Sillyman
Clearence INFRARED
- Joined
- Sep 11, 2001
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Right. I was raised more or less Christian most of my life. When I started working, I did a lot of jobs that primarily involve physical labor, and don't really engage the mind a lot at all. So this left me with a lot of time to think about things. There were tracts that were left in the bathroom, and to pass the time I would find myself making arguments against what they said. Eventually I just convinced myself right out of any kind of Christian belief. Now, as I read the boards, I find myself making arguments against atheism. It's funny. I think I think to much to ever have any kind of religeous beliefs at all, even to be able to firmly announce agnosticism. I want to believe in Jesus, but I want to believe in Buhdda, angels, demons, magic, fairies, spirits, ghosts, and dragons too. A life without these things seems too sad for me.