big salami's Blaze

[minxy69]

I have been unfortunate enough to find myself between a rock and a hard place.

BS and I have become estranged, but I have discovered that he has yet again got pain to come to terms with.

Not all of you are dog lovers, and I mean in the K9 sense, but for those of us that are, we remember BS and his trouble's before, well now Blaze is unwell.

And although we are estranged, I so wish you well, and I so hope that Blaze will be spared.

I don't know what I'd do without Zak, and I'm pretty sure you feel the same.

At the same time, there are some here who'd think this is an easy get in...back off...your wishes for Blaze and BS are enough....don't push it, as I am not.

With no reservation I offer up prayers and spells for BS and Blaze...for I know if it was me needing help with Zak, BS would be there, regardless and unjudging.

If BS allows, or feels it fit, then a picture will follow

We need your prayers

I thank you

 

[Daizie]

Minxy~

I don't know either of them but being a dog lover and owner of a sweet but ridiculous pup myself...I offer up my prayers and good thoughts for Blaze and BS. Keep us updated.

{{Hugs}}

 

[luv1]

I am so sorry to hear about blaze. My heart goes out to you. I wish you all the luck in the world and beyond.

 

[lovemonster]

Thoughts are with BS and Blaze.

 

[Kylan]

May the deities cradle you day and night long,
May everything go right, and nothing wrong.
May the Blaze you love blaze back to you.
and may all my wishes for you come true.​

@>,-'Kylan,-'​

 

[DwayneDibley]

I've not been on lit for a while, but thought I'd pop up to say I'm thinking of BS and Blaze also, and hope and pray that he makes a full recovery

 

[Deprived_in_AZ]

Estranged or not, good wishes and thoughts will make it through.

I'm sending good vibes also, and chin up BS.

 

[ima6uldv8]

Aw, I'm so sorry. Very sad to hear this. I don't know him but I do remember his trials with his other dog. The name escapes me..... I hope Blaze can recover and be the happy dog he has been. I lost my own dear dog a year ago and I do know how powerful that connection can be. Hugs to BS and Blaze.

 

[big salami]

Those of you that know me and could give a toss (there are some despite what some will tell you) will know that I had taken enough sh1t from certain quarters and that as a result I turned my back on this site, i'ts not the place it used to be anyway, not a place I like anymore due to certain issues BUT...............................
I was informed that this thread had been set up so, I HAD to have a look didn't I?

Thanks to all those that have been or will in future pop in with good wishes and to others, pfffffffftt!!

As it was suggested that a pic of Blaze may be posted and in the spirit of allowing people to see what it is they are being asked to wish well, here is Blaze a kindly soul if there ever was one! http://www.firesnaps.com/Pictures/sirsupated-8e803088c1ad25d734f549c5ac3b8109/a591e7fdda67804faba98bd051a3c247/QMedium/79a16c3234db6db1bd1e62d23a00bd76.jpg

 

[ima6uldv8]

Blaze is a beautiful soul. Please give him gentle kisses from me. You know, there aren't many people that I like over dogs. There aren't too many that can live up to their standards. I hope Blaze recovers and that you have a warm and happy Christmas

 

[big salami]

Hope you all had a good Christmas

 

[Lynnsie]

Hi BS... Blze is a beatiful dog and recovers. http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/11/11_2_104.gif http://smileys.smileycentral.com/cat/11/11_2_104.gif

 

[pink]

Blaze is gorgeous. Sending him healing wishes and throughts and lots of puppy pets.

 

[minxy69]

I need to find out how Blaze is doing...I'll bring news back

 

[big salami]

I need to find out how Blaze is doing...I'll bring news back

It's been a while, I know I'm persona non gratis round here anymore and to be honest I don't give a shit about the arseholes that turned on me so viciousloy, I still have a life away from this God awful place, it took a while to work out that those of you who are never away fromk the place are the ones who don't!

So, whhat am I doing here now then? well the answer is in the thread I've chosen to post in, my lovely Blaze!!

Having lost my darling wife to that insidious disease cancer nearly ten years ago now (yes I know it's non PC around lit to mention the big C because some arses said so!) but since that awful day, those awful months and years I have become what feels like personally under attack from it this disease that takes away loved ones and about which I feel qualified to post about here despite what the big mouths of the world think, I have lost my darlings litttle pussy cat, a tabby of tiny proportions but with the heart of a very large tiger! She and I never really got on when my love was here, she was mummys cat but in the months after her mums death we became closer and closer until we were best of pals and she held sway over my dogs, Hector and the latest addition, Blaze, she was about the size of Blazes head but after a few weeks she was definiteloy the boss around here.
Ceefa started hiding and refusing food and I was of course worried so, embarked on the difficult job of getting her in her cat basket to take to the vets. The short version of this story of course is that she had cancer and all too quickly it came to the time where I kinew that euthanasia was the right thing to do so, the vet was summoned and came to despatch that poor little soul to relieve her misery. She now rests with her beloved mum and I don't care what the rules say about putting pets remains in human graves, she's there now and nobody can do anything abolut it!
Hectors story has been well documented elsewhere on lit but briefly he began losing his sight, first in one eye and later in the other, more vets visits, more bad news about the big C, in the brain this time, referalls to the AHT in Newmarket meant round trip journeys of ovet 100 miloes and Hector hated car journeys but we wnt, several times and radiotherapy was thought to be the bets option, the only veterinary only radiotherapy sujite in the UK is in Cambridge Uni so, more journeys on a weekly basis and he did show signs of improvement but in the end, his time came too and all his very good friends lost the pleasure of one of the most unusual dogs I had ever known as I was forced to admitt that the time had come! I have his remaqins at home now and he will be coming with me when my time comes!
So, just me and Blaze now and although he was lonely without his playmates we had fun for a while, until one day I found a lump on his side! The vet was optimistic though and he had an op to remove the lump and as much of the affecyed tissue as was possible and histology reportgs said the there didn't appear to be any cancer cells on the perimiter of the removed tissue so, we hoped he might be ok!
I had been getting some unexplained tummy troubles and was sent for a number of tests culminating in a traumatic visit to the hospital to be told I had lymphoma (cancer in the lymph nodes) a few weeks and many tests and biopsies later I was told I may not have it at all and an unlikely scenario was trotted out with a plan to do more tests in 3 months. These tests, sc ans and several more biopsies (inc a bone marroe biopsy, OUCH!) were agasin inconclusive but I was becoming more symptomatic now with severe pains in various parts of my torso and severral other symptoms and the latest perceived wisdom is I MAY have lymphoma and I may NOT! I have been given strong pain relief which dull the sensation but never actually remove it and I have morphine for "break through" pain relief. The jury's stillout on that at the moment but, not for my poor Blaze!
While all my drama was going on I noticed another lump on his side and duly took him to the vets, he had started showiing signs of lameness too so, another round of tests, visits to specialist orthopaedic vets etc had restarted with the usual "inconclusive" results (seem to be developing a pattern here) and he was refered to the Uni of London Queen Mother Vet Hospital to the North of London where he was kept in for a series of tests again. Next day I had a call from therm telling me he has cancers in the original site, under his right arm, in both kidneys, in one testicle and when I went to collect him I was shown the CT scan pics which show a number of other small areas of suspicion. I have hin home again now to spoil while he can be spoiled but he is not the dog he was and seems to be sinking fast although he still has spirit and has periods where he loves to play, his favourite people come to visit him and he's always pleased to see them and still scares the pants off of ther postman when he hears him!
I will come here agian, when the dreadsful day comes to report on bhgis demise but it seems like it might not be too far away.
I am reporting this here for all my FRIENDS and would prefer people who do not fit this category NOT to post here and certainly NOT certain persons who have beeen deliberately and gratuitously unpleasant, you know who you are but I will not hesitate to name you if needs be!

 

[trent0553]

Big S, My heart goes out to both you and blaze. There is not a whole lot I can say but I will keep you both in good thoughts and prayers. For myself, I say thank you for posting.

 

[ima6uldv8]

You can rest assured that I'm your friend, though we haven't been acquainted long. By the time I got to the end of your post, I could no longer see for the tears. Why must cancer even exist? It claimed my most loved dog, as well. And it's also claiming a dear internet friend I've known for over six years. I told her I wished there was no cancer. It seems like at least our dear animals should be spared from it. I'm so sorry to hear about Blaze. And fuck whatever people say about animals not being with us when we die. We will all be together again. That's the only thing holding my heart together. Take care of yourself and Blaze. And don't ever hesitate to contact me if you need to talk. My heart hurts for you right now.

 

[Quinn71]

Pets come into our lives and fill a void that only they can. I which all the best for Blaze.
If worse should come to worst just remember...there is a very special eternal place in Heaven for the animals God sends to give us comfort for a season

 

[big salami]

You can rest assured that I'm your friend, though we haven't been acquainted long. By the time I got to the end of your post, I could no longer see for the tears. Why must cancer even exist? It claimed my most loved dog, as well. And it's also claiming a dear internet friend I've known for over six years. I told her I wished there was no cancer. It seems like at least our dear animals should be spared from it. I'm so sorry to hear about Blaze. And fuck whatever people say about animals not being with us when we die. We will all be together again. That's the only thing holding my heart together. Take care of yourself and Blaze. And don't ever hesitate to contact me if you need to talk. My heart hurts for you right now.

Pets come into our lives and fill a void that only they can. I which all the best for Blaze.
If worse should come to worst just remember...there is a very special eternal place in Heaven for the animals God sends to give us comfort for a season

Thank you both.

 

[big salami]

I still have Blaze with me despite a couple of scares, he's on steroids now though and I don't think it's going to be too much longer until I have to ask the vet to call in to relieve his suffering.

For now though we seem to be keeping the pain at bay and he still enjoys his favourite game (Bait the postie! or bite the postie if he could get there quickly enough) he's not eating too much and has lost a lot of weight and condition and has been enjoying a short walk most days although just atm he is limping quite a bit so I have suspended thjese at least for now.

I dread the day but know it's getting close now and I know I CAN be strong for him and I will know the right time. Will post again when the deed is done.

 

[big salami]

Blaze spent most of the day yesterday with one of his best friends and when I came home we cuddled on the floor near to his favourite spot until about 1.30 am this morning when he quietly and peacefully expired without pain or stress.

I loved that dog as I have loved all of my dogs but Blaze was special because he was my last. I can never have another dog as I am so unsure of my own mortality now that I don't want to worry about what will happen to any dog of mine when my time comes!

Good night Big Fella, there will never be another to compare with my big soft BLAZE

 

[katze101]

Hi Big Salami,

I've never interacted with you, since I'm kinda new to these boards. But I can empathize with your pain. I'm a dog lover myself, and due to time and location constraints, haven't had a dog for almost 8 years now. My last dog, a mixed breed, but she was a small, fluffy, furry yet fiesty dog, died of sickness too. I truly miss her, as she was a true and loyal friend. I hope you will feel better in the next few days. Be thankful for the memories that you have of Blaze. Blaze is now free of pain, and is hopefully in a better place.

 

[trent0553]

http://i119.photobucket.com/albums/o143/Trenttags/Sorry/Rainbow_Bridge22222.jpg

Rainbow Bridge
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...
​

My deepest sympathies Big S. Just remember Blaze is in a better pain free place and you will see him again.

 

[big salami]

Blaze spent most of the day yesterday with one of his best friends and when I came home we cuddled on the floor near to his favourite spot until about 1.30 am this morning when he quietly and peacefully expired without pain or stress.

I loved that dog as I have loved all of my dogs but Blaze was special because he was my last. I can never have another dog as I am so unsure of my own mortality now that I don't want to worry about what will happen to any dog of mine when my time comes!

Good night Big Fella, there will never be another to compare with my big soft BLAZE

My Blaze has been home for a while now and I have been in hospital for investigative surgery from which I am now recovering so I want to post a few words on here just to finish it off, I am unlikely to be back!

Blaze has a lovely casket just like dear old Hector and they sit on the same shelf one at one end and the other at the other so they are close enough to each other to enjoy each others company.
The words below are reproduced by me because I was touched by them.
Most particularly I identified with para 10, It is something I have believed in all my life but never really been able to put into words. I have however put this into action for many years, when my friends lives have run their course and I need to let them gently go, I have always made sure that it was done at home
and with me there comforting them.


A PET'S TEN COMMANDMENTS.........


1. My life is likely to last 10-15 years. Any separation from you is likely to be painful.

2. Give me time to understand what you want of me.

3. Place your trust in me. It is crucial for my well-being.

4. Don't be angry with me for long and don't lock me up as punishment. You have your work, your friends, your entertainment, but I have only you.

5. Talk to me. Even if I don't understand your words, I do understand your voice when speaking to me.

6. Be aware that however you treat me, I will never forget it.

7. Before you hit me, before you strike me, remember that I could hurt you, and yet, I choose not to bite you.


8. Before you scold me for being lazy or uncooperative, ask yourself if something might be bothering me. Perhaps I'm not getting the right food, I have been in the sun too long, or my heart might be getting old or weak.


9. Please take care of me when I grow old. You too, will grow old.

10. On the ultimate difficult journey, go with me please. Never say you can't bear to watch. Don't make me face this alone. Everything is easier for me if you are there, because I love you so.

 

[ima6uldv8]

Damn. I am so sorry I had missed your update last month. My heart breaks for you. I know that deep hurt and loss. In two more months. it will have been two years for me. Take care of yourself. Please pm me with your email. I want to make something for you and send it to you. Again, I'm sorry I missed where he had passed.