a sweet revenge. Just as the thought crossed his mind, he could feel Julia’s pussy clamp down on his cock as she experienced another orgasm.

The pleasure was almost too much and the sounds coming out of her mouth was amazing. He could feel her whole body tremble and he had to grip her hard to not slip out. Eric felt how her body relaxed beneath him as he continued to seek out his own orgasm. He loved her and he loved her body and the pleasure it was giving him. He wanted to look at her, he wanted to see the pleasure in her eyes and even though he knew it was wrong all reason seemed to have left his body. Eric pulled out and flipped her around; staring into the eyes of his sister’s flushed face as he penetrated her once more.

“I love you Bummi,” he said before he bended over to kiss her with all the passion he felt for her while holding her close in his arms.

The feeling of her tongue and how close their naked bodies were next to each other was becoming too much. Eric thrust wildly inside his sister, thinking only of the pleasure it was giving him. He was moaning into her mouth while his hands had a firm grip on Julia’s ass.

“Oh god, forgive me,” Eric moaned out as he entered the final spurt.

He held onto Julia tightly as he thrust himself inside her, he was so close to coming it was almost painful. He needed the release her body was giving him, even demanding of him. It felt so natural and Eric felt the tingling feeling in his cock that he was about to cum. He didn’t think straight anymore, so he did what his body wanted him to do and with one swift motion he buried his cock deep inside Julia’s pussy before his whole body overcome with pleasure. Eric could feel his cock twitch as the first spurt of cum entered his sister’s pussy entered the unprotected pussy of his sister. As the second spurt of cum shoot out from his cock Julia had reached another climax and he started to realize what he had done, but her twitching pussy still felt too good for him to pull out. It felt better than anything he had experienced in his life and it wasn’t until Eric had emptied himself completely inside her and calmed down that he was able to pull out.

Eric had never felt so ashamed in his life then he did now. He had taken advantage of his little sister; he had done everything to her that he had wanted to protect her from. He had forced himself on her, he had taken advantage of her naivety and worst of all he had been so overcome with lust that he had cummed inside her. He knew she wasn’t on any birth control as their parents would never allow it. He glanced at her one more time before looking away, but it had been enough to make him lust for her again. To fuck her again, but he knew he couldn’t. He couldn’t ruin her future anymore than he already had. She needed someone with real values, not someone like him. Eric had no idea what to say, he just wanted to take her home as quickly as possible and pretend this had never happened, but after one more look at Julia he knew that he never would be able to. He knew that he would never be able to look at her the same way again. He grabbed his clothes and started to put them on while he threw Julia’s top in her direction.

“Get in the car Julia, I’m gonna take you home now."

 

[Little_Sister]

Eric turned me over, facing him and my heart flutters with joy. He is looking at me, he see’s ME and he is making love to ME. I realize he is giving me what I want, just maybe not the way I thought it would be. There is no guilt, there is no punishment, there is no world. It is him and me and the love we have always shared, his eyes locked on mine. His eyes penetrate my thoughts and I can feel him in my soul. I need him, just like I have always needed him but now I need him in this way too. I can be a good girl… I can be his good girl. I will be.

I feel his tongue in my mouth and I respond, following his lead. I am clumsy in my ability but he is a gracious teacher. I copy every move he makes. I am trying to soak it in. I want to be his. He wants me now, I need him to want me always.

I can feel his penis get even harder. Eric is pounding me so hard, so fierce but the look on his face is one of joy and lust, need and desire. I love the way he is looking at me, I can’t help but smile at him.

He holds himself deep inside my womb, and I feel it. I feel him cumming. I feel him jerk and twitch and his hot, sticky cum, shooting hard, deep inside me. My body reacts violently with another orgasm. My pussy squeezing and releasing, milking his cock, draining him of every bit of gooeyness he has to offer me.

I lay on his hood, feeling love, feeling happy, feeling glad that he was my first. Eric is still looking at me. He loves me I can tell. No words. Just eyes, his eyes. I am blissfully smiling at him as he pulls out. I feel the trickle of fluid coming out of my pussy and down the crack of my ass and I giggle because it tickles.

Eric starts to get dressed and I slide down off the hood. I pull my thong back up and smooth my skirt down. Eric grabs my shirt and throws it at me roughly. I look at him, wondering why he is angry. Confused.

“Get in the car Julia, I’m gonna take you home now.” Eric barks at me. If looks could kill. I would be dead.

I frown and finish buttoning my shirt as I walk to my side of the car. My brother starts the car, and peels out just as I close my door. I don’t even have my seat belt on yet. He is obviously VERY mad and I am very confused. I sit silent, lost in my thoughts.

Could I be wrong? I question myself. Was it not love in his eyes, was it anger? I try to remember what he said earlier. A girl, he brought her here, and never talking to her again. Was that her? Was she fooling herself to think he could ever love her the way she loved him. Guilt. I am an immature 18 yr old girl. How foolish of me to ever think he could ever love me like that.

It was punishment. It was not love. Did he even see me? I am nauseous again but we are close to home. I feel dirty, so dirty. As we near the drive I am petrified. We have not spoken at all the entire drive home. Is he going to tell our parents?

“I am sorry. I meant what I said. I do love you” looking at my feet and sounding as meek as I feel.

 

[MausAss]

”Fuck, fuck, fuck,” he thought over and over. He knew he was speeding, but he didn’t care. All he wanted to do was to get rid of all his emotions. “Fuck,” he thought again. Eric was so mad at himself and what he was feeling. It had almost been like they had made love and he never made love. He just fucked girls and moved on, but he couldn’t do it this time. Not only because Julia was his sister, but because it had been special. “Fuck,” he thought again, he shouldn’t be feeling like this towards his sister. He should just, fuck, what could he do? Sorry didn’t seem enough, if she was pregnant he would’ve ruined her life. Why had he been so stupid? He knew why, because he was a horn dog and had been too turned on to stop himself. He had let his libido get the better of him. Eric couldn’t even look at her without the same emotions coming back. He couldn’t look at her without feeling things no brother should feel for his sister.

If only she’d been mad. She should be mad, he had done something unthinkable, but instead she had just played along. Maybe he could’ve held back if she had stopped him, but he wasn’t sure. She probably hated him now. She was such a good girl. She had played along, even kissed him back. Julia must’ve done it for his sake, to make him feel good. She must’ve thought he would rape her either way so she played along.

She must think he’s a freak and the only reason she could possibly forgive him was because of the blood that tied them together. The same blood ties that made what he’d done such a terrible thing. How could he ever repay her? How could he ever make this right again? And most important how could he stop what he was feeling towards his sister? How could he stop himself from wanting it again? How could he stop himself from getting hard just thinking about what they just had done? The way her pussy had gripped his cock, milking it. Eric tried to knock the memory of how Julia had looked when he came inside her but he couldn’t. His body and mind was betraying him and he could feel his cock get hard just thinking about it. He hadn’t even looked at her for the last fifteen minutes, but his body was still reacting to the memory of how it had felt inside her. How good it had felt, how amazing her lips had felt against his.

“Fuck,” he thought once more and stepped on the gas even more. He had dirtied her, made her less pure. He had done something terrible, he had taken away his sister innocence tonight. She would never be the same again and it was all because of him and his carnal desires. How could he ever make this right? He wished he could turn himself in and take his punishment, but he couldn’t because of Julia. He couldn’t let anyone look down at her for something he did.

“I am sorry. I meant what I said. I do love you,” Julia said, trying to comfort him even in a situation like this.

She was an angel, even after what he had done. He didn’t deserve her forgiveness and he hated that she apologized to him, when it had all been his fault. Her first time should have been something special. Eric was still mad; he had to be angry, as it was the only way to keep the other emotions at bay. The feelings of lust and love towards a woman he should never have touched in that way. For the first time in the whole way home he looked at her. She looked so small, she wasn’t as confident as she usually was and not as comfortable as she usually was around him. He had probably the one relationship he cherished the most in this world. Even if she could forgive him, he wasn’t sure if he could ever forgive himself. Julia was an angel and she probably would forgive him, even after what he had done tonight. Eric didn’t deserve a sister like this; he didn’t deserve anything good. Even now after seeing the effects of what he had done, he still wanted her. Eric still wanted to experience the same ecstasy he had felt when his cock first penetrated her virgin pussy, he wanted to experience the same high as when he was fucking the woman he loved more than anything in the whole world: he wanted to fuck Julia again. More than anything he wanted to feel her skin against his once more. Most of all he needed her to understand that she had done nothing wrong. Eric stopped the car right before their driveway, since he didn’t want their parents to catch them and grabbed Julia’s face once more and looked into her eyes. Eric wanted to kiss her so bad, but now was not the time and instead he tightened the grip on her face in an effort to stop himself from doing anything stupid again.

“You did nothing wrong tonight Bummi! Nothing! I will never forgive myself for what I did tonight and I don’t expect you to forgive me,” Eric said trying to hold his emotions back.

He let go of her face just as quickly as he had grabbed it and got out of the car to open the door for her, not able to look her in the eyes again. Eric just wanted her gone so he could try to forget about the whole thing. As he opened the door for her he apologized to her once more. He had teased and messed around with her before, but he had never apologized for anything he’d done to her until today. Unless you counted those times their parents had made him apologize. He just wanted to get away as quickly as possible. She didn’t look mad when she got out, just insecure and in need of comforting. Eric wished he could give it to her, but that ship had sailed. Their eyes met and Eric watched her walk tip-toe her way up him, still not entirely comfortable in the heels. He couldn’t look away; there was something in her eyes that was so appealing to him. It felt like they were calling for him. He loved her so much, but he needed to protect her from himself.

She caught him by complete surprise when she pressed her lips against his. His cock reacted immediately as he felt Julia’s tongue entering his mouth, it was so wrong, but he could feel the kiss all the way down to his feet. Eric wanted to grab her and hold her tightly in a loving embrace, but instead he pushed her away. She had only kissed him to make him feel good, not because she wanted. She only did it because she loved him; she was too pure to have any other emotion like that towards him. Either that or she was just confused. He couldn’t let her do and that’s why he pushed her away, even though his body screamed for her touch.

“Don’t, Bummi, just don’t. What we did was wrong and you only love me as a brother and that’s all I want. I don’t want you to force yourself to do things you don’t want to do for me. I love you too much for that and I will spend the rest of my life to try to make this right. I don’t expect you to forgive me Bummi,” Eric said before quickly turning away full of guilt for what he’d done.

“I don’t even know if I will ever be able to forgive myself,” he said with his back turned towards her, before he got in the car and stepped on the gas. Leaving the one he loved more than anything behind standing on the curb.

 

[Little_Sister]

“Eric, please listen..” was all I got out as I heard his door slam. I can still feel the warmth of his lips, the lingering of our kiss. I hope he feels it too. I feel relief knowing he is mad at our situation, not at me.

As I watch his car pull off, I feel suddenly very alone and very vulnerable. Stumbling in the heels, I make my way up out long drive, around this side and back through my window. In the safety of my room I feel like I can finally breathe.

As I look around, for the first time ever, I feel like a woman in a little girl’s room. My walls have posters of kittens and horses. There is a dressing table with horse figurines on it. Innocence. I peel out of my clothes and put them in an old backpack in the back of my closet. I stand nude, looking down at my feet, dirty. I feel my brothers dried cum on my thighs. I need to feel clean.

I step out of my bedroom, and quickly into the bathroom. I sit on the closed toilet while I adjust the shower temperature. Finally warm, I climb in. I sit in the tub, with my knees curled to my chest, letting the warm spray wash over me.

“Julia! What are you doing at this hour?” my mother’s voice startles me.

“My tummy was upset mom, so I decided to take a shower. I am sorry I woke you” my voice is sincere with sadness and pain.

“OK, just keep it down if you go to the kitchen for crackers. See you in the morning hun.” my mother says.

I hear the bathroom door shut and I sigh. I lay back into the tub, stretching my feet out to the faucet, my back on the cool porcelain. The water spay is hitting me right below my belly button. I look down, and touch myself as the water pours over me. I am sore. I just cup my mound, as if I am trying to soothe it.

I think of the way it felt to have a penis inside me. Oh so full. I find myself wishing it would have been light enough that I could have seen it going in and out of me.

I know some people may not understand but to be honest that does not bother me at all. One thing about growing up in an ultra-conservative, you learn to deal with being different. I was teased growing up about my clothes, about my long hair, about going to church all the time, about not being allowed to have friends that were boys, everything. I know they won’t understand what Eric and I have but I don’t care. He loves me. I felt it. He loves ME like a husband loves his wife.

My mind wonders to life, my life where Eric and I are married. A house, a few kids… him going to work and me staying home and caring for our family. Him being mine, all mine. I know we would have to lie to our parents and I am OK with that. I wonder if he is. We would have to move far away, maybe Florida or California. I have never seen an ocean and I would love to live by one. My parents don’t fly so we would not have to worry about them popping in on us. It will be perfect.

As I am drawn back to reality I realize I am no longer cupping my mound, but I am rubbing it. I am aroused. I reach up with my left hand and knead my breasts, remembering what my brother’s hand felt like on them I moan, quietly into my throat. I make small little circles, with just the tip of my middle finger of my right hand. My hidden little clit is sensitive, and that is all I can stand. As I orgasm I squeeze my thighs around my hand, arch my back and my head falls backwards as I hold my breath, trying to stifle a moan. I feel it from the top of my head to the tips of my toes, that sweet glorious release. I lay still in the afterglow as I feel the water getting cold. I get out, dry off and head back to my room.

I slip a white cotton gown over my head, white cotton panties over my hips and crawl into bed. I am asleep within moments of cuddling up with my pillow.

I am awoken by the sun. My room is warm and filled with bright light. I lay there still, wondering what the time is. Normally my mom wakes me up, but she didn’t today. I know she has been in my room because my door is open about a foot.

I hear voices talking. I hear Dad, talking to Mom, but there is someone else there. I hear him ask for coffee and I realize it is my brother. I am suddenly nervous, and fluttery.

I pull my gown over my head and toss it in a pile on the floor. I get up and grab my summer skirt. It is cotton, long, white and flowy. It is slightly sheer so if there is a light behind me, you can see the outline of my legs. On top, I put on a green and white cotton blouse over my cotton bra.

As I turn towards the door, I hear the bathroom door close. I wonder who just went into the bathroom and if they saw me dressing. I was absentminded and didn’t think to close the door.
As I walk into the kitchen, I see mom, and dad. It must be Eric that is in the bathroom.

“What time is it?” I ask sleepily.

“10:30, your mom said you were sick last night and wanted to let you sleep.” my dad said.

“Thank you, mom” I say to her as I sit cross-legged in a kitchen chair.

Eric walks into the kitchen just then and I feel as if our world stops. I feel butterflies. My big round, doe eyes meet his. I smile at him and then look down, my nerves getting the best of me.

 

[MausAss]

Eric was in a really foul mood after he left Julia behind. He had never felt that the world had treated him unfairly until today. He was in love with his sister and nothing could ever come of it. He wouldn’t allow it, but he didn’t know he would be able to stay away from her. That last kiss had meant something to her too; she had felt it even though he had tried to deny it. Had he really corrupted her to love he own brother in a way no sister should love her own brother or was it just lust for more of his touch. Was it just a new woken desire that she felt? Eric didn’t know and didn’t want to know, he just wanted it to be like it had been before. Either way he needed to make sure she snapped out of it the same way he needed to snap out of it.

Still Eric doubted he could ever forget the way her body had felt, the way her pussy had wrapped around his cock and the way her lips had tasted. It had been better than any other fuck he had ever had and it had only been her first time. What would if feel like after she had gotten to know her body more? How could he ever go back fucking any other girl, still it was what he had to do. He had to fuck someone else to replace the images that kept popping up in his head. The look on Julia’s face as she felt his cum enter her pussy, the way her face had looked when she orgasmed with him. It had felt so natural, so raw and better than anything else and he needed to forget it ever happened and he planned to do it the only way he knew how: with alcohol and sex.

It took some convincing, but Eric had managed to convince Katy to come back to his apartment together with some of their friends and her sister Stef. They had already been halfway to the bonfire, but once Stef had realized who Katy was talking with he heard her voice pleading before her sister gave into her requests. Eric had already had a couple of beers when they arrived. Katy and Stef were the only girls and while Katy spent most time making out with her current boyfriend, Stef was enjoying all the attention she was getting from the boys.

Eric knew Stef wasn’t as inexperienced as his sister, but unlike Katy she had always prioritized being in the stable over parties. It was clear she had been drinking and was acting very flirty, but it was clear she had her eyes set on him. She was hot and had just turned eighteen and clearly interested in him and she was his sister best friend. Suddenly Eric felt a light tap on his shoulder and turned around only to face Katy. She was looking out for her sister.

“Don’t sleep with her unless it means something. She’s had a crush on you since forever and I don’t want to you to just dump her afterwards. She’s not as deprived as I am, at least not yet and I want her to stay that way a while longer,” Katy said and gave Eric a smile sure that he would do the right thing.

“Promise me to not do anything unless you’re serious about her Eric. She’s still a virgin and I don’t want you treat her like you have some of the others. She’s my sister after all and I don’t think Julia would be too happy about it either.” Katy continued.

Hearing his sister name made him feel guilty for what he had done, but also more determined to stop it from happening ever again. As much as he wanted to be inside Julia again, he couldn’t do it to her. Eric loved her too much and wanted what was best for her. Stef wasn’t a bad girl; she wouldn’t have been Julia’s best friend if she was. She looked good and if Julia wouldn’t want to stand in the way of her best friend’s happiness. He knew it wouldn’t make him happy, but it was the only way.

“I wouldn’t do anything to her unless it meant a lot to me too,” Eric answered, leaving out the part about why it would mean so much.

It would mean a lot because it would mean he was saying good bye to the possibility to be with Julia ever again. Maybe being Stef would be enough for Eric to forget about her, but he doubted it. He just hoped it would be enough for Julia to give up on him. The answer seemed to satisfy Katy, but she gave him a curious look before heading back to her boyfriend. Eric sighed deeply before seeking eye contact with Stef, who immediately showed him her great smile, but it only made him feel worse. It felt like he was about to cheat on Julia. It felt like he was doing something horrible, but he had already made his decision. This was for the best. As soon as Stef saw him make his way over she got up to meet him.

“So what happened to Julie? I didn’t think she would let you take her home?” Stef asked while her hand moved to squeeze his arm lightly.

“It took some convincing, but she’s a good girl unlike her brother,” Eric answered the one question he didn’t want to answer.

“You’re a bad boy, is that what you’re saying? I’ve had the hugest crush on you forever and… I’m not so innocent. I’m horny all the time and want to know what it’s like Eric. I’ve always wanted you take my virginity. I don’t look that bad, do I? I don’t even care if you like me or not. I just want it to be you,” Stef said the first part confident, but after she confessed her crush she kept looking down on the floor.

If nothing had happened with Julia before, it would’ve been so much easier. Now it felt more like a chore than something fun. Still he had made up his mind, this was for the best. It was the only way to make Julia forget about him. Eric placed his hand on Stef’s cheek and made her look up into his eyes before he kissed her. It was a good kiss, but it lacked the magic he had felt with Julia.

“I like you too Stef,” Eric said and he could see the biggest smile he had ever seen on Stef’s face appearing and once more he was almost overwhelmed by guilt again.

He didn’t love her, he loved Bummi and he wondered just how many lives he would wreck before he was done. Still he had to do this for Julia and if he just stuck it out it could turn out alright for him and Stef too.

“My parents think I’m staying over at Katy’s tonight…” Stef said looking really embarrassed. “So if you want me to stay.”

“I want you to stay,” Eric said and felt more miserable than he had the whole night before giving her another kiss trying to forget all about his sister.

He was like an animal, almost forcing everyone to leave. Katy gave him a strange look and asked Stef is she was sure that she wanted to stay. It was obvious she had doubts about his intentions, but Eric had never broken a promise to her and it was obvious that Stef had made up her mind about staying so Katy let it slide.

Once they were alone Eric was like an animal, he didn’t try to be caring or soft all he wanted was to drench all his emotions in the pleasure of her body and she didn’t seem to mind. She even seemed happy about it and soon they had ended up on the bed and the clothes on the floor and he moved his cock towards her entrance.

“Do you have condom?” Stef asked and Eric realized that he had almost forgotten about protection for the second time in the same night and he reached over and grabbed a package from the night stand.

He already felt like the biggest piece of shit on the face of the earth, but he wasn’t about to risk Stef getting pregnant. He put on the condom and moved his hand to see if she was ready and he could feel the wetness of her pussy. Eric thought about Julia one last time before he lined up his cock against her best friends pussy and pushed it inside. The moment he broke her hymen he knew he had made a mistake. He didn’t want Stef, he wanted Julia and everyone else would just be a pale comparison. Still he couldn’t deny that it felt good, but it didn’t feel as good. Still he had gone too far to back out now and he began to thrust wildly inside Stef. She was wet and she wanted him and her pussy felt good around his cock.

Eric grabbed Stef’s hips and when he closed his eyes her face turned into the one of his sister and surge of pleasure went through his body. It suddenly felt right again, but when he opened his eyes again it wasn’t his sister he was fucking. It was Stefanie. It felt good and she looked really erotic and it turned him on.

“Kiss me,” she begged him and he couldn’t refuse her as he bended over and kissed her, entwining his tongue with hers.

Eric could feel his orgasm getting closer and Stef was feeling it too, he could clearly hear her moans as he thrust inside her. He flipped her over and took her from behind and from behind she looked a lot like his sister. He knew it was wrong, but his mind couldn’t stop imagine it was Julia he was fucking and it started to feel even better. Eric loved the way Julia’s pussy was clenching his cock and the way her ass looked. He loved everything about his sister, he loved her like a man love his wife with a burning desire. He fucked her with long deep thrusts and soon he couldn’t hold back.

“I love you Julia,” was the thought that entered Eric’s mind as he started to ejaculate into the protective latex wrapped around his cock.

He collapsed on the bed and the fantasy ended, it hadn’t been Julia. It had been Stef all the time and not Julia. Even in all the pleasure he had felt, it still hadn’t reached the same peak as it had with Julia and he didn’t think it ever would. It had been good, but Stef wasn’t the girl for him. Eric didn’t even look at her, he just turned over and closed his eyes. He wanted this day to end as quickly as possible.

The sound of his cell was what woke Eric up the morning after and after a quick look at the clock he knew it was his father. No one else called him this early on a weekend and not answering was not an option. Stef was still asleep beside him, obviously not used to handle the amounts of alcohol she had drunk the night before. Eric reached for the cell and took a deep sigh hoping his father wouldn’t notice that he just woke up.

“The rear axle of the pickup truck broke; can you bring your tools and come over today to mend it? I have already lifted it up, but I rather have a professional do the mending than try it myself. Your mother and I are going to the church dance, but your mother prepared dinner for you and your sister to warm up. It’s your favorite, so you don’t have to worry about dinner today son.”

Eric knew he couldn’t refuse unless he had a good reason, but he had no desire to meet his sister either. Not after what he did the night before, but he didn’t want to stay here with Stef either. He had really fucked up his life last night and today he was going to have to pay the price.

“I’ll be over as quickly as possible dad,” he said, his father always made him feel like a little boy who had to do what he was told.

Today was no different, but he dreaded meeting Julia again. What if he had imagined that she had felt something? What if she was mad at him? What if she wanted to have sex again? Eric couldn’t think up a single scenario that would end up well. How would she react if she found out about Stef? Eric wanted to scream out his frustration.

“Who was it?” Stef asked sounding really sleepy.

“It was my dad, he wanted me to come over and help him fix the pickup. I’ll go fix you breakfast and then I can take you home. He wanted me to come over right away,” Eric answered before he made his way over to the kitchen and started prepare breakfast.

He had no idea what he wanted to say to Stef. She wasn’t bad to look at and she was a fun girl, but she wasn’t Julia. Eric made some scrambled eggs to go with the bacon and he had almost finished making it when he felt a pair of arms wrap around his waist. He knew it was Stef, but deep down he wished it had been Julia. Eric turned around and gave her a hug, still unsure how he should treat her. Maybe he should give the relationship a chance. He gave her a kiss and asked her to set the table and he could see how tired she was, but she still did her best to smile at him.

“I’m a little sore today. Oh gosh, I can’t wait to tell Julia about us. She hated your ex, but since we’re best friends it should be okay don’t you think?” Stef said and then it hit him.

“Don’t tell her yet, she’s still pissed about me for last night. If you tell her I’m not sure if she’ll forgive me,” Eric said not wanting his sister to find out just yet what he had done. He had already done enough to her yesterday and she would find out eventually.

“I don’t think you know how much Julie loves you, she will forgive anything. If anyone has to worry about it, it’s me,” Stef said and laughed, normally he would’ve agreed with her, but she didn’t know the extent of what he had done.

They didn’t talk much after that, Stef was too tired and Eric didn’t feel like talking and after they had finished eating he grabbed his stuff and got in the car together with Stef. She agreed to wait telling Julia until she had forgiven him and Eric gave her a kiss to thank her as he dropped her off. It felt like all he had done since he did the unforgivable was to dig him deeper into the shit. Maybe all he had accomplished by sleeping with Stef was to ruin another good thing in Julia’s life. He loved her more than anything, but maybe he was the most toxic thing in her life. She was better off without him, but right now he had no choice but to meet up with her.

His parents greeted him, but even though it was after ten Julia was still in bed. According to his mother her stomach had been upset, but Eric knew what was wrong. She had finally realized what he had done and now she didn’t want to face him. He had raped her and now she hated him, the stomach was just an excuse. He couldn’t talk to his parents about it; he couldn’t talk to anyone about it. He had ruined the relationship with the only person he truly loved. Eric felt sick in his stomach and excused himself and went to the bathroom.

The bathroom was next to his sister room and as he stepped into the hallway he could see his sister changing her clothes through a glimpse in the door. Julia had her back turned towards him and was only in her underwear and looked absolutely amazing. His body immediately reacted to the sight, it still remembered just how wonderful her body had felt the night before. Eric wanted to take her again, he wanted to enter her room and let his fingers trace down her back as he kissed her neck and whispered sweet words into her ears. He wanted her even more than he had last night and it wasn’t until she put on her top that he managed to look away and get inside the bathroom. Eric sat down on the toilet seat with his face in his hands cursing the way he felt about his sister. Fucking Stef hadn’t solved anything if couldn’t keep his hands off Julia and he didn’t know if he could. Even now it took all his willpower not to go out and kiss her.

Eric heard Julia get out of her room and into the kitchen and he knew he couldn’t stay in the bathroom forever. He did his best to collect his thoughts and suppress his desires for his sister before he opened the door to the hall and made his way over to the kitchen. The first thing he sees is the eyes of his sister and it’s like the time stops and his heart is filled with joy. All his troubles are washed away and his heart even skips a beat as she smiles at him. She still loves him Eric realizes before he gets overwhelmed by guilt, but before Julia got the chance to see she looks down. Guilt because of what he did to her last night and guilty about what he did with Stef. He doesn’t deserve her love. He doesn’t deserve to have such an angel to love him. Eric knew it is wrong, but he doesn’t want her to find out about Stef, not today, not ever. He just wants to feel her touch one more time before the world breaks down around him. He can’t let Stef tell her yet, not until he felt the warmth of his sister body one last time. Still he can’t do anything until their parents have left. They were going to leave after lunch as they had promised to help out with the preparation for the church dance.

“I promised dad to help fix the pickup. We’ll have some time to hang out in the afternoon Bummi,” Eric said before he used his hand to mess up her hair and just touching her was sending shivers of pleasure through his body.

“We’re heading out and if you want to watch you have to wear protection for your eyes,” Eric said, before he got ready to leave the kitchen with his father.