Broken Vows

[FrenziedMaiden]

This is a closed thread between myself and a very special man, but please feel free to read and enjoy


"Brianna, if you don't get your ass in gear we are going to be late, dammit!" I heard my husband, Paul yelling from the livingroom.

"Who gives a flying fuck?" I muttered under my breath in response as I stood in front of the bathroom mirror, applying a coat of mascara to my large, greenish brown eyes. My slightly damp, wavy brown hair, still hanging loose around my shoulders. I really wasn't looking forward to going to yet another boring business dinner with one of Paul's clients. I didn't even know why he insisted that I attend these dinners, other than for me to to try and entertain the client's girlfriend or wife with silly small talk, while they discussed business.

Knowing that Paul would soon be pounding at the door while screaming at the top of his lungs at me, if I didn't kick it into gear, I quickly finished applying my makeup and then pulled my hair up and pinned it to my head. Then heading out to the bedroom, I slipped into my dark blue dress, the one that was of a respectable length and didn't show too much of my overly abundant cleavage. Then grabbing my shoes, making sure that I got the ones with the low heels. I was 5'9" tall in my bare feet, and Paul stood at 6'0" and he hated it when I appeared taller than him, especially when someone he did business with, would be seeing me. I always made sure to wear nothing with heels over 2 inches in height, so as not to embarrass, his royal pain in my ass.

Paul and I had been married for nearly ten years. We loved each other madly in the beginning, but for the last two or three years, we had come to merely tolerate each other. It seemed to be easier than getting a divorce.

"Let's go" I said wearily as I entered the livingroom and got my coat and purse.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

OOC: Rick Fields, stay at home dad, early forties, light brown hair, dark brown eyes, 6', short beard starting to streak with grey. Able to stay home and be with his pride and joys because of a small inheritance and the fact his wife makes more money than two families can spend. Unfortunately, she is obsessed with her career and the love and passion they once shared has dwindled to a quick fuck once or twice a week. Not the marriage he dreamed of, but leaving her would mean losing the kids he was sure. She could be a real ball buster and a spiteful bitch. So he remains faithful and enjoys his time with his three children and makes the best of his marriage.

IC: I was on the way back from dropping the kids at their favorite babysitter's house. They had been really excited on the way over. I had surprised them by telling them they were going to spend the night at Suzie's house. Suzie had never married and treated the kids like they were her own. Overnight's at her house were always special events for the kids. Julie, my wife and I were due at some damn business function she had to attend. I always thought it was funny hanging out with the wives when she went off to earn the bacon. Hell, I could have been getting balls fucked off for all she knew and I doubt she much cared. I am pretty sure if it would further her career she would pimp me out. Anyway, since it looked like she was going to close a big deal tonight, I figured it would be a night of celebration sex. When she was feeling on top of the business world she turned into quite a slut. It was really the only time she was like the wild days of our early relationship. I wondered why I still loved her. As I was pulling into the driveway, I was thinking about a wild time with no kids to interrupt us.

Julie came storming out of the house and flung the passenger door open while screeching, "It's about fucking time! If you make me late to this thing and screw up this deal I swear I will cut your fucking balls off!"

"Damn, Julie, get off of it! They are your kids too and besides you told me everything was all set with your fucking deal!"

"That was earlier. I just got a call, looks like the deal isn't going to happen; at least not tonight. Now I have to go kiss ass just to keep it a maybe for next week. Come on let's get the fuck there so I can get it over with."

All I could think was so much for my night of wild sex. It was looking like another night of jerking-off to internet porn for me while her highness went to bed to lick her bruised ego. I almost spat out "bitch!" aloud. Somehow, I managed to hold my tongue. I was pretty much silent as I listened to her rant and rave and curse about her goddamn deal for the entire 30-minute drive.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

Brianna

"What's wrong now?" I asked as Paul sat in the driver's seat muttering angrily to himself as he backed the car down the drive.

"This whole evening is going to be nothing but a waste of my time, that's what's wrong!" He snapped back at me. A few years ago, I would have been reduced to tears by the harsh way in which he spoke to me, but it was something that I had grown used to. Paul rarely had a kind word to say to anyone anymore. Because of his constant bad moods, I was now greatful for his refusing to have any children. I had wanted children so badly in the beginning, and Paul seemed to have wanted them too, until his career took off, then he changed his mind, saying that having kids would only get in the way. I thought that I might be pregnant a few years back, and I was delighted, Paul was infuriated. He even let out a whoop of joy, and did a little dance when it turned out to be a false alarm. I've never forgiven him for that. It was a devastating experience for me.

He continued on with his rant about how the people who he was trying to make this deal with were wanting to fuck him over, but I was no longer listening.

I breathed a sigh of relief when we pulled up to the front of the restaraunt.

We got out of the car, and put on our best faces. Paul even held his arm out for me to hold, as he went into his "business mode"

We were immediately led to a table for four, in a quiet area of the restaraunt. "She's late, how fitting." Paul said coldly as he dropped his arm, letting my hand fall, then grabbing a chair and sitting himself down.

"Bring me a bourbon and make it a double, please." I said to the Host as he pulled out a chair for me to sit in.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

As it turned out we really were late. I pulled up in front of the restaurant and Julie stormed inside as I waited for the valet to give me a claim check. It looked like it was going to be a really bad evening. Not only was I not going to get sex that night, but likely I was going to be cut off for sometime.

I entered the restaurant and was led to the table. Julie and her business associate were already huddled together and I barely got an introduction. The guy’s wife on the other hand was very warm and I was immediately wishing that the meeting had been one of those cocktail party things where I could go off and have a nice conversation with a pretty lady while my ball buster made another pile of cash.

I saw that my charming companion for the evening was already ahead of me in the drink department and signaled for the waiter. Knowing that Julie never had anything other than a white wine spritzer when she talked business I ordered for both of us. The waiter quickly brought her weak drink and my double Jack and coke.

I began to try and get acquainted with Brianna as our spouses completely ignored everything including the menus. It was really looking like Brianna and I would be left to get loaded while we waited for the two of them to decide to order food.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

It wasn't long before the other couple arrived. I was rather shocked to see that Paul's business date was a woman. Paul could be a bit of a chauvenist, and rarely considered females to be on his level. She had barely gotten seated before she and Paul became engaged in negotiations.

I was seriously considering getting up from the table and sneaking off somewhere, when I noticed an incredibly attractive man standing at the table.

Introductions were hastily made, and more drinks were ordered.

Rick and I engaged in friendly chit chat, while our spouses pretty much ignored us completely. That was fine by me though, because I enjoyed talking to Rick, I found him to be quite charming, and he had a great sense of humor. A jolt of electricity ran through my body, when our hands accidentally touched as we both reached for our drinks at the same time.

"No, no, no!" I heard Paul say in a heated tone, then he threw a stack of papers on the table. I knew then that this night was going to turn into a real bitch for everyone, so I decided to get away while I could.

"Care to join me in the lounge, Rick?" I asked with a smile as I stood up.

"Paul darling, Rick and I are going to go into the lounge for a while, so you and Julie can..."

"Whatever" Paul interupted with a wave of his hand.

"They'll never even notice we are gone." I said to Rick with a smile, as I waited to see if he would join me.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

"They'll never even notice we are gone."

In my head I said, "That's for damn sure, once the bitch gets a business contact by the balls she sees nothing."

Instead of that I just said, "Sounds like a plan."

Then I turned to Julie to ask if she minded and was dismissed before I could get the second word out.

"Damnit, RIck, just go do whatever. We are busy!" She said more dismissively than she had ever spoken to me before.

I offered Brianna my arm and led her off toward the lounge. I think I actually felt tingles when my sexy new friend took my arm. She walked close to me and the sway of her tight caboose caused her hip to rub mine. The beginings of desires I did not want to have bothered me a bit. I had decided long ago that as long as I was married I wasn't even going to look at another woman even though that meant a lot of lonely nights with my right hand as a companion. But, something about Brianna was triggering a long repressed part of me.

We found a cozy little tabel in the corner of the lounge and ordered fresh drinks. It was a dark room with a tuxedoed piano player up front. He played and sang softly as the small group of patrons sipped their drinks and held whispered conversations.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

I was sure that Rick was just being polite, but still it felt good to be holding his arm as we made our way across the crowded dining room and into the small, intimate lounge. There was something about the way he held my hand so tightly in his arm, that made me feel as if I was the most beautiful woman in the room. I knew that I was just being silly though, we had only met each other less than a half hour ago, and aside from that both of us were married to other people. Still, I couldn't help but want to walk closely to him, letting my hips graze against his as we moved. I knew that it was wrong of me to do that, but I simply couldn't resist touching him as much as possible. I was starved for the touch and attention of a man, neither of which I had gotten from my husband in a very long time. We hadn't had sex in weeks, and even when we did fuck, there wasn't any real emotion behind it, more like an obligation than anything else. I usually found myself crying tears of frustration and loneliness afterwards.

The lounge was far less crowded than the dining room, and we easily found a small table in the corner for us to sit at. We were quickly approached by a waitress, who took our drink and food orders.

I couldn't stop staring at Rick, with his handsome face, framed by his neatly trimmed beard and soft hair, along with his alluring brown eyes. I blushed when he caught me looking so intensely at him.

"I'm sorry" I said after the waitress gave us our drinks. "I don't mean to stare, but I find you to be so attractiive." Then realizing that I had probably just made a huge mistake by saying this to him, I couldn't think of anything else to do other than to put my drink to my lips and take a big sip. It was such a dumb thing for me to say, and I thought for sure that I was the biggest idiot that ever walked the earth.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

"I don't mean to stare, but I find you to be so attractive."

I was stunned, here was this beautiful woman actually telling me she found me attractive. I was sure my face had turned bright red and to make it worse I couldn't seem to make my mouth work. I was afraid she would think I was upset since I didn't reply, but at the same time I had a slight thought that perhaps I had imagined her saying I was attractive. I watched her take a long sip of her drink and realized she was embarrassed. I knew I had to say something, but I ahd no idea what to say in such a situation.

It had been a long time since my wife had given any indication that she found me anything more than a good father and a convenient dick when her pussy was in need of a fuck. Sure there was flirting with the neighborhood moms and with the wives of Julie's business associates, but this seemed different. I felt that Brianna was genuinely attracted to me and I knew I was attracted to her. I also knew the thoughts I was having were wrong and in any event impossible.

"Oh please, I hadn't noticed you staring and I am sure you are being way to generous in your assessment of my looks. I am very flattered though to have such a pretty lady think twice about my attractiveness," I said in as casual a tone as I could muster.


What I really wanted to do was ask her to walk down the street to a hotel and make love to me. Funny thing is I was sure our spouses wouldn't even miss us. But there were those damn vows and of course my kids to think about. I reached over and patted Brianna's hand as I drained my glass.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

There was a long moment of awkward silence as Rick was apparently trying to come up with the proper reaction to my comment about finding him attractive.

Then speaking in a nonchallant tone he finally answered "Oh please, I hadn't noticed you staring and I am sure you are being way too generous in your assessment of my looks. I am very flattered though to have such a pretty lady think twice about my attractiveness,"

His tone of speech may have been light and casual, but something in his eyes led me to believe that there could be something deeper going on inside of him. I felt his hand trembling ever so slightly, as he patted my hand.

My initial embarrassment having been forgotten, I decided to find out what it was that he was keeping hidden inside of himself, and why he found it so difficult to believe that a woman might find him attractive.

"Your wife is a hard-nosed bitch, isn't she?" I blurted out.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

"Your wife is a hard-nosed bitch, isn't she?"

I nearly spit my drink all over the table. I couldn't believe how blunt she was about my wife. Not that she was wrong and I really didn't mind her saying it. The thing was it was the first time I had heard it spoken aloud. I thought it often enough and I was sure her business associates thought it, but they would never dare speak it.

"Um, well, yeah I guess when she is involved in a business deal it seems that way. But then she is a woman in a man's world. She can be sweet, er well she used to be,” I replied.

As much as I wanted to defend my wife and not appear the cuckold uncared for husband, no matter my words, I was sure my face betrayed the truth. Julie was a ball busting bitch. I should have realized it long before we were married. But damn she was so fucking wild sexually when were dating, I just didn't mind her darker nastier side. I actually enjoyed it when she demanded I pleasure her in various ways. Somehow over the years her wildness became a drive to conquer all in the business world. Her blood no longer boiled over a good fucking. Now she was more interested in who she could fuck over. As I thought about what Brianna had said and my life with Julie, a few tears ran down my cheek.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

"I'm sorry" I said to him, moving in a little closer to him to wipe a tear from his cheek with my fingers. "I didn't mean to sound so harsh with what I said about your wife." I then took his hands in mine and held them as I spoke "It's just that she reminds me so much of Paul, with the way that she seems so determined in business and with how she speaks to and treats you. It's been that way between me and my husband for years now, and I suppose that I have become jaded in my assessment of the marriages of others because of it. I really didn't mean to upset you."

I then leaned in a gave him a kiss on the cheek. I could feel my body heat rise as I pressed my lips to his skin, and I had to fight the urge to move my lips from his cheek to his mouth.

After pulling back from the kiss I had put upon his cheek, I continued to hold his hands in mine. "It's so nice being in here and talking to you, that I hate to even think of having to return to the table for dinner."

 

[karnelman]

"No, no, really, you have nothing to be sorry about," I blurted out.

"You really are right on with her. She is a ball busting bitch most of the time. You didn't upset me."

It felt as if her soft sensual lips were burning into my cheek. I wanted so much to turn my head and press my lips to her lips. In my mind I saw us locked in a deep kiss with our tongues tangled. It had been a very long time since I had thought about kissing another woman. Somehow, I had managed to turn off my desires over the years. But now I was sitting across the table from a beautiful woman and for the first time in a long time I felt a passion stirring inside me. I knew it was wrong, but I wanted her. I tried to think of something else, tried to make myself pull my hands away from her. But I liked the way it felt to hold hands with her. Just a simple act of closeness, a closeness I had been missing.

"It's so nice being in here and talking to you, that I hate to even think of having to return to the table for dinner."

"You, know, if your husband is like Julie, I doubt neither of them would mind if we begged off on dinner. Maybe, you and I could get out of here and oh, I don't...never mind, I am sorry that is a dumb idea," I said nervously.

Damn, I had practically just asked a married woman for a date and with my wife and her husband in the same building. What the fuck was I thinking? If Julie even thought I was looking at Brianna with lust she would make my life hell. Bt all I could think about was taking Brianna in my arms and kissing her as I slowly undressed her, reveling her seductive body piece by piece until she was naked. I screamed silently at myself to stop. But I continued to hold Brianna's hand and smile at her, knowing I was not only flirting with a beautiful woman but disaster as well.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

"You, know, if your husband is like Julie, I doubt neither of them would mind if we begged off on dinner. Maybe, you and I could get out of here and oh, I don't...never mind, I am sorry that is a dumb idea,"

My stomach filled with butterflies when he spoke of the two of us leaving together. I was shameless when it came to my flirting with him, my hands holding his even tighter and me leaning farther forward, showing him more of my cleavage. I'm a natural flirt, but not since my marriage had I been so blatant about it. I wanted him though, and it was as if my body was overriding my brain's sense of logic. Cheating on Paul was something that I had considered in the past, but I'd never had to guts to go through with it, perhaps until now. Rick was the most incredible and attractive man that I ever met and despite my knowing better, I wanted him.

"No, that's not a dumb idea at all, Rick." I said with a smile "In fact, it's the best idea that I have heard in a very long time."

Just then I saw my husband entering the lounge. I quickly sat up, and pulled my hands away from Rick's.

"This whole deal is going straight to hell" Paul ranted after approaching the table where Rick and I sat. "Julie and I are going to have to finish this up at my office, you'll have to take a cab home. I probably won't make it home tonight, I'll be sleeping at the office assuming that I will get any sleep at all." With that he turned and walked out.

I can't say that I was disappointed by what my husband had to tell me, but I wondered if that meant the end of the evening for Rick and myself. I hoped not.

"Well, I guess that's that." I said with a sigh. "You probably need to go talk to your wife, and I guess that I need to go and call for a cab."

 

[karnelman]

Rick

You probably need to go talk to your wife, and I guess that I need to go and call for a cab."

"No, wait! If she is going to your husband's office, maybe she will leave me the car. I can at least see that you get home ok. Besides, we have an all night baby sitter. I don't have any reason to hurry home."

Without waiting for Brianna's reply, I headed off to find Julie. I ran straight into her as I exited the lounge.

"Where the fuck have you been? That guy is a real dick and we need to go to his office to work out some shit. As stubborn a fuck as he is we will probably be at it all night. I will ride with him and get a cab home whenever I finish castrating the bastard," She practically shouted at me.

I had never heard her talk about a business associate like that and something inside me wondered if it was a cover and they were really going off to fuck. Funny thing was I didn't care.

"Oh, ok, well maybe I will offer to drive his wife home if that is ok, hunny," I said in my now familiar docile tone.

"Sure, sure, whatever, wouldn't want to leave his fuck toy stranded. Anyway, don't wait up for me," She said as she walked away.

I hurried back into the lounge and suggested to Brianna, that we have a nice dinner anyway. I decided not only was Julie going to buy us dinner she was also going to spring for a very expensive bottle of wine. I just hoped I could somehow get the picture of Brianna, naked and writhing under my body out of my head. I knew in my head what I should do was just end the night right then, but it was my heart that offered my hand to Brianna to help her out of the small booth.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

Brianna

"No, wait! If she is going to your husband's office, maybe she will leave me the car. I can at least see that you get home ok. Besides, we have an all night baby sitter. I don't have any reason to hurry home."

My spirits immediately rose when he spoke those words. I knew that the best idea would be for me to just go home right then, but logic be damned! I'd spent more than my share of nights all by myself, and if I could do anything to help it, tonight was not going to be another one of those lonely nights.

It seemed awfully strange to me that Paul would need to move his meeting with Julie to his office for an "all nighter" but I didn't care, it wasn't like Paul hadn't fucked around on me before and I wouldn't put it past Julie to sleep with a client in order to close a deal. I didn't want to air my suspiscions to Rick though.

I could hear Julie speaking from where I was sitting.

"Sure, sure, whatever, wouldn't want to leave his fuck toy stranded."

I nearly choked on my drink when I heard her say that. In fact, i was still wipping the tears of laughter from my eyes, when Rick returned.

He offered me his hand, which I gladly took hold of. He then led me from our booth in the lounge back to the table that we had all been sitting at before. The table had been sized down to seat only two people now. The dinningroom lighting had also been dimmed, which added a more romantic feeling to the atmosphere.

I smiled at Rick and gave him a sincere thank you as he helped me sit down and then pushed in my chair like the true gentleman that he was. I couldn't stop myself from smiling as I watched him sit down in his chair. He looked even more handsome in the soft light that glowed from the long candle that sat in the middle of our table.

I couldn't help but take the opportunity to hold his hand once again. I immediately reached out and grasped his hand as it laid to rest on the table top.

"Thank you" I said to him as he looked at me. I could detect a slight tremble in his otherwise strong hand. "At the risk of ruining our night completely, I am going to be totally honest with you, Rick" I said to him in a soft, yet serious tone "I am extremely attracted to you, and I find myself wanting you more and more as the minutes pass. If me telling you this makes you uncomfortable or offends you in any way, please tell me now, and I will leave."

 

[karnelman]

Rick

"I am extremely attracted to you, and I find myself wanting you more and more as the minutes pass. If me telling you this makes you uncomfortable or offends you in any way, please tell me now, and I will leave."

I am sure my jaw must have dropped noticeably. A beautiful woman had actually just told me she wanted to make love to me. My cock immediately responded, suddenly my pants were a bit tight and squirmed a bit to get comfortable. The silence seemed to pound in my ears. I knew I had to say something or she would walk out on me.

"Um, er, no, I don't think you could ever make me uncomfortable. God I have been thinking the same thing, well in reverse. Meeting you has been the most exciting thing that has happened to me in years. Truth is, Julie makes me feel about as want as three-day old leftovers. No way I would be offended by the great feeling you have given me telling me how wanted I am. I wish I were free to take you home and spend the night making love. But, neither of us are free and these desires are so filled with danger."

I said that as if it was one long sentence. I also said it in a tone that was practically begging her to argue with me. Begging her to convince me to cast aside vows and concerns and just live for the moment. Oh how I longed to be able to just once indulge my desires. I stared deeply into her eyes, waiting for her next move.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

Rick was being level headed, where I was allowing my emotions to rule. It was frustrating to want him so much, only to have him remind me that we were both married to other people. Something inside of me wouldn't allow me to give up though, even if giving up was the rational and logical, or even the right thing for me to do.

"You're right, we aren't free and our desires are dangerous." I began telling him. Before I could finish what I had intended to say, the "something inside of me" took over and I quickly reached out and pulled his face to mine and started to kiss him. He was obviously shocked at first, but within a matter of a second or two, he was returning the kiss with passion.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to" I said after pulling away. It's a good thing that we weren't alone, because I would probably be stripping my clothes off for him at this point, if we had been.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

She seemed to be agreeing with me about our inability to act on our desires when all of a sudden she was kissing me. At first I was stunned and unable to react. But soon, her warm mist lips and the scent of her delicate perfume mixed with her own pheromones caused my passions to take over. I returned the kiss. I found my tongue slipping into her mouth and touching her tongue. It was the most amazing kiss I had shared in many years, perhaps in forever.

She tried to stammer an apology as she pulled away, but the look in her beautiful eyes told me she was not at all sorry. The truth was I wasn't sorry she had done it either. I was scarred, but not sorry. I wanted her and I was nearly ready to take her. But all of a sudden I felt like the eyes of everyone in the room were on us. Of course that was ridiculous, those people had lives and cares of their own and had no idea I was so close to becoming an adulterer.

"Brianna, can we go for a walk? I need to be alone with you. I can't make promises, but I need to get out of here and I need to talk someplace more private. The only hunger I have right now will not be satisfied by anything on this menu," I blurted out.

Although I had no idea how far I was willing to go, at that moment all I could think was "fuck my wife and fuck her husband and the meaningless vows we were all clinging too." Hell I was half convinced Julie was on her knees making a sale with her mouth on Brianna's husband's dick anyway. I just had to get out of that restaurant and be alone with Brianna as much as I knew every step we took made life more dangerous and the future less certain.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

Rick started acting a bit nervous, making me wonder if I had gone too far. I was beginning to think that perhaps the best thing would be for me to do was to go home before I made a complete ass out of myself. I was just about to say that I thought it was time for me to go home, when he suddenly started to speak.

"Brianna, can we go for a walk? I need to be alone with you. I can't make promises, but I need to get out of here and I need to talk someplace more private. The only hunger I have right now will not be satisfied by anything on this menu,"

His words pushed aside my thoughts of leaving by myself. I really did want a chance for us to be totally alone, even if it was just to talk. I still wanted him more than anything, and thoughts of spending the night with him, the two of us laying naked in a bed making passionate love and then falling asleep with our bodies entangled in an embrace, continued to fill my head. Even if those thoughts were merely fantasies never meant to be fulfilled, I was willing to accept it. I kept trying to convince myself that just being with him as a friend, would be satisfying enough.

"Yes, I would love to go for a walk with you, Rick, and there is no need for either of us to make any promises. It's a beautiful evening, so let's just relax and enjoy it no matter what happens." I said to him with a smile as I began pushing my chair back from the table.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

Since one or the other of our spouses had left a credit card number with the waitress, the bill was taken care of and we could just leave. I imaged Julie and Brianna's husband fighting over who was going to pay. That brought a smile to my face as I walked around the table and took Brianna's hand in mine. I was sure they had actually debated who’s company would pay for their spouses to date. Brianna looked at me as if wondering what was so funny, but I said nothing as we walked to the door.

We stepped out into the night and I instinctively put my arm around her. I felt so good to have her next to me, strolling with no particular destination. Whenever I was with Julie, she walked so purposely that i actually had trouble keeping pace. There certainly was no chance of walking with Julie with our arms around each other. With Brianna, I felt young and alive again.

A couple blocks from the restaurant we came to a small park. We found a bench in the deserted city green space. The lighting in the park was subdued and unless someone on the street really made and effort to see us, Brianna and I were almost invisible to he world. I took her soft hand in mine and started deeply into her amazingly pretty eyes.

"Brianna, I am having feelings toward you I have not had in a long time. Truth is I have denied myself many things for the sake of peace and my children. Julie and I have nothing much more than a shared household, but still I am not the kind of man to dishonor my vows....and besides, I well damn, I have a lot to lose."

At that point I got choked up. My conflicting emotions were battling. I wanted Brianna more than I could remember ever wanting another woman before. Of course it had been a long time since I had wanted a woman so perhaps memory faded past passions. I also had always been a man of honor and I could not do anything to lose my boys.

As if driven by a power I was hopeless to resist, I took Brianna in my arms and kissed her deeply. It was a kiss so filled with passion and desire that I knew there was no turning back. My head was spinning as our tongue danced in a sloppy erotic tango. My cock had instantly grown hard and was uncomfortable in my pants. I tried to tell myself to pull away, to run, but I kept kissing her. My hands kept caressing her body. I wasn't sure if I was in lust or in love, probably both. Our shared misery of loveless, passionless marriages seemed to have drawn us together. She moaned and sighed as we made out like teenagers in the park. We began to tug at each others clothing.

My heart wanted this so, but still my mind tried to fight. Added to the fidelity and danger of losing my kids arguments, I began to think of the danger of public sex. I had suppressed my passions for so long, allowing my logical analytical side to rule that I simple could not turn off my brain. God I wanted to shut of my brain. I wanted to just slide my hand under her skirt and yank off her panties and fuck her right on that bench. I pulled my lips away from hers and stared into her eyes panting. I wanted a sign to tell me what to do.........

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

I felt like a Princess when Rick held his arm around me as we walked. I couldn't even remember the last time Paul and I went for a strole together, much less when the last time he held me in his arms was.

We found a secluded spot in a nice park area, and sat down. Rick seemed torn about what we were doing, even though we really hadn't done anything wrong.

I sat in silence, carefully listening as he shared with me his feelings of lonliness, his fears of losing his children and his now waivering determination to keep his vows. My heart went out to him as I saw how emotional he was becoming, and I wanted to hold him and to tell him that if anything, I would be his friend and that even though I wanted him so much, I understood his reluctance, for I felt the same way. Before I could express these thoughts though, he took me into his arms and we began kissing passionately. I never wanted him to stop, but he did.

As quickly as he had begun kissing me, he pulled away and looked helplessly into my eyes.

"Damn it!" I thought to myself "Damn my husband and damn his wife! Damn them both for being such miserable souls who in turn make us so miserable and lonely!"

I couldn't be stopped now, even though it meant breaking every vow and every rule that I had been taught in life. I was determined to be happy if even for one night.

Taking Rick's hand, I pressed it against my breast, guiding it into my dress and under my bra where his fingertips touched my hardening nipples. I pressed my lips to his once again, not allowing a chance for him to react, and began kissing him with more passion than I had before.

"Oh, please don't pull away from me. We need this and we deserve this!" I thought to myself as my own hands slid under his jacket, down his chest and toward the crotch of his pants.

 

[karnelman]

Rick

I soon had the sign I needed. Brianna placed my hand inside her dress. The low cut bra she wore allowed me fingertips to touch her nipples. Our lips met again. Our tongues returned to the dance. I felt her hand inside my jacket, her fingers walking down my abdomen. I no longer doubted what the outcome of the evening would be. My only doubt at that point was my ability to control my excitement. I feared I would prematurely ejaculate in my slacks. It had been a very long time since I had been so excited and felt so much passionate desire.

My thumb and finger closed gently on her hard nipple. I rolled her nipple in my fingers as I massaged her enticing breast. Her hand went lower and grazed and my bulging crotch sending a jolt of electricity through my body. I unhesitantly slid my free hand under her dress. I found her silky panties were already wet. I pushed the smooth damp material aside and my knuckle was enveloped by the moist wet folds of her pussy lips. I moved my mouth from her lips to her neck and began, kissing and licking her smooth flesh. I went to her ear and traced the curlicue ridges with my tongue as one hand massaged her tit and the other toyed with her steamy sex.

"Oh, God, Brianna, I want you! I need you!" I moaned in her ear.

As she grasped my cock through my pants, I heard a noise behind us. I was desperate to continue with Brianna, but fear began to creep over me. What if we got caught? What if it was a cop patrolling the park for folks doing just what we were doing? There it was again, we were being watched! I was certain. I turned toward the noise, my hands still inside Brianna's dress. I panted into the night as I tried to see who was there through the darkness of night and the haze of my lust.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

Finally, he was giving into the desires that we both knew were too strong for us to resist. No matter how wrong it may have been for the two of us to be together like this, it felt as if it was truly meant to be .

I groaned into his mouth as his fingers manipulated the taut nipples of my breasts. The way he rolled them between his thumb and finger, pulling and pinching upon them, sent shivers down my spine, and brought on a flood of wetness that freely flowed out from deep inside of my womanhood.

My hands took on a mind of their own as one began clawing at Rick's back, while the other grabbed shamelessly for the hefty bulge inside of his pants.

I had to bite down on my lip to keep from moaning loudly,as he began kissing my neck, letting his fingers slide under my skirt to probe at my throbbing pussy. I hadn't been touched like this in so long, and never before had it felt so good. My sounds of pleasure were forcibly muted, but were genuine in nature and becoming difficult to restrain.

"Oh, God, Brianna, I want you! I need you!" Rick moaned into my ear with a slight aire of desperation in his deep voice.

"I'm yours to have" I whispered hoarsley in response as my fingers began to pull at the zipper of his pants.

I then noticed that Rick had stopped moving and was no longer responding to me. I looked up at him and saw that he was staring off into the distance as if something was wrong.

"What's wrong?" I asked as I turned my head in the direction he was looking. That's when I saw a man walking his dog, stroll down the foot path which was a few feet behind us.

"This isn't a safe place for us." I said after the man had passed. Rick looked at me and nodded his agreement.

"I have some cash. Enough to afford us a very nice hotel room. Please say that you will go to a hotel with me, Rick. I've gone too far to want to turn back now. "

 

[karnelman]

Rick

I have some cash. Enough to afford us a very nice hotel room. Please say that you will go to a hotel with me, Rick. I've gone too far to want to turn back now.

At that point I would have gone to the moon with her.

"Of course I will go with you, but screw the hotel. Julie's company ahs a corporate condo right down the street. I have the key since well never mind, it is free and all ours. Real nice place, Jacuzzi and all the other bells and whistles," I quickly replied as I stood and adjusted my rather uncomfortable bulge.

The condo was only a couple of blocks away. I had hoped Julie and I would be doing a bit of celebrating there, but now I had a more interesting and enticing companion to take to the condo. The place was just made for nights of passion and I was ready to shed years of living without passion.

I took Brianna's hand and pulled her to her feet. I wrapped my arms around her and looked deep into her eyes as I slowly moved my lips to hers. As our lips touched her warm soft tongue slipped out. I met her tongue with mine. We kissed gently with the tips of our tongues playing together for several minutes until the dog walker returned. Brianna and I hurried out of the park and down the street. Then we slipped into an alley to use the back entrance. It wouldn't do for anyone to see me enter the building with my sexy soon to be lover.

 

[FrenziedMaiden]

Going to the condo was a much better choice than going to a hotel. I felt odd going there at first because of it being owned by his wife's company, but once we stepped inside the door none of that mattered anymore. All that mattered was that we were finally alone.

Rick pulled me into his arms once again, as soon as the door closed behind us. We kissed softly at first, but then grew more urgent with our passions. I began pulling at his shirt, unbuttoning it as quickly as possible. I wanted to feel his bare chest. I longed to run my fingers through his chest hair as my lips and tongue kissed and licked at his nipples.

At the same time, I felt Rick pulling at my clothing, trying to remove it as quickly as what I was his. He was also pushing me backwards, urging me toward the bedroom. Our bodies moving in a clumsy fashion as we attempted to kiss, strip one another and walk at the same time.

"Uhhh!" I moaned out as I felt the backs of my legs hitting the side of the bed and as my body tumbled backward onto the bed. The top of my dress was open and hanging down around my waist, my bra pushed up to reveal the lower half of my breasts. Rick's shirt laid somewhere on the floor of the living area and his pants were hanging open, the head of his gorgeous cock poking out of the top of his underwear.

I pulled my bra over my head in one swift move, making my tits bounce upon my chest as I did so. Then quickly lifted my hips in order to push my dress the rest of the way off of my body, sliding it down my legs and then kicking it away from my feet. Finally I was totally naked and so very ready for Rick to take me.